Kelly McGill

I live an honest Life. If a I were not I would rob Banks, or steal from My Freinds. But yet I cannot
Do You completely understand what it is that I have been saying? I am a Victim of a crime inwhich I am so pissed off about I could easily kill a Person, easily. Justice seems out of reach because Richard is a Slickster is all

Half assed life

My life may suck but at least I am honest
Read the other day about better to be poor with integrity than be rich and crooked, something to that effect
I am a born Loser, but yet I am not a Rapist, Molester or anything that disturbing
I am an Idiot is all and that is a fact
Richard Pattison will not come to Wyoming but I bet Bill Rowley does in July. That could be the end for Him because I will go after Him one way or another

Justice?

It seems I am never going to beat these Assholes
I was just a Kid looking for a good time, instead I am a lousy life. You really cannot allow this Richard Pattison to go free, seriously
When I see the damage done to My life and He thinks it is funny I get angry just like You Yourselves would
I am actually afraid of what I will do

Saved

I woke up in the middle of the night with a pile of bile next to the bed or I would have died
The type of Person I am I had to clean it up. Even while walking on shaky legs
Saved? Why? What reason do I have to go on?
I am a life that hates seeing the sunrise. Yet I must live on

I'm Wierd I know

I may be a different Bloak, but that gives Nobody the right to screw with My Life. And that My Freinds is a fact
My Family is a bit retarded along with a fall as a small Child I was destined to fail
I am still able to conduct Myself on the jobsite in such a manner that I constantly become the Foteman. Have done since 23 as I have said. But Damn I can fuck shit up. I would not allow a Dipshit like Me to run things because I know Myself, really
I still have a struggle with a clouded mind, thanks Richard. Arrogant Bastard

Miserable Kid

I can say I am a miserable Son of a Bitch
Life is a turd all the time really. Hell I can't even kill Myself right

Crooked Kids anyways

I at times go out of My way to be nice that's just Me. But these People went out of Their way to mess with Me
When I think of the way I was set up ny these People I don't kid around about the anger involved
There is the biggest party Riverton Wyoming has ever seen coming here in July. Already 350 People have signed up and 500 are expected. That is huge for a small town. I sure as Hell hope Bill Rowley shows, Richard Pattison I know won't. Richard is too good for this little town.
I will take You down Bill if You show Son

Dammit all

I lose and My Pals are living it up
Sure as Hell don't need Enemies
I bug High Hefner because I can too, I beg Them to take Me on. They don't want the publicity though.
I am too honest to rob so I stay a working Stiff
Gutless Bastards known as My Freinds. Damn that sucks
Like I said before Johnny Carson talked about Me
That proves I was at the party at the Marriott in Austin Texas
Hell there is all sorts of proof I am the one They joke about on national, World, television. But Nobody seems to help. I told Hefner He has no integrity. No honor comes from messing with a slow Kid and that is a fact

Another lost Kid

If Someone told Me They attempted killing Themselves I would want to help
I really was shaky for three days. I kept feeling like I was going to fall down. I really had to keep Myself from doing so too

Straight up Kelly McGill

With all the crap going on in America I have to say this
I don't give a Rat's ass if You are Gay, Black or what. As long as You leave People be and don't go around killing People You are the kind I don't need to bother.
But if You are out to take Lives You deserve to die
We as a whole are in deep shit and People had better figure that out
Radical Muslims, or whatever You may call Yourselves, are nothing but trash
I personally want to eradicate Your type from the Planet
I have been messed with all My life and understand People are mean
If We allow Them to walk all over Us like We have been doing We will no longer be America. It is a dangerous situation, face up to the real threat
Threat Hell, They are not threatening, They are killing

How do I win?

I cannot get out of My mind how this Person Richard Pattison gets away with this crap
I am a Human Being and do not deserve the abuse I have been dealt
It is straight up bull
The only way I'll win is hitting the lottery

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Seatbelts whoop Your ass. My shoulder is still sore, and the strength in My arm is weakened
I miss that truck really. This Keep aint shit compared. First thing I would buy is another pickup if I hit the lotto. Then a decent place to live. After that I would ne ready for a Woman in My life
Until then I rough it. $18 an hour is'nt much even around here. Nut it is a steady job
Tonight I just want to say I am trying is about it
Have Uou ever heard anything so pathetic as what I just wrote? Boring as it gets
Well, Fuck Hugh!

Hopeless and helpless

Dammit I feel I have not a smowballs chance in Hell
These People are guilty and rubbing it in My face

Kelly McGill

I figured out a way to get back to My blog on My phone finally.
I mentioned a Kid named Sam,  short for Samantha. She was a Freind of Rowley's
A Kid named Ralph McMillan brought Her by I said. He asked if They could use My bed. The Boy I was I let Them. As I said Rowley showed up. When I said Sam was in there, Ralph left Her there, He took off into the bedroom
This Girl was around daily for over a month, I was to polite to run Her off like I should of. I never even thought about trying to get Her in bed either. Not until that night
The reason I mention this is something came to mind lately
I finally said what the heck Everyone else did, so I went in
There was enough light to see Who it was crawling into bed is the part I finally figured out, this month it came to Me
After She accepted Me We went about fooling around and then She said "You're not Bill!" and rolled over. It was only a few seconds afyer that when I got dressed and left the room.
She slept there all night while I slept on the couch too. The next day was the last time She came by to bother Me. She laid on My couch and had Her legs on Me. I just sat there. Pretty soon She got up and left. She stopped at the door and thanked Me
I never realized how I was messed with and it bothers Me immensely
Thank You for reading about a slow Kid is all I can say
Goodnight