Something funny?

   I am not laughing about this whole affair. In the first place it is not a laughing matter. I don't even know what to say here tonight, I just felt like saying something. But now that I'm here, what to say? I could tell You about the fourteen inches of new snow here in Wyoming yesterday, that's about as exciting as My life gets. Or I could tell You how I actually felt like taking My life yesterday, but hey that's a feeling I have felt so many times in My life that I just deal with it. I am sorry for the bluntness of this, but I really don't give a shit today, Kelly.

The life of a Kid

   I say Kid, but Folks I am fifty two years old. Man what a Friend I had in My youth, now He messes with My life. I have tried My damdest to quit talking about these People, but then I see something that ticks Me off and I have to continue. Since starting this a few new movies have came out, think like a Man and Snitch just to mention a couple. In the first place You do not think like a Man if You are screwing with My life, and another thing is that if Your mind is a little screwed up due to Thier actions it is impossible to have a Man's mind. And as far as being a Snitch? Wow! You are not normal People to screw with Me to begin with and need to be taken down. A Snitch They say, well I only turn in Somebody that really needs it. I know for a fact that They call Me that for another reason too. I witnessed an attempted armored truck heist on Americas most wanted, I knew all three People involved. The composite drawings were the exact match of some People I know. I never said anything because They never actually stold anything, the gaurd got the jump on Them and They got away. I talked about it around the People that worked for one of Them, I even told Him His face was wanted. I never would have said anything to the F.B.I. but My luggnuts were loosened while working on a job of His. I can't say enough about how Richards Friend Jon Pierson is involved with these characters, He's the one I told to tell Richard to say Eeeah on T.V. so I could prove what it is They are doing to My life. Anything I can do to beat these Assholes I will do, just short of murder. Take care Folks, Kelly.

Another day in My life

   I have said it before, if I had what I need to support a Woman in a proper manner I would be able to live a productive life. I just got back from eating. While there I kept getting a look from a Gal at another table, She was young and pretty too. Me? I have no chance in My mind, even if She's staring with lust in Her eyes I can do nothing, I know from experience. Well maybe I'll hit the lottto, or even P.C.H. aye? I gotta try right? I hate not being in position to arise from My Hell Ya know. If only I had true Friends back when I was truly impressionable and Gullible, instead of the fake Friends I did have. But it's like Mom always said, "If wishes were Horses, We'd all take a ride.". Another saying I like is, "There's a method to My madness!", another, "It's all in Your mind.", that one says it all when it comes to the Kids of today saying their all grown up, Ya right. Well another day with the Kid, that b Me, another day with Bad Karma aye? I had never even heard that word, Karma, until Mr. Pattison made damn sure that I knew what it was about. Most People say it's what comes around goes around, Richard says it's when People think of each other. That Boy really thinks He's a smart one don't He? As far as Karma, I like the version where the Asshole gets it in the end. See Ya in  Hell Richard.

Dumbass Kid

   Hey? If Someone is a Dummy, don't that make Them retarded? Man that Kelly Guy is a retarded dumbfuck aint He? What a joke right? I come from a family of a little bit of slowness in it, what's My crime? I have a question that needs answered, when is Richard Pattison going down? I am real People. If You knew how My life really is in My mind You'd cry.

Man Oh Man

   Bob Pace? You set the music up, either that or gave up a key. Is it Pace? Or Lapoca? You know, I completely forgot about the money up on the cabinet. There was a pitcher up there that We'd throw money at, it was half full I think. You know I sat there for two months barely eating and never knew there was enough up there I could have ate well for a while. After You and Your Friends trashed out the hallway and got Me kicked out of My apartment, You musta been surprised to find that. Another of Bill Rowleys Friends, The Guy was a welder in the uranium mines and needed a place to stay, places were'nt that hard to find back then, Bill was always finding these Strays and bringing Them to Me, Ken Dodson was another.

yesterday & today

    The title explains yesterday, it is also a song of Mine. Feelin' pretty lucky tonight is one verse. Man it's tough for Me to even come up with a topic without reverting back to talking about Richard Pattison. I can say for sure that Richard is the kind of Child that is laughing His ass off at My expense. What a World.

The biggest loser

   Ya I'm the biggest loser. Still gonna be I can tell. It seems like no matter what I do I fall flat on My face. That's alright though, You don't really give a shit about Me. Screw the World.