Phoney son of a bitch

   The title is one of the things I want to talk about, I really can't abide with those words Myself. I won't call Somebody that, even if They are. The first thing You do is admit to it, are My own words. Then there are sayings like, Who the Hell would call that mature? Don't laugh Boy! That one always pisses Them off. And then They look at You like You've lost Your mind. Still wanta be called one huh? It's a Mans World. The word is mature. This old Boy grew. That Man's a Kid. The Kid's an Idiot. Damn fool Kid. I'm lost without You. True Blue. Can't You tell? The Boy's love struck. That's a girl if I've ever seen one. I can't help it, I'm young. I'm an old Man. You call Yourself a Man? Too young to be a Man. I was'nt Man enough to hold Her in My arms. He is'nt Man enough to make You a Woman. A Girl's a Kid. I'm a Kid too. Children do this. Good for nothing Kid. Boys do that. A kid's a Kid, I know I am one. That old Gentleman grew. A wise Man does'nt mess with the insane. I'm wise to the ways of the World. etc. As I said awhile back I have more of these, I'm tired of racking My brain at the moment though so I'll quit with that said. I have also said before the words out to change the World, I hope these words help Someone along the way with Thier growth. I know there is'nt a Man alive that would tell You these things. but why not I say. I'll see Ya later, Kelly.

Just Me

   Let's see what I can come up with today, what comes to My mind is that a Guy has to be pretty desperate to write like this in the first place, but what the heck aye. Lost and lonely is what it is called. Bizzare? Ya, I suppose it is. I'll be straight up honest with You, I would'nt be in this fix if I had some real cash in My pocket I know for sure. Women still pay attention to this Kid, but as I have stated before I refuse to even try if I can't afford to treat a Lady right. A Man of the World is what I know I will become later in life, My reasoning is that I have had Full Grown feelings in My life. I do not mean just a Mans feelings, You have to know the difference to understand what it is that I am saying. That is like saying I am lost, You would never know what I mean unless You have been through it. I just thought of something, this is alot more boring then saying I was messed around by My old Friends. Here I am just trying to say something interesting and finding it tough to do. I'm gonna end by saying one more time, Kids, do not destroy Your lifes by doing drugs, nor by drinking. Thanks for reading this crap, Kelly.

Hey

   How Ya doin'? Myself? I'm still kickin' as the saying goes. Bah, I got a job for Ya, a Beekeeper. That's what I've been doing for the last two months. And yes, even They get stung. I'm heading to northern California next wednesday, that's where They are pollenating the almond orchards now. You want to here something funny, when We went out there  a month ago I had to laugh at the place We stayed at in Aurora, when I turned east and went to Reno I sat right in front of the hotel We stayed in hitchhiking. That My Friends is what is known as a funny story. I hate to even mention the reason I started this whole thing, but I do so in order to say something else. It feels pretty damn good just to sit here and talk about something else for a change. I hope I leave You in good spirits tonight, sincerely, Kelly McGill.

Not a laughing matter

   You know something, in America today alot of People find lives like Mine amusing. Grown Adults do not, that is a fact of life. If nothing else comes from My writing, I at least help some one learn how to grow. I am mature in some ways, but Myself have yet to reach the point in My life that I can say I am a Grown Man, this in part is due to My honesty. Good news Folks, I am now one of the sober People. I woke up the day after the superbowl with a swollen and purple colored ankle, I did'nt remember hurting Myself. I have'nt drank a drop since. two weeks later I gave up the marijauna. I say this just because I feel good about being able to do so. Yes I have quit in the past, but this time I will make it all the way. In any future letters to You I doubt if I'll mention these Assholes that messed Me around, I just wanna talk about good things in life. Enjoy Your day, Kelly.

just a correction

   As I have said from the beginning I will correct anything I say if it is wrong. The only thing I can think of is when I was given the Playboy. I said it was after twenty four hours, I remember now that it was given to Me on friday night not saturday. On saturday Kevin and Scott sat and watched Me as I crawled the walls, You could see the enjoyment in Thier faces too. Dam I want these People in the worst way.

Dear Hugh.

   For any of My followers, I want You to know tht I am writing this for Hugh Hefner personally. I tweeted Him just a minute ago and told Him to read My story. I doubt if it will come to anything, but hey, why not try a different channel. Hugh if You're any kind of a Man at all You will see through Richard Pattison and His Pals. Read the whole thing if You dare, I feel You are a fraud Myself. To the rest of You, have a good one.

This Patriot

   I just have to say something that has been on My mind for sometime. Right after the attacks on the trade center I was otreaged like the rest of America, that is the normal Humans here. I felt I had to say something and I wrote a letter to the F.B.I., instead of mailing it I walked into Thier office in Austin Texas. The thing was probably one inch thick. The Officer pushed it across the table and said, "You open it.", no problem I thought and did as He said. What was in the letter were My thoughts on how a Terrorist could attack Us and how easy it was for Them to come into Our country. The thing I want to say here is that when I walked out of the building I felt like a Patriot, right after I felt like a Full Grown Man. Now this has nothing to do with the justice I seek, I just wanted to say it. As far as Me saying I was going to Washington to beat Bill Rowley severely, I was side tracked by a job so I have yet to do so. I think it would be the wiser not to do so now though, stocking is a felony. I was'nt stocking Richard Pattison due to the fact that I never really knew where He was, but I do know where Bill lives. I will await until I run into Him down the road. This summer is Our 35th high school reunion, I was pushed around as I stated before in that school and I have yet to go to one of these due to the fact that Somebody is bound to say something and I will go off on Them, but this time? We'll see. Have a great day Folks, Kelly.