Still trying

   I hope it works, I contacted the F.C.C. again. The first time was a garbled message in writing, I was pissed off when I wrote it and I am sure They were confused a bit, this time I set it via e-mail. "There's a method to My maddness.", comes to mind here, I sure hope it works. Stay safe and enjoy Your Monday tomorrow, Kelly.

Hi I'm Kelly McGill

   What I have been saying is a factual life. I am alive in a country know as The United States of America. Yes I am a real Human Being with a crappy life, Larry My Boss can testify that the look in My eyes was totally lost. I was asked to count something and multiplied it by ten for some of the wall reason and could not figure out what I had done wrong while knowing I was screwing up. I looked at Him and muttered, "I know it's not around 500.", I don't think He really heard Me but Jim did, He chuckled a little. Well that's My story Folk's, I have to live with it. All I was was a friend to these People, I'm not feeling sorry for Myself I am pissed, but They set Me up People. I know for a fact these little Cowards have a great story of Thier own spreading around how They were never even around, of course You were'nt Son, it was set up that way. Let's start from the very first time, the second was identical, I was alone at My apartment, the album Animals from Pink Floyd was on the turntable, I just went to play it when a knock upon the door turns Me away and I answer. Freda 'Fred' Mares was there and asked if I wanted to buy some acid, it was sold to Me not handed would be an argument in trial, "You bought the acid?", Net it was Rushes 2112 sitting right on top where it is obvious that it was set there for Me. Soon after Bill Rowley tells Me, "Richard wants You to join Us in a Band.", I was to learn how to play the bass. Straight up facts of life I swear. I wound up in Austin Texas a few months later and this silly Kid walked in to the Marriott Inn where I used to clean up in Their restroom while sleeping under I-35 a few months back, had to work for a while before renting something, We were wandering around the halls and stumbled across ta party, I wound up alone there later and blurted out I was tripping on acid to a Gal I was talking to there, the next weekend I was asked to do acid again, two quarters of Window Pane and an RJS (Black Molly), I was'nt bright, around the time the acid started to kick in I was handed a copy of Playboy that read, "Stoned Hippy carries along hallucenagens!", I breezed through it and read every last page slowly except for the part about some Kid. I forgot to mention I had shoulder length hair, flip flops, and a white tooth earing hanging proudly, left ear of course. I was even offered ether that weekend. Now I am actually messed with on Television, this is a very serious matter, People of the World hate Americans and things like this is the reason why, I hate it. I am one honest Mother Fucker, excuse My profanity but it is to get Your attention, I seem to be lacking at achieving that in the proper places, Dammit. "Richard Pattison, Killeen Texas!", "Marge! Marge! Marge! Or is that Kelly! Kelly! Kelly! Ah, I wanted the Magilla Gorilla!", "Grandpa Kelly says Eeahh!", absurdness to the level of an atrosity.  I had a tent pitched in the woods and was playing My guitar and singing when a Guy and His dog come walking into the woods yelling My name, after I finally saw through what had taken place with My scatted brain I harrassed John Pierson to the point He called Me a braying Jackass, Bah, I told Him to tell Richard to put that on T.V., "Boy's will be Boy's.", but enough is enough, You are fifty two years old Richard, june We'll both be fifty three, still a childs age I already understand.
        Take a good hard look at Yourselves, You allow this? Grown Adults are not Children, a fact is a fact, maturity is not present in Their lives this is obvious. A Man is a Man! You are adolesent in Your actions Sir, I demand respect as I deserve as a Human Being on the face of this Earth. Men cannot stand a Smart Alleck such as You Boy, reality.

Sincerely from Kelly McGill

  I just want to send My regards to the Families of the victims in Boston. It really bothers Me when People say it was set up by Our government too. This is not a perfect country by far, but to allow such a crime would be unbelievable. As for the rest of You People that are actually Terrorist You had better understand that if this crap continues in America it will be the end of You. I know how People feel about it, They will take lives when it comes down to it. I understand that there are quite a few pampered lives in America, but watch out when the sleeping giant fully awakens. Yes this is a warning to You, not a threat. I do hope that it never comes to that, but Folks We are getting sick and tired of the whole damn thing. God bless the World and watch Your asses Folks, I do feel that Nobody is safe on this Planet. I am glad that My mind has cleared some in the past few years because now I see the reality of it in a way that I never would have in the past. I know that really does'nt make sense to those of You that do not see with My mind, but I do know what it is that I am saying to You. Let Us Please straighten this Bullshit out before We destroy the Planet. I really do think Mars had life on it until They killed Everybody off after becoming the way We are now, if We went to War with all the nuclear weapons on Earth We would become another Mars, seriously. Amen. Hug Your Kids and keep teach Them the proper way to live, Kelly McGill.

Stop Thief!

   You'd think I was used to being ripped off. When I was three I was given a toy gun and holster, My Mom took it and hid it and never gave it back. I was truly spoiled. I got a $900. loan to put a motor in My '71 shortbed Ford, My Sister asked to borrow $500. then said She was'nt going to pay it back. She told Me Mom told Her to do it. That truck would be worth a little now too. I was constantly giving some crackhead money for dope and never saw Them again. Billy Shlattery, Who somehow is wealthy now, ripped Me off over some 'shrooms. Ya know it's peculiar how the crooks make it rich and an honest slob such as Myself fights for His life. I told a Pal of Bill Rowley's after He asked what I had against Bill how I was set up with the drugs that altered My mind, I know it will get back to these People. It's like Dana said, "Why would They ask You to join a band without knowing how to play an instrument?". It's like I have said, I got out of the shower and found Rushes 2112 sitting on top of the stereo, I don't remember it there before I got in the shower either I think They put it there while I bathed, a few days after listening to the cassette Bill told Me Richard wanted Me to join Them in a band. Very interesting? I'm such an unlucky Bastard in life, I fell over a broken drain pipe on a job and put a pretty good scar on My face, I fell hard too, and I never asked for any compensation. Later on another job for this same company They constantly went around telling You to wear Your eye protection, even if You were walking across the parking lot, I made sure Johnny Gonzales took pictures of all the pipe laying where We had to dangerously walk over it. That's when I said the Hell with it and tried to get compensation, too late it was over year after. I lost My job but I bet They don't leave crap lying around anymore, I raised a stink over that one for sure, but I'm still the loser in the deal. Well enough bellyaching for one night, Have a great one Folks, Kelly.

Dammit all anyhow

   What does it take to get a judge to declare that I am able to take these Assholes down? I guess I aint got what it takes. If I were a millionaire I sure as Hell would be drawing attention to this I am positive of that. But no, I am but a poor soul on the face of the Earth without a chance at justice. One cruel Mother of a life is what I am stuck with for sure. I have done nothing but state facts. One week from now I will have to make up My mind on what I am going to do as far as work. I am supposed to be rehired after being laidoff this past winter, I really don't want to work on those damn modular homes, there is very little professionalism involved on these cracker boxes. The one thing I want to do is stay here for hunting season but that is a long ways off still, plus if I do stay here I know for a fact that Bill Rowley will be here for the class reunion. People I do not relish the thought of being here when that happens, Murder is not an option but I know Myself well and know I would lose it on this Boy. These People think it is funny to lie and screw with My life, anger to the point of losing control is what I am speaking of here and I know I would beat this Kid to death. Seriously, They are not worth losing My freedom over. What else can a Guy say Folks? You and I both know there are a lot of People that would have already killed one of these Bastards. I again say that I tell nothing but the whole truth, so help Me Mother Fucking God. I ask the Lord to keep Me in check if and when I see these People, I told You before about the fight in Virginia, I do not remember but parts of that fight, it would be real easy for Me to lose total control and come out of a blackout and see this Asshole beaten to death underneath of Me. I really want to do so too. Kelly.

Cowards !

   I am talking about the S.O.B.s at the Boston marothon yesterday. Those People deserved none of that. As the saying goes stand up and fight like a Man. A great Man comes from My area, His name was Washakie, Chief of the Shoshones. To stop a war between His People and the Crow Indians He challenged Big Robber to a fight, just Them no one else. They crawled ontop of what is now known as crowheart butte. The story non-locals get told is that He carried His heart down on a lance, the local story is that He ate it. A Crow Friend of Mine told Me He cut His pecker off too. That My Friends is how a Man handles it in My opinion. It is documented fact too. I am not as tough as You Bastards I am sure, but I would be proud to kick the living crap out of You, that is a reason to kill Someone for sure. I leave You with that, People are cruel Folks.

I will prevail !

   I sure as Hell hope I prevail at least. What a Loser aye? This life is an absolute wreck Folks, I know I have said that enough. I really cannot believe that I am unable to take these People down for anything that They have done. "Richard Pattison, Killeen Texas!", that right there as I have said before ticks Me off to the point that I really want to walk up to this Pattison fella and shoot Him in the face. As it is now I can say for a fact that I will cause bodily harm to Him. I know, I talk too much about this, again I ask You to put Yourselves in My shoes. If Someone had made damn sure that You were handed the drugs that would screw Your life up and then messed with You on national television how would You feel? Angry is the answer. Again I have to say that this is not a joke of any sort, this is My life.