No help yet I see.

    Come on, I am telling You everything I can to prove My honesty, but to no avail. I am a victim here not a criminal. Yes I say things that no one should admit, but how else can I bring these two characters down. They had Me so high when I was given the Playboy I was close to losing control completly Folks. Kevin Childers and Scott Carrol were sitting right in front olf Me when My head was actually spinning inside, really. They had Me on the verge of what They were after, insanity. Beleive Me when I say I have had it rough People, My sister Lois as I have said was out to get Me. She even told My Dad over the C.B. that I was beating Them up, when He walked into the house I sat up from the chair to tell My side of the story but He did'nt give Me a chance. I saw His fist coming from behind Him and got out of the way. I flipped the chair over and hit the door running. When I got outside I stopped and wondered where I was going to go. I cried years later when I told Him what really took place. Again I tell You this in order for You to understand what a miserable life I have lead. I really don't think You want to hear a sob story such as Mine, but I feel a necessity in order to have People understand where I am coming from. Hell this girl is still mean as hell to Me. I could tell a lot of stories about Her but don't feel it would be appropriate, She is still mean as all get up to this day though. She does'nt scream at Me to see My reaction anymore, but She still comes up with ways of making Me look bad, enough all ready. Well I had to get that out, and with that I will leave You by saying farewell, and have a great weekend. Kelly. ps. Go Baylor Womens team

The American way.

   Bullies! Hey Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley are'nt the only Assholes in this country. I saw on the news where a high school girl was being pestered and hung Herself because of it. I am guilty of it Myself People. In junior high I bullied Jim Doyle, and every time I passed Ken Lobdel I went to swinging, He acted Gay and I was not going to allow that around Me. I even pushed My nephew Clint around some, when He came around Me in Texas He started out by telling Me about life. Me in My thirties and Him eighteen, I was'nt going to let that fly. But in America today We have cyber bullies, quit while Your ahead Kids, Grown ups don't do. Do You hear Me Richard, You are guilty in the first degree Pal. President Obama has a web page trying to curb such actions too. I sincerely hope I can help some Kid out there by sating everything I have ever said, I would hate to see some Kid mess His or Her life up on drugs, or even break a Womans heart because He is so blinded by love He loses His senses right in front of Her. Hey I have heard of it happening before Me, but I too was blinded People. As I said before, "I was'nt Man enough to hold Her in My arms.". Have a great day if You will, Kelly McGill.

A sober life!

   As the title states I am bound and determined to stay sober. It is one hell of a feeling inside when You tell Yourself it is through, it feels good. I have quit in the past, once for a year and a half, but this time I know I can do it and stay sober for the rest of My life. As I have said before I lose complete control when drinking. The one thing I have refrained from is doing any cocaine when I am drunk, I had a serious problem with that before, but now the urge is'nt even there anymore. I know in My heart that I can stay sober because of that in itself, just say no more and keep Your word. Speaking of words I got a few to share, "And then They look at You as if You've lost Your mind!", or, "A Kid's a Kid, I know I am one!", plus, "You've got a lot to live for!". That oughta keep Ya goin' aye? Speaking of going, I'm outa here, C-Ya, Kelly.

March 25 2011

   It has been a year now since I first started this writing, I have to say it sucks. I have gotten nowhere except being the only Person on the face of the Earth to expalin a seriously bizarre life. I say it again, I do not lie and I make none of this up. For a fact I was offered drugs that these People knew I would take because I was a slow child. Yes I was given a copy of Playboy, one inwhich will never be seen unless it is proven that Richard Pattisn has the copy I was handed, whivh I know Richard well enough to say He would keep. As I stated in the first blog, this is not a game People. I am still so pissed off I am tempted to hunt this Asshole Pattison down and end His life. But I hope for the best and expect the law to do something instead, I would hate to end My own life in the process when these People are'nt worth it in the long run. A year? Man what a journey I have been on during that time too. I cannot give up My pursuit of justice, can Ya blame Me for trying? Somebody out there do the right thing and put these People in prison where They belong. Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

Are Ya bored yet?

  All I have to say today is that this is the worst try of anyone ever to seek justice. I don't want to rant and rave today, so I'll just wish You luck with Your journey called life. Thanks for listening, Kelly.

Where do I turn?

   I seem to getting nowhere with My pursuit in justice, hell even a Gay Guy that committs suicide gets justice. His roommate films Him and His freind and He kills Himself, now this Guy is looking at ten years in prison, maybe I really should cap Myself, the only problem is that I may take Them down right after and never see the final results of My attempts to bring Richard Pattison down. You may think I am just saying I want to end it all, but Hey. I hate to go on saying I live a frustrated mess of a life, but I do and that is a fact of life. A blog about losing? What the heck? It may work, but then a gain it just be a way to vent My frustrations on the web huh? Either way I aint about to give in and let some hotshot Kid get away with being a criminal. Have a wonderful day, and enjoy Your life. Kelly McGill

Just saying Hey.

   Been sometime since I've spoke. Still kickin' as They say. Jobs doing fine, told My cousin I thought the Fella that was here should be in charge due to experience, so I did'nt land the foreman spot. Other then that I'm staying of the drugs. I aint as dumb as I sound at that. Kelly