Just Me

   Let's see what I can come up with today, what comes to My mind is that a Guy has to be pretty desperate to write like this in the first place, but what the heck aye. Lost and lonely is what it is called. Bizzare? Ya, I suppose it is. I'll be straight up honest with You, I would'nt be in this fix if I had some real cash in My pocket I know for sure. Women still pay attention to this Kid, but as I have stated before I refuse to even try if I can't afford to treat a Lady right. A Man of the World is what I know I will become later in life, My reasoning is that I have had Full Grown feelings in My life. I do not mean just a Mans feelings, You have to know the difference to understand what it is that I am saying. That is like saying I am lost, You would never know what I mean unless You have been through it. I just thought of something, this is alot more boring then saying I was messed around by My old Friends. Here I am just trying to say something interesting and finding it tough to do. I'm gonna end by saying one more time, Kids, do not destroy Your lifes by doing drugs, nor by drinking. Thanks for reading this crap, Kelly.

Hey

   How Ya doin'? Myself? I'm still kickin' as the saying goes. Bah, I got a job for Ya, a Beekeeper. That's what I've been doing for the last two months. And yes, even They get stung. I'm heading to northern California next wednesday, that's where They are pollenating the almond orchards now. You want to here something funny, when We went out there  a month ago I had to laugh at the place We stayed at in Aurora, when I turned east and went to Reno I sat right in front of the hotel We stayed in hitchhiking. That My Friends is what is known as a funny story. I hate to even mention the reason I started this whole thing, but I do so in order to say something else. It feels pretty damn good just to sit here and talk about something else for a change. I hope I leave You in good spirits tonight, sincerely, Kelly McGill.

Not a laughing matter

   You know something, in America today alot of People find lives like Mine amusing. Grown Adults do not, that is a fact of life. If nothing else comes from My writing, I at least help some one learn how to grow. I am mature in some ways, but Myself have yet to reach the point in My life that I can say I am a Grown Man, this in part is due to My honesty. Good news Folks, I am now one of the sober People. I woke up the day after the superbowl with a swollen and purple colored ankle, I did'nt remember hurting Myself. I have'nt drank a drop since. two weeks later I gave up the marijauna. I say this just because I feel good about being able to do so. Yes I have quit in the past, but this time I will make it all the way. In any future letters to You I doubt if I'll mention these Assholes that messed Me around, I just wanna talk about good things in life. Enjoy Your day, Kelly.

just a correction

   As I have said from the beginning I will correct anything I say if it is wrong. The only thing I can think of is when I was given the Playboy. I said it was after twenty four hours, I remember now that it was given to Me on friday night not saturday. On saturday Kevin and Scott sat and watched Me as I crawled the walls, You could see the enjoyment in Thier faces too. Dam I want these People in the worst way.

Dear Hugh.

   For any of My followers, I want You to know tht I am writing this for Hugh Hefner personally. I tweeted Him just a minute ago and told Him to read My story. I doubt if it will come to anything, but hey, why not try a different channel. Hugh if You're any kind of a Man at all You will see through Richard Pattison and His Pals. Read the whole thing if You dare, I feel You are a fraud Myself. To the rest of You, have a good one.

This Patriot

   I just have to say something that has been on My mind for sometime. Right after the attacks on the trade center I was otreaged like the rest of America, that is the normal Humans here. I felt I had to say something and I wrote a letter to the F.B.I., instead of mailing it I walked into Thier office in Austin Texas. The thing was probably one inch thick. The Officer pushed it across the table and said, "You open it.", no problem I thought and did as He said. What was in the letter were My thoughts on how a Terrorist could attack Us and how easy it was for Them to come into Our country. The thing I want to say here is that when I walked out of the building I felt like a Patriot, right after I felt like a Full Grown Man. Now this has nothing to do with the justice I seek, I just wanted to say it. As far as Me saying I was going to Washington to beat Bill Rowley severely, I was side tracked by a job so I have yet to do so. I think it would be the wiser not to do so now though, stocking is a felony. I was'nt stocking Richard Pattison due to the fact that I never really knew where He was, but I do know where Bill lives. I will await until I run into Him down the road. This summer is Our 35th high school reunion, I was pushed around as I stated before in that school and I have yet to go to one of these due to the fact that Somebody is bound to say something and I will go off on Them, but this time? We'll see. Have a great day Folks, Kelly.

Just Me

   Hello, how has life been treating You, Myself? Not so bad I guess, I aint in jail, nor have I been recently. I just got so sick and tired of repeating Myself over and over with no avail. I had to stop writing for a spell. Today I am here just to offer a final farewell. Inside I am ripped apart, My face shows the pain I endure in My lifetime. I have lived with ridicule and plain torture nearly all of My life. I first thought of suicide in the fifth grade, for real. I am helpless at being able to live a functioning life in the sense of a Grown Adult. I am tortured by this person Richard Pattison to the point that I threw away My belongings in life to hunt Him down and beat Him without mercy. Trust Me, sodium penathol, I believe is what is known as the truth serum,and I would demand it if I could just get My ass into a court room with these People, I know for a fact that is what would convince a Jury of Thier guilt in this matter. But no, I am destined to be  a loser, "The biggest Loser!", right Richard? You know, I had never done, or even thought of doing acid before in My life, until the first night that Freda "Fred" Mares showed up almost immediately after I found the Pink Floyd Animals album set up on the turn table. The second time I ever in My life did any acid was when Fred came over right after finding the Rush 2112 cassette sitting right on top of the stereo. Again, immediately after finding the cassette Freda shows up with the acid. It was right after this That Bill Rowley said that "Richard wants You in a band.", I was to be the bass player, hell I did'nt even know how to play. This part in My opinion sets You straight on how it all began. I won't be back for real Folks, thanks for listening. Peace.