Still blogging

   Dammitt Man I am losing followers everyday, I guess I'm just boring as all Hell. All I want is to bring down a couple of crooks that tried to totally destroy My mind for Their advantage. And now these Creeps are seriously messing with My life. If You think that it is unworthy of talking about in order to acheive My goal of justice, well My freind You are seriously mistaken. You know for a fact that if it were You or Your Child You would pursue justice in any way possible, do not lie to Yourselves. I am beginning to feel that this blog crap is about as effective as telling the Feds, I get nowhere at all. Hell if I wanted to I know right where Bill Rowley lives, I could take Him down as easy as You like. But again I want justice not revenge. I am as I stated in the first blog not insane in any way, just a bit muddled. I again say I never asked for any L.S.D. People I was set up from the beginning. I say again I am a slightly retarded Person in life. I crawled up a ladder when I was two, really, the last thing I remember was starting up it and My freind telling Me not to climb it. I was told I fell into a ditch full of water, another lie from My parents, it was late fall, Wyoming irrigation ditches are not full at that time of year, too cold. Well I am in a mood today, after seeing I have less and less followers on twitter, that I just want to say the hell with it, but I will press on. Good day to You, Kelly McGill.

It's a cruel World

   Ya it's a cruel S.O.B. I can say that for sure. Man I must be losing My touch, I am actually losing followers here. Just goes to show Ya that nobody wants to here a Kid bitch about His life, I feel that is the way the justice system is looking at it too. Besides I am running out of things to say in the matter anyhow. Well while I have You I am at least going to say a few things about some American saying I have known of. "It's a cruel World.", is just one. "The shocking Kid.", is another. And that is what I am being here. "The first one to admit to it.", says a lot in itself. I know many more cliche's, but I feel I need to talk about what has taken place in My life. I am so pissed off at life, "Mad at the World." it is, that I have a scowl. My aunt Phyllis passed away a few years back, and I feel My Mom is a very cruel Person to do what She did. My aunts face was made to have a frown when We veiwed Her at the funeral. I still am a little appauled by the act. I guess They wanted Me to see Myself as I am to Them. Well that's the story of My life, even My parents screw with Me. My first memory in life was My Grandparents giving Me a puppy for My second birthday, I don't remember ever playing with it and one day They said go out and feed Your dog, He had grown alot and came at Me. I set His food down and went back into the house, after He hit the end of His chain. What I am saying here is that You don't want to mess with small children, I finally had enough of My family and told the old girl off good. Well it will be some time before I see Them again for a fact. I am serious about Indiana so I have but a few minutes left on the computer, so I want to look up someone out there. I'll C-Ya later, Kelly

Justice for the rich?

   Hey Folks how Ya doin'? Myself? Still here. Don't know for how much longer though, I am sick of this homeless crap. I am about to head towards Indiana I think, I might be able to track down a couple Fellas I know that would put Me to work. Hell, Nobody sent Me a dollar yet anyways. Just joking, it would have been nice if I received a dollar from a few million People, but no such luck. Speaking of work, I want You to know a little about Me in that area, I bust My ass. I have a few times received a raise on My first day. At fifty My back is about worn out, but a couple ibuprofens and I'm good to go. I know a few more sayings I'd like to let You hear now, "I'm lost without You.", is one, and that is exactly where I am. I know the feeling of a lost Person, and it aint nice. Another one is, "Children are amused.", and that fits into the catagory of Richard Pattison and His pals. A final one for the day is,"An understanding Woman.", I feel that one alot of the Girls of today need to look at closely, there are alot of very rude People out there that turn up Their nose at You just because They think They are better then You. Well Ya are! I hope to Hell I am getting through to someone out there with enough clout in the judicial system for Them to take a look at what has been going on, I am on My last leg in life People, I really don't want to sound like a wet nurse or anything, but I want this to be known as a serious crime that has taken place. Remember, I am a Victim here, not the aggressor. Anybody out there that has Kids and has messed with drugs, do Them right, tell Them the hard facts about them so maybe They'll get it right. Good day to Ya, Kelly McGill

Here's the shirt off My back.

   Yes I would give Money away if I had the riches Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley set Their lives up with. I cannot sit here and say that I was given millions of dollars because I never read the magazine. But I know in My heart They knew from Kevin contacting Them what it was about and told Him and Scott to do what They did. In the first place it is very suspicious on how the Playboy was given to Me. I gaurantee I did not say, "Hey, give Me a bunch of acid and then wait twenty four hours and hand Me the magazine so I can blow My mind.", This was a cold calculated attack on My life, this is what I want justice for more than anything else. As I have stated before, when I think of what They did to My life I seriously contemplate murder as a form of revenge. On My way to Santa Monica I kept telling Myself that exact thing, but after five days in one spot hitchhiking I said to God that I would not be able to do so. It was'nt long before I got a ride within forty miles of My destination. The Playboy itself is hard to beleive I know, but I say again I would take a truth serum People, ask these Crooks if They would do the same, I seriously doubt if any of Them would. Money is power and these arrogant little Kids are untouchable They think. George Clooney played an Outlaw named Kelly McGill. Any of You that watched it may remember the final scene, how many times did They say Kelly McGill? I'd say maybe twenty times, ridiculous to say the least. One thing I want You Folks to know, and I feel You may just by reading My outrageous blogs, is that I am not a liar. That is the only way it can be for Me in the World. I want a federal judge to look at it, if Ya know one give Him/Her a call and tell Them to read this. Justice will prevail, sincerely, Kelly McGill.

34th Blog

   34 Blogs and no justice as of yet? I am a real Person with  real Jerks screwing with My life People, this is not a farse what so ever. The words, "There are some things a Man just won't do.", come to mind when I think of these two Fools I used to know. You have to understand one thing here first off, I never once asked for any of the L.S.D. I was handed. I was the victim of a crime and now I am tormented by these People. I am a Person that has fallen hard in life, I crawled into a beer vat I guess You could say, and I am playing hell trying to crawl out of it. After I broke Nancys heart I started an all out search for Her, Austin is'nt all that big of a city and I knew I could find Her again. I was wrong and all I accomplished was becoming a serious drunk. I litterally went out every night in search of this Woman that has never left My thoughts since that night, I wake up in the morning and think of Her. That's when the depression sets in, I feel like staying in bed and giving up. A case of beer every night was common for Me twenty five years ago, now I'm pretty blasted on a twelve pack. Well that's the least of My worrys, I live in the streets with very little money, I do not drink heavy at the present. And I say with conviction, if I were wealthy I would stay away from the hard drinking like I am used to, I would be able to have My pride in tack and find another Woman to ease My pain. Stripped of My pride, stripped of My manhood, is the saying I have heard in the past. It has one meaning, and that is that I was an innocent child. Hell of a blog aint it? I gaurantee You right here and now that I am not a liar. I lied to Bill Rowley and His Pals once and that is all, I was seventeen and asked if I were a Virgin still, "No.", was My answer. When asked Who I said it was a Girl My sister Kay used to run around with in high school, "Annette Kronin.", hell I just thought of a pretty face and came up with Her. (Peer pressure)  Other than that I have never lied to these arrogant little bitches in My life. See Ya on blog 35, Kelly McGill

Evil Geinus

   Yes Richard is a smart character, He had to be to get over on a dumbass like Me. I had to cheat in science just to acheive a D average. I was able to look at My high school records, I had a B average in everything except science. The part I like is the toughest class I took was remedial math, I made damn sure I was in the easiest classes offered. What blew Me away was My I.Q. level right out of high school, 165 it said. I guess I aint as stupid as Ya thunk. But brother I have done the dumbest things I can think of. I was walking along in a bar in Austin Texas when I passed by a young Lady, I had to stop and take a seriuos look at Her, She had the most beautiful face known to Mankind, really. After I got a good look I knew I had no chance in hell and wandered off. Would'nt Ya know it, a while later I was standin there when She comes up behind Me and puts Her breast right into My back. I was sent into shock again, but this time I got pissed off. As I have said I have felt Grown, this was one of them times. I was so mad that She would appraoch Me in such a manner I stood there until She walked away. Brilliant mind I have, Moron anyways. Finally I decided to approach Her but was cut off by the Bouncer and told to leave, Ya wanta know where I wound up that night? Jail. This is one fucked up child to do such things, I seem to have the best luck accompanied along side with the worst. I see an advertisment for a new movie around L.A. now, Candy, Chicks and Rock & Roll. It has a pissed off looking little yellow baby chicken, is that supposed to be Me Richard? In the preveiw I saw They are fighting over Who gets to be the Bunny, cute, aye. Mr. Pattison I would not allow Myself to hang out with riff raff such as Hugh Hefner to begin with. I have met and fell in love with a couple of Ladies in My life, the type of Girls He would know are Golddiggers in My eye Son. Justice for the rich is what this frickin' World is about, Martha Stewart must have said no to paying off someone and did Her time, Who are You buying off Richard? Give Me the break I deserve and put this Asshole in the penitentary before I totally lose My mind. Amen to that and have a blessed day, Kelly McGill

A new day

   Is Richard Pattison or Bill Rowley in jail yet? Why the hell not? I am fuming today about it. "Kelly! Kelly! Kelly!", "Richard Pattison, Killeen Texas!", guilty is written all over it. Is there not a law against torturing a Person in America? Well There should be. I want anything given Them that was originally Mine taken away from Them, and anything They aquired using said money should also be taken. Ill gotten funds were used to aquire what They have. I can say without a doubt if it were My son or daughter this happened to I would hunt Them down and wind up in prison People. Would not it be the same if it were Your child? Are Ya mad yet? I want everybody to look at it as it really is, a crime. Hell I can't even get the U.S. Marshals to arrest Them, I am nothing but a nusance I beleive to Them. I hope I can bum a dollar today and invest in the lottery, I'll never win God pushes Kids like Me down I see. I will end here for now by saying happy Easter Folks and I'll see You on monday, no library tommorow. Have a great day, Kelly McGill

Yesterday?

   I really gotta say I am sorry for yesterday Folks, I have no right to ask You for money. It is just I am so pissed off at everything that has taken place in My life I need a way out and did'nt think when I asked, later in the day I realized I was wrong. I want to spout off about other things then these Boys I knew years ago. I have a little wisdom here and I think it time to share it with the youth of the World. A Grown Adult is known as a mature Human Being, I Myself have the rare occasion of feeling Grown, even though I am very immature and childish most of the time.I mentioned before about laughing at certain things, the saying goes, "It's not a laughing matter!". Thers's also, "Don't laugh Boy!", and, "Real Men don't laugh.". I also mentioned name calling, "Name calling is childish and immature and that's a fact of life!". How many of You do exactly that? How many are doing that as You look at My pages? I am as it is known out to change the World I guess, I think I have the opportunity to do so by doing what I am doing. If nothing else I at least get to talk to the World, I have followers from  the Orient on Twitter. That alone I find interesting. I am a wanderer in life and would jump at the chance to see Russia, China, Spain, Paris, etc., You know, the World and it's cultures. That sounds like alot of fun, I can gaurantee if I ever took these two down I would do exactly that. This goes out to all the other Countries watching, Howdy Ya'll. I wonder if They'll understand Ya'll, it derives from "You all" if Ya need ta know. Bah! I'd much rather be in a good mood then the one I was in yesterday. I leave Ya with that, C Ya later bye, Kelly

Pen vs. Sword

    "Sesame street!", Richard Pattison would say and look at You as if to say I was a child in His eyes, Hell son I saw that as a silly little boy. What is this? Justice for the rich? Leave a rich Jackass alone! Let Him bully a slightly retarded Kid, one They knew was a bit on the slow side. It's fine with the American People. Come on He's got carisma Pal, He's cool You're a Fool. Torture is what it is. I see this crap They're pulling and getting away with and I get so tore up inside I want to rip Their fucking heads off and that is not a saying to Me. Grab a Guy by the hair and pull His head backwards and knee Him at the base of the skull, decapitation, at the least a dislocated neck. I am not violent but will kick His and Bill Rowleys behinds, at the same time if need be. Forgive My langauge in the last sentence Folks, I left it in because that's how I felt while writing it. Obama do You have any gutts? I want You personally to take a look at this. You talk alot about backing down the bullies, well Mister here's a perfect example of bullying. I still have'nt received a dollar from You folks, what's up. I aint kidding either, I am in the streets, give a Guy a break. That is one way out of this life. I did'nt start this blog to say, "Hey give Me a dollar!", but I am becoming desperate for a better life. I am fifty years old with three pinched nerves in My back and arthritis in My lower back. I will work but why try anymore? I really don't like asking like this, but what would You do if You were eating at a Homeless food line at a church while pitching a tent and about to just say the hell with it? I sound like an absolute Punk even asking, but it's worth a try. Have a better day then yesterday if Ya will, Kelly McGill.

Conspiracy to committ murder?

   The title is what the charge should be, I am not scared, but feel I have these People wanting Me dead. I have been shot at, a Fella tried to hit Me in the head with His framing axe, My luggnuts wee loosened, and I feel Scott and Kevin had been part of a plot the weekend I was given the Playboy. Screw those People, let's talk about real issues, obesity for one. Check out Mike Geary if Ya can, The Man knows His nutrition People. We're just a bunch of Folks eating whatever They package for Us Ya know. Read the nutrition facts, if it says sugar is in it, do'nt eat it. He's right about prossessed foods. Eat a peice of fruit and drink some water, You'll get all the sugar Ya need. I Myself need to lose around seventy pounds and know I can if I do it right. I mentioned a couple a Kids playing music around here. I want to straighten out the names, Green beans and chewing gum not ice cream I think is their album, Man these two make more money in one show then I have in two months, I made $4.00 in one day and thought I was tearing it up. Life in the streets is a funny thing, and I do'nt mean Haha either, I hate it for real Folks, and then People snub Ya when You try to make some cash, and try to get a job, They do'nt want to give You a job to get Your arse out of the situation Your in to begin with. How in the World are You gonna get out of the streets if no one hires You? Dammitt Man! I have been told two different times that I should'nt have to work because of My songs, but have someone give You a chance? Ya right, it's like Tom Petty says, "The A.R. Man don't hear a single.", I have been that route, it is a waste of Your money. I need the law, or at least a Lawyer to look at this for real, there is no statutes of limitations on liability I beleive. I have contacted Gerry Spence, only to get a door slammed in My face. He is'nt the only Lawyer to do so either, He's just the only one decent enough to contact You back saying "sorry". Well I have said enough for one day, I'll bitch more about Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley tommorow, I should have said no when They asked Me to drive Them to the senior keg when I first met Them, I would not have been used  by a couple of arrogant little Bullies for sure. So do as I do, eat better and walk Your butt off and I'll C-Ya manana. Via con Dios People(Go with God.) Amen. Kelly McGill

Over and over until?

   Holy Crap! Did Ya read this Guys blog? This stuff is radical! Kelly! Kelly! Kelly! Oh, I wanted the Magilla Gorilla! Is radical, Me I just want justice. Would You not want to see these two put in the proper place? If not I feel You are snoozing here. All My life I have been the one Kids try to goad into a fight, and as soon as I turn around and kick some Kids ass I am the instigater. Those are the facts. Like I said I was picked on by My own family, torture actually. I figured out finally why Lois hated Me. I was standing behind My little sister when a cousin of Ours told Her She was going to beat Her up, I instintivly grab Her and pulled Her backwards where We fell on the bed and the other Girl started hitting Her in the stomach, She never even got hurt due to it tightening Her belly. A few years later I was the subject of a brutal life, Lois Jean McGill. Good God I wanted to commit suicide in the fifth grade, yes it is true. From I beleive the fifth grade until high school I was tortured by this Girl, all four of My sisters would confront Me and She would stand there and scream at Me until I had enough and stomped My foot and They ran into the bathroom to hide. This broad would yell stuff like I feel sorry for Your Wife, or else She would just call Me a Creep. There was'nt a day that went by I did'nt take some sort of abuse from My family. She even got Dad so mad He took a swing at Me for nothing, I cried in front of Him years later when I tried to explain what happened that night. Supposedly I was beating Them up and She told half the town via the C.B., and when He got home I was'nt given a chance. I was lucky I saw it coming and got out of the way in time. I explain this to You just to say, Hey I've had enough of the brutality in My life anf I deserve a fair shake.  I am a Human being fed up with Bullies and I want justice. Thank You and have a wonderful life, please. Kelly McGill

Untouchable?

   I think Richard and Bill think They are at a point where the law can't touch Them. If I was given a gift from generous People, remember I never read the story but They live in luxury now and mess with My miserable life, these two never stold from Me, They stole from anybody giving Me a life. I want the People whos signed checks returned with another signature than Mine, if any, to take these two fools down. It was never received by Me personally. If You are reading this and You were kind hearted enough to help out a slow kid to begin with, then You deserve justice. In the eyes of the law You would be able to take it away from Them faster than I. Possession of stolen property should include money, and any signed check, even co-signed by Hefner would be against the law. Interest should be allowed on this crime as well in My opinion, I would love to see these crooks wind up in jail and then in the streets afterwards, a fitting end I feel. To change the subject for a minute, I would like You to do Me a favor. Go to You tube and look up a couple of guitarist for Me. Green beans and Ice cream, Johnny and Billy are seriously good. The only problem with the two is that Their guitars are bigger than They are. You'll get a kick out of these two, and They can play too. Back to the story. Rick, Jim, David, and John are all brothers. They are known as the Kranz family I knew in Riverton Wyoming. I never put it together until recently, but They all showed up in Austin one day. Soon afterwards Bill Rowley shows up from Douglas Wyoming with three of His freinds. Bill and two of them left right away, the one that stayed was a trash talker. I aint sure but feel Bill and His Pals were gonna do a two step on Me personally and Rick and His brothers surprised Them. Only a couple of minutes left on My allowed time here so I gotta go, do Me a big favor, say a prayor for My plight and hope for the best, prayer I feel works, I have been in some jams and am amazed at how things worked out after talking to the old boy upstairs. Have a blessed day Folks, Kelly McGill. p.s. Take these Assholes down before I find Them and regret it for the rest of My life.

Rehash.

   Today I want to go over a few things I have said in case anybody forgot how this started. I was asked, not seeking, to join in a Rock and Roll band after listening to Pink Floyd's album Animals. I wrote a song right afterwards and Bill Rowley liked it and said Richard wanted Me to join Them and become the bass player. Next I was asked to do acid just like when I listened to Pink Floyd, neither time did I go looking for the crud, this time it was rushes 2112 album. On My next payday I went immediately to the music store and bought a Lyle guitar knowing I was to become a Star. After that I decided, due to things happening in My life, to move to Austin Texas. I was thinking on who I should ask and Kevins name came to mind so I asked the Kid and We hitchhiked to Texas. Once there He was the first to find a job, soon We both were working for Art Capeheart. That was when We met Scott Carroll. It was'nt long after We had rented an apartment that He and Scott kept asking Me if I wanted to do some acid. One evening while doing so I walked into a party that was being held in a suite at the Marriott hotel. I have'nt said this part until now. When Danny was with Me at the party I told Him while We were looking into one of the bedrooms to ask, " Who's buying the drinks?". They ignored Us and We left, when I returned I was invited in by a Gentleman at the door. As soon as I entered one of the Girls said, "Alright then, let's go!", and headed right for Me. I was so shocked I was litterally stumbled backwards until I regained My compsure and walked away from Her due to the little bit of pride I do have. I wound up being one out of I think five People left there that night, after I hung around for a while most of Them had left. That was when I started talking to an older Lady by the window, this is when the acid took hold of Me. I had mentioned to a Gal I was talking to earlier that I was doing acid there is how They knew about it. I looked out the window and saw the job We worked on right next door, I mentioned it and Kinda lost My head at the same time. I told Her,"Just a few months ago I was living on that job, and now here I am!", I actually thought for a moment the party was in My honor. The very next weekend I again was offered acid, They gave Me two hits of fourway window pane and a hit of speed. I was fully awake for two and a half days. after twenty four hours I was handed a Playboy with the headline, "Stoned Hippy carries along hallucenagens!". Ether was offered during the same weekend. The next thing I know it is thiry years behind Me and I am being screwed with hard on the television. I am not an insane Person and I face up to the facts of life People. I was sleeping in the woods in My tent in Austin and playing My guitar when a  Fella walks into the woods hollering My name, how in the Hell does He know the name of a Homeless Person in the first place. Only four People knew where I was sleeping and it was'nt one of Them. I want justice for what They did and are doing to Me now and I feel this may be the only way I can do it. This Richard is such an arrogant slob, I was told by Jon Peirson that Bill Rowley took His new bride over to meet Him and after a spell Richard strips down and sits there naked. Man alive! I would have kicked the sorry son of a Bitch in the mouth for disrespecting Her in that way. That, right at this moment, has Me angered just thinking about it, I can hear Richards childish laughter  in My mind still when He thought things were funny. Childish nonsense is what it is. Richard is messing with Me due to the fact that He feels the statutes are well over, I feel they should be raised. A heinous crime has been committed People and justice is in order. Richard Pattison, Killeen Texas? The Guy is a menace in My eye. He has but one chance in life, and that is never run into Kelly McGill again. Numerous times told the U.S. Marshals that I really want to kill this Bum, but I also told Them that I have restraint and will not be able to do so. I am afraid of what I would actually do to Him if I ran into Him. I have been trying for a couple of years now to acheive justice, nothing has been done and I feel I am barking at the moon. I guess all I am accomplishing is venting some of My frustrations here. I hope ta Hell I get My justice in the end, sincerely Kelly John McGill

%@*^%!)?

   The title should say it all, $%#*&(!{:> is about how I felt yesterday after such a blog. Other then that I just wanted to say hello to anybody that really reads this garbage I write, I say garbage but it is the truth. Again I want to preach about drug abuse, Kids, it aint a game. My Mom set Me up to show Me how I look when I'm stoned. All four of My sisters and I had pictures taken for the parents twenty fifth anniversary, when I was handed some copys I was looking everywhere except at the camera. I can explain though. In between shots I was checking out the wood work in His studio, while everybody else was smiling away. I aint so daffy that I don't know when He says He is doing something to the camera. My Parents? Good God! They tell Me the goofiest stories just to see how gullible I am, I won't elaborate on it, it has nothing to do with Richard Pattison or Bill Rowley. These two People known as My parents have screwed with Me since I was two, seriously. Some of the things They say or do are just plain mean. I have'nt been home for a spell and doubt if I will for some time to come. I hope You all have a good weekend, it's almost summer I think I Myself might wander down to the beach, Have a good day freinds, Kelly McGill.

HELP!!!

   I am frustrated today. I knew I was being miss led when I opened a spam email, I use a library computer if anybody wants to know, that told Me this woman wants to help out the poor. I have a bank account all set up as of today, there's only one catch though, I must deposit $2,000. in order to receive it. Huh? I thought You were giving Me money, not Me giving it to You. Scams are what makes the World go round I see. These Folks must know Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley, sorry for the sarcasm. I had to follow through though, She said I would receive $10,000,000. just for being a nice Guy. Wow! If You folks are nice enough maybe You'll each send Me a dollar in order to get My money, I have close to a hundred followers now, that would be a start aye? Danny are You out there boy? Danny was with Me the night I walked into the party that started the whole thing. We were separated when I decided to go back. We had been at the door before, and I wanted to return. On the night I was given the Playboy He disappeared, I never saw Him again. I think Scott and Kevin told Him what Their plan was and He wanted no part of it. I want this to end but feel it is My only way to get justice, People I put Myself in the streets in order to find Richard, I know He's around here somewhere. I am a carpenter looking for work in an area that has work but very little, I do not like street life and need to do something soon, it is depressing to say the least. I will say here and now that the part about the dollar is'nt at all a dumb idea, People make fairly good money standing on the corner with a sign asking for a dollar. I 'll leave it up to You, if You feel I'm worthy send a dollar to 404 Lincoln Blvd. Venice California 90291. That is a homeless services for St. Joesephs church where I receive My mail. I would'nt ask this, and I am serious, if I did'nt feel so let down right now due to this scam I looked at. I have a feeling in My gut telling Me I have to do something soon or I won't make it much longer on this Planet, I understand that I sound like a big sissy crying over a hardship here too. I have to end for the day so I bid You all a good day, thanks for listening to Me gripe, Kelly McGill.

Have Ya eaten today?

   The title of todays blog says it all. When I was laid off in the mines for not turning in My geyger counter I sat at home for two months, I did'nt eat all that well at the time either. The only food I had was what My sister Lois and Her husband gave Me, I did break in to My neighbors apartment using My I.D. card and stole some milk and a few things out of His fridge. I told Bill Rowley, Ken Dodson, and Kent Jepson that if They would help Me out with food I would take Them out for a steak dinner when I was on My feet again. Well Ken Dodson would see Me coming and cross the street and Bill Rowley was seldom seen. Kent was the only one around but He was'nt working either. Hell, I even gave Bill and Ken both a place to live when I did'nt have to. Ya wanta know what I did? As soon as I got some money even Richard Pattison was treated to the finest steaks in town Mister, and I get stabbed in the back? It actually hurts a bit to have these People do this to Me, Jerks anyhow. I am really getting sick of all this, I hope People don't think it is a bunch of nonsense, Folks I want You on My side in order to bring Them down. I feel all My attempts with the law were for not, Hell, Who wants to help out a loser such as Myself? Do Me a big favor if You would, do not let any of this get You down, I am the first one that if You're feeling blue to make Ya smile, so wipe that frown off Your mug and feel good about the day, C-Ya later bye, Kelly McGill

The Blog

      Today I have a question that I feel needs to be asked. If there was money involved, remember I never read the article, did these two sign any checks? And if so, is there anybody out there that has a returned check with the wrong signature on it? I want these two little Kids brought down any way I can do it. You know if They would'nt of started saying things through the television I would have never realized what They had done. Fools are what They are in actuality. I can say with confidence that They are messing with My life on T.V. it is obvious if You have read what I have written so far. Thomas in Virginia gave Me a nickname, "The House.", I said three words to Sheila before I left the room when I scared the poor Girl, "Saved by the bell!", Richard I knew I was Truman when I saw the goofy show. I am stepping out on a limb here by saying this next part, What did They do for Hefner in order to have Him hand over what ever it was They stold from Me? Richard Pattison is rubbing elbows with the wealthy People now Folks. I know Dorthy Stratten died mysteriously at around the same time I was handed the Playboy. I personally have been shot at while sleeping in the woods in Austin Texas, My luggnuts were loosened, and a Guy tried to hit Me in the back of the head with a framing axe when I turned away for a second,They are capable of murder I will state right here and now. I feel the weekend I received the Playboy They were attempting a murder then. If I would have done the ether I feel I would have been handed a syringe with something leathal in it and told it would help Me. I am just guessing on a couple of things here, but I feel it true. I pray to the Lord continually to help Me in My quest for justice, if You can fit in Your hearts I ask You to do the same. God bless everyone of You, and seriously, have a great day. Kelly McGill.

Still tryin'

   "I am an Idiot! I am an Idiot! I am an Idiot!", was the punchline in a cartoon I read in the Playboy I was given. Laws of love was the title of a story in it, it was about homosexuality and how it is not tolerated under the laws of love. Lord of the rings was another, it has to do with being a gifted musician. I was so wasted I actually studied every page except for the one about the Kid that was set up to fry that night. Hell, I never asked for the stinking acid. I was being made into a songwriter, I feel these Boys would have made sure all My songs were to be copywrited in Richards name. That Thug thinks He's untouchable, well Richard I don't think Your that big Pal. There are People in this World known as Men and Women, neither would allow a Scoundrel such as Yourself to get over on a Dumbass Kid like Me. Yes I call Myself a Dumbass Kid, I have done the most retarded things known to Man. People I want to say here and now, this is not a joke. I heard about the hoax on the radio years ago called the war of the worlds, this is reality first hand. Richard You aint got the gutts to see Me face to face because You have seen Me move before. Folks I walk away from fights, but when I am pushed Bruce Lee is slow compared to Me. No joke. Ask Bill Rowley, "I'm better than You and You know it!", He screamed at Me. At first I stayed calm, but after awhile I started to heat up, "That's just Your Ohio ignorance speaking!", I shot back at one point. He started towards Me and I hit Him with His own guitar. I then stood there in shock and let Him tackle Me, where I held His arms so He could'nt hit Me. I left almost everything I owned behind and hitchhiked to California with $0.37 in My pocket. Revenge? ask Yourself. I hope Your day finds You blessed and in touch with the World, Kelly McGill.

another blog.

   Good mornin', How is everyone? Myself? Still here. I forgot a character that Art Capeheart would have a record of that was around when the Playboy was handed to Me. First off let Me say, yes there was a Playboy not found in any archives, and Yes I was handed it twenty four hours after being given a major amount of L.S.D., Willy worked for Art as well as the rest of Us at the time. I want to tell You that for a fact that this is not a hoax as many would feel it may well be, I am a real Person trying to bring down an arrogant pc. a crap that does not deserve to breath air in My opinion. Some of My followers are very important People I have noticed, Karl Rove may be the biggest, so I know better than to say anything that would be a lie if I want Their help in this matter. I want Everybody to do Me a favor right now, imagine You were in My shoes. Freinds it took Me thirty years to clear out the cobwebs enough to clearly see what took place, look at it as if Your life was attacked in such a manner, that Your mind does not work like it once did. Anger should be the reaction, Mine is. When I see what They have done and what They are doing now I feel a deep hatred towards these People. Do Me another favor, I am a musician so I know a bit about talent. Check this Gal out, AmyMaymusic.com. Talk about a serious voice. I'd buy Her C.D. Well I gotta get off the computer soon, library time is limited. Have a good day and stay away from drugs Ya hear Me? Kelly McGill

What did I start?

   Dang it Man ! I have 97 followers on Twitter alone. I publish this on Facebook and Google as well. I hope You enjoyed the joke yesterday, that is more what I am like than raging about Richard Pattison and Bill (Oggie) Rowley. I want to talk about something I feel would work in this country, and the World too. I emailed Oprah about it but have never heard anything pertaining to it from anybody at all. My idea is how to get People off of the drugs. I Myself would allow for this to take place in My life. Hypnotism. The problem is though They would automatically think You were trying to brainwash Them. But if You were to allow Them to have someone They trust stand by Them while under so nobody could make You do something else, I am sure many People would be happy to get off the crap. It takes a year I was told by a Hypnotist to really make it work, so I would tell anyone arrested for drugs when They go to court, "One year of sessions or five years hard time!", which would You choose? Seriously We have a real problem in the World that needs to be taken care of. Marijauna on the other hand is more innocent than Cocaine, Meth, Heroin, L.S.D., and others out there  much worse than Pot. It is on the verge of becoming legal I think, just think of the revenue it would create for the Government. It is'nt as bad as ciggarettes are for You, Myself? I am the dumbest Fool when I smoke the stuff due to what these People did to Me, I can mess up something at work that I may have done several times before. The facts is it makes Me feel like a little Kid when I smoke it because I know it is not a Grown Adult to be doing so. I do hope People take a look at it that are messing around with hard drugs and try to change. Have a great day Folks, Kelly McGill.

Good day to You

   I am a little bit tired of this crap, just to say the least, I feel today I just want to say hey, so hey. Normally I am the one cracking jokes and the like, not crying about some Jerks that left Me hanging. Did Ya hear about the seven dwarfs when They got to feeling sleepy? Man that sleepy kicked their butts for 'em. I hope that wakes You up for a saturday, Have a good one, Kelly.

What did that Guy say?

   I made a mistake by saying I'm not sure about standing up for this country at times. I am known to the F.B.I. in Austin. Right after the attacks in New York I got to thinking about how vulnerable We are. I sat down and wrote a three or four page letter saying what I felt these People were capable of doing. Since then I have called and left voice messages telling Them different stratagies They may use. I will not elaborate on them due to the fact that They may not have thought of them. One I gaurantee would wipe out most of Our population, and is very feasible. Richard may remember what I said right after the Marines were killed in Beruit, I was going to join the Marines if We went to war. I still feel We should have went in, We would probabaly not be at war right now if We had. I wrote a song about that, it is called Some People. If You can get ahold of Mike at KRZY in Austin on the internet, He has a copy of My music and will take request. I recommend the. 'Heartache Quake' and, 'Better try' Myself, eventhough I could use some help singing Better try I like the music itself. And as far as standing up for Ya, Hell most Folks in this land are alright, We do have a bunch of knotheads though. I'll be ta seein' Ya, Kelly McGill.

Railroaded

   I got to hand it to Myself, I have the Worlds worst luck. If You were to look up My record involving the laws of the land You would think I am a vicious Person. I have a terroristic threat on My record. I bring this up just to show You how easy it is to have People screw with Your life. I was in a bar in Harker Heights Texas and was having a good time, when a Guy buys a round of tequila. I knew not to drink it, the next thing I know I am sloshing drunk. I got up to walk out and knocked over a table. My reflexes are pretty quick, I grabbed it before it hit the ground and set it up without spilling much of the beer in the pitcher. When I made it outside I saw a Guy I had been talking to earlier in the bar. I did'nt like His freind inside and said so, His Pal talked like a queer fella. I then preceeded to show Him how fast My hands moved and told Him You never know who Your messing with. That was when the bouncer got involved . I told Him pretty much the same thing and staggered off. I was tackled before I could reach My car. I went to jail instantly. When I went to court they told Me the charge and said I had been told to leave the bar about thelve to thirteen times. My lawyer did nothing for Me when I said out loud that it was a lie. Anybody that knows Harker Heights would say that would never happen People, I know of no bar that would allow You to stay there that long. I can say so much more that would in actuallity make America look pretty silly. Why in the World do People allow such nonsense in this country, if I were in charge these People and others would'nt have the gutts to play Their game. I love this land and would fight for it, but at times I feel it a lost cause. The Man was right decades ago when He said, "This Countries going to Hell in a hand basket!", look around, I live Homeless at the present and have done it quite a few times. I have said before, "If You question Your sanity, move to Los Angeles.", I see People walking around just yelling to yell. Insanity I have never experienced, but anger so bad I was near insanity I have. Twelve years ago I was near a breakdown due to My anger and depression, but now I don't get near as mad as I did then. And I have come to terms with My losses in life, they hurt but I deal with it better. Seriouslly, I have it happen quite often here in southern California to where while walking down the street You will pass someone and They say right out loud how They feel about You. In 1997 I would have been in Their face. The World is going through some major changes People, let's do some changing in the United States of America as well. Allowing a Person like Richard Pattison to have His way is absurd in the least, I say it as a fact, I will brutally punish the Boy when I see Him. He and His freinds know the way I was years ago, I was and still am to an extent a Coward. Pray for the World and Our sorry behinds as well Folks, it can't hurt, Amen. Kelly McGill.

Where's the proof?

   I will say right here and now, Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley kept Their hands clean while destroying My mind. But if certain People were to talk I could prove it. Beginning with Freda (Fred) Mares, Scott Carroll, Billy Hanson, Ralph McMillan, Les Tolson, Steve Harless, Kevin Bennett, Ken Dodson, Rick Kranz, Perry Greenhalgh, Ron Peckanpaugh, Rick Knapp, Robert Foley, Jon Peirson, Kent Jepson, Dana Peterson, Brian Foley, Brian Richards, Sherry Carroll, Randy Clyburn, Bob Pace. Brian Richards and Mike Judge, yes Mike Judge the cartoonist, would know a last name for a Gal who knows about it, Frannie. I will start from the very beginning here. I came home one evening and was approached soon after by Freda Mares. She asked Me if I wanted to but some acid, I had never done any before that time. As soon as I started to get high I went over to the stereo and saw that there was an album already on the turntable, My roommate, Bob Pace had set it up there, it was Pink Floyd's Animals. I know for a fact I was playing lead guitar along with it without ever playing lead before, I am a musician now so I can tell. The next weekend I came home and Freda shows up with some more acid, this time when I went to the stereo I found a cassette sitting on top of the stereo, it was Rushe's 2112. This album actually tells You that it is all taken care of, You will be a song writer. On My next payday I went out and bought My first guitar knowing I was going to be a Star. Naive Children and drugs are a very dangerous combination. Soon after Ralph McMillan came by and said He could get some 'Shroom spores, that is what You grow Mushrooms from. During that high is when Richard Pattison asked if I knew about Karma, supposedly it is when You think of Someone They in turn think of You. It was'nt long after that when I decided to move to Austin Texas, for some reason I asked this Guy We knew named Kevin if He wanted to go. We were'nt in Texas a month when the acid started all over again. If there is a law officer ar an investigative reporter looking at this and You want Kevin, go to Art Capeheart or His son Ardel in Austin. They would keep files from 1980 and would have S.S.N. and last names. Art was My employer at the time and it was His job I mentioned I had been sleeping on when at the party. He would have been the first to receive the Playboy. Art is uninvolved I gaurantee that, Him and His son probably wondered what happened is all. Around a year ago I was talking to a U.S. Marshal and when asked if I wanted Them arrested I did'nt hesitate to say yes, but so far? Nothing. I think I can take Them for posession of stolen property, if stolen artifacts are found and returned, why not money? I know Richard well enough to say He would be the kind of Person to keep the Playboy around for all these years. Hell I never even wanted to read it, and after Bill Rowley started a fight with Me I left Texas I left it lying on the floor of My bedroom. They did'nt need to fry My brain to get it from Me. If They were freinds They would have told Me what it was about, I left it on the coffee table where any and all could read it, They knew. I know in My heart They wanted Me out of the way so I would never figure out how They made Me become a musician in the first place. I am sure these People are capable of murder and I want Them brought down seriously hard. I do hope I don't have to keep this up for much longer. With that said I bid You a good day and will cry about My silly life again tomorrow, thanks for reading it. Kelly McGill.

Sorry S.O.B.

   Sorry about yesterdays blog Folks, I hope it did'nt cause anybody much pain. For Myself? I had to sit down in a park and cry for a minute or two after I left the library. Enough of that bull I'm telling You. I would much rather sit here and have You laughing, but as You know I am here for a purpose. I will change the subject today, just a little, it still pertains to People such as Richard and Bill. I want to talk about things like Full Grown Maturity. I know for a fact I have never been a Grown Man, even though I have experienced Grown feelings in My lifetime. I beleive I have used the saying, "I face up to the facts of life!", well I know plenty more and I feel this is an appropriate time to spell out a few things for the Youth of the World. Pay attention here. Grown Adults will not laugh at You, bully You, steal from You, and in actuallity a true mature Person will not call You names, and a Man will be nothing but a Gentleman , same as a Lady will tolerate nothing less. Age has nothing to do with maturity either, I have seen many an older Person being immature. Such as while I was in a restaurant there were two older Gentlemen, loosy termed here, sitting at a table across from this Fella half Their age. They were harassing Him saying things like, "I would have a Woman around Me!". Who knows what this Guy does when Their not around, He may be Hugh Hefners equal. I at times will not tolerate such rudeness, I said out loud so these two knew how I felt, "Their's not a Man among Them!", neither one wanted to contest Me. I am with Obama on quite a few things, like stopping Bullys. Kelly is a girls name, What? A fine Irish name like Kelly and You want to give it to a girl, come on, that is definatly a Mans name. I was a pushover as it is known, My Folks dressed Me like a nerd too. I had a pair of cowboy boots in the third or fourth grade that everybody called pea green boots they were so ugly. Hell They are a couple of the biggest bullies I have ever seen. I can remeber a few times that They took My toys away from Me and I never did anything wrong, really. They still say things to Me that are outragous just to see how gullible I am. I finally told Them off it got so bad and I have'nt been home for around seven years now. All My life I have had somebody trying to push Me, I could go into detail but that would take all day, and I am not joking. That is why when My nephew told Me His son is being bullied by the older Kids in school I told Him to put Him in boxing later if He does'nt want to fight, then Tae Kwon Do or something. I think, by the way Clint talks, His little brother will see to it that He learns to stand up for Himself though. Me? I had four sisters and was the only boy, I was told early what would happen if I hit a girl. Hey, if You let it build up inside it becomes dangerous. I said attempts have been made on My life, Thomas was a Kid I worked with in virginia, He tried to hit Me in the back of the head with His framing axe when I looked a way. It was just like the football game I mentioned, I came out of the blackout during the fight and saw that I was missing Him with My punches, the next thing I remember was taking His axe from Him. Before I could turn around that Boy was around a hundred yards away, no bull, He ran for His life. I would have beat Him to death in a blind rage, I don't even remeber being hit or blocking it, I was told after the fight that I was bleeding. I hope this enlightens some of the Children of the World and They realize, just leave People alone, many a times somebody has gone off because They were bullied. Hey those Bullies aint around no more. We can be Men about such things is the way to look at it. I hope Your day goes great and Your life even better, I plan on it Myself, Kelly McGill

I was'nt a Man at all !

   I know an other way They may have held Me down, I was an unfaithful little Punk. I was working road construction  before I moved to be with Laura, while in Evanston, Wyoming I pretty much lost any shyness I had and was looking for a good time. I found it too. While Sheila and I were dating I did what I did every wednesday night, I went out for Ladies night at the bar across the street. Perry Greenhalgh was sitting at the table with Me when a married Gal kept trying to suduce Me. I kept ignoring Her until My judement went the wrong way. I still to this day have a lot of pain when I think of Sheila, I am near tears as I write this. I tell You right here and now that I am a Person that will be faithful to His Wife. Nancy changed My life, true love is a horrible thing when the one You love is no where around. Not to mention I broke Her heart. I was such a Cad when I was nineteen, I broke another young Womans heart, Renae's. I am happy for Her though, I have met Her Husband Brian and He is a Man for a fact. She got a better one than I was. I got My face slapped for that one. Nancy is a main factor in why I have lived My life in a lonely manner, I look at a Woman and tell My self the truth, I am not worthy. The night I first saw Her I told Myself, "She would'nt want Me, but I have to try.". This is no joke this is what took place on a dance floor. As soon as We were on the floor I started, I told Her, "I moved here to Texas because I heard there were a lot of pretty Woman, and They were right.", damn I got a cold look. I did'nt quit though, I found out Her name and that She lived at home while unemployed and not in school. It was'nt long before I realized I was wasting My time and made the mistake of My life, this hurts Me so bad to write this down I hope it is worth the pain. I took a chance and looked at Her body the only difference then from Sheila is that My jaw did not drop, I stared at Her from neck to hips and back up, when I reached Her eyes I saw that this young Woman fell in love with this Kid in front of Her. My mind started spinning so fast at that moment that I lost total control of My senses, I knew I did not belong and left Her there crying because I could do nothing about it. Suicide? Yeah I have tendancies to say the least. I ask for Your forgivness for even saying this and other parts because I know the pain it can cause, I hurt My sister Kay bad by telling Her about parts of My life, I was hurting so bad back then that this pain I feel at the moment is slight in comparison. I will end with that and may God bless Us all. Have a great day, Kelly McGill.

Drugs and a Dumb Kid

   I could'nt wait until tomorrow. I know what Richard would be saying in His defence, "Kelly is a Felon Man! You can't let Him win!". I do not use drugs anymore, like I said I would take a truth sryum, would Richard and His Pals? I doubt it, They would look pretty bad if They did. Yes I am a Felon, so is Merle Haggard and He turned out . Johnny Cash and Him both did a lot worse than I. I was charged with less than a half gram of cocaine, Barrack Obama I am sure has carried more than that at least once in His lifetime. Mr. Obama is an admitted drug abuser in His youth. Richard has done cocaine I am sure, the only difference is I got caught with it. Martha Stewart is a convicted Felon and She is still known as a normal Human Being. I will prevail in the end if I have to blog on My deathbed, seriously I will never give up. Sincerely, Kelly McGill. p.s. I heard Bill can get some good pot in Washington.

BadElvis: Friday.

BadElvis: Friday.: " Today I take a break from this radical blogging. How's Your day? Mine? I am wore out, I just finished four and a half hours of walkin..."

Friday.

  Today I take a break from this radical blogging. How's Your day? Mine? I am wore out, I just finished four and a half hours of walking. I did take a couple of breaks, but Man what a way to kill time. I have said for the youth to stay away from drugs I want to mention here though, Folks I was offered to smoke a joint a couple of days ago and I am proud to say I said no. I will be back on monday, God willing, I have plenty more to say about this matter. You Folks enjoy Your weekend and don't worry about Me, I have been plugging along for fifty years without calling it quits so far, I still got some steam left. C-Ya later bye.