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   I do hope that You are enjoying this 4th of July today. I want to talk about how this character Bill Rowley truly is tonight. I had mentioned before how He and this Kid Ken Dodson would bring over these Girls, Jailbait My Friends is what They were. I am sure They all thought I was odd for having nothing to do with trying to seduce Them, but I wanted nothing to do with fifteen year olds. It went so far as Me meeting the Mom of the one I was being set up with. I was introduced as J.D. Harrington. J.D. was a few years younger then Myself but I knew Him. They had the Gaul to do such a thing, that just shows You how these People were. A true Friend would never put You into a position like that. Each of these Boys would pair off with a Girl and start making out while We sat at the table, I was also a bit shy so I never tried anything and soon They realized They had to quit. An Oddball? Ya I admit to it. It's just like the first time, and the last, that I saw Sheila, I did not want to be with a little Girl. I had already been through more then these Boys and wanted Women in My life not Children. The difference with Sheila is that I finally realized She was in love, but hey I screwed that up pretty good. I am a Fuck up I'll admit to that, but I still deserve justice. I have to leave now, this is one of those times when I just get so sick of it all I have to quit writing. Have a great summer Folks, Kelly.

July 12, 2013

   Remember that date, it may be My last day on Earth, for that is when I walk into one of the scheduled gatherings for the class of 1978. I don't really care for most of the Folks I went to school with, but I'm sure most of Them grew up a bit by now. Even though there are some I know I won't give a damn if I see Them again. The town of Riverton Wyoming back in the '70s was full of these little Assholes that thought it funny to Bully a Kid like Me, there just damn lucky I never got seriously pissed off. Bill Rowley can tell 'em how I showed Him a kick right out of school that was as fast as Bruce Lee Himself. You always hear how They made Him slow down for the camera, don't believe it, I have that speed, fast is fast. I wonder what's really going on out there when it comes to the Police, I have done everything I can think of to get Their attention, a failure for sure, but hey, that's how My life is. The White Tiger Shaolin Kung Fu teaches You to break coconuts with the palm of Your hand, there are seams along Your noggin, They will separate. I also have a pair of steel toed walking shoes, might just kick Him in the shin. What I really want to do is kick Him in the Knutts and when He bends over have Him meet an uppercut from Hell in the nose, nasty shit there. I do hope that piece of shit is reading this, because Bill You're a Punk and I am going to teach You an important lesson, lesson being You don't fuck Somebodies life up Pal. I should just walk up to Rick Kranz and tell Him how Bill talks about His Wife Janice, Janice has a big nose but She's still a Human Bill she deserves more respect then You give Her, Rick He tells Everybody She's ugly, now that's a damn good way to get You butt kicked hard Son. Jon Pierson told Me about that, My words were something like, 'Janice is a nice Person.', fact. Boy You have to watch what Ya say in this World, People get killed for less. Other then that, You Folks have a great 4th of July, I'll be somewhere in the Mountains this weekend, looking for new fishing spots, Kelly.

300 Tweets

   Three hundred Tweets? Get a life aye? This Guy aint got nothin' better to do with His time? Nah, I aint. A born Loser to start with. All I can do is complain I guess, seein' as how Nobody is going to help Me out. Well next month is the class reunion, if Bill Rowley attempts to reconcile He may just die on the spot. I will not have this Boy try to lie to Me, not for a second. I told You about the Football game in Rock Springs Wyoming and the fight in Virginia, I don't remember but parts of them. I truly am a dangerous Person People, but only to those that insist on messing with My life. I have stated numerous times that I am angered enough to commit murder, but that seems to be blown off. How many times has some Fool cried out on the internet only for it to be brought up later after He killed Someone? Ridiculousness! If I were to say these Muslims are Demons, I could be prosecuted? But this is ignored? Holy Crap! What the Devil is this Obama up too? I feel We are under siege at this moment, They are attempting, and succeeding apparently, to break Our financial back. The saying, "Life will never be the same.", comes to mind here. I love America, but I would like it a whole lot better if a lot of the Bull Crap We have to live with was gotten rid of. But Hey, I'm just one Human, if it were possible to change the World for the better with the stroke of a pen, then I'll take the chance. "I'm only one Man.", "One Man Everybody knows.", "Children do this.", "This Child.", "I'm a Kid too.", "That Man's a Kid.", "The Kid's a Man.", "This old Boy grew.", chance taken, Kelly.

What the Fuck Chuck?

   Alright! Let's get ready to Rock!..........Well? Go ahead, I know You got it in Ya. In reality I feel it irresponsible to publish music like 2112 from Rush. An impressionable Kid and Hard Drugs mixed in with songs that tell You, "We've taken care of everything, the words You hear the songs You sing, a Victim of this Brotherhood of Man.", is definitely suggestive. People come in many forms, as You know, and when People see a Dummy They tend to Bully Them, or it might just be Me and Nobody else, I really wouldn't know, I just know what My life has consisted of. It's amazing when I look at it, HOLY SHIT! I can say about many areas lingering in My past, shivers? I can truly almost feel them now. You know what I think is bogus? A Woman says She once said something racial and They fire Her? Hell if that's what it takes to get the attention of Our Law is to call Obama a Nigger? Well so be it. Hell, I heard the election was Nigger rigged anyhow, these Gufy Fucks do what ever They want any ways. I might be Stupid, but I aint Dumb. Dammit all to Hell anywho. Bah! What a Loser! I sure wish I could change that, I'd love to be able to afford to Golf a lot, both Disk (Frisbee) and Ball Golf. I'll give You a real tip on Golfing Folks, take lessons. No Bull Corn either. Noal Moon played the Senior tour, I took three lessons from Him in Lodi California. David Ledbetter will get Ya lined out pretty close with His book too. So keep it in the Fairway, and putt straight, Kelly.

Kinda Blahzay huh?

   Well today I just want to recap. I was a Dumb Kid. I was befriended by some Crooks named Bill Rowley and Richard Pattison. These Boys set Me up with Drugs and Rock & Roll. I wandered around Austin Texas for a spell before I decided to crash a party at the Marriott hotel. A week later I was contacted about that party, via My own Playboy. On both evenings, the night of the party and being contacted, I was basted on L.S.D. without any knowledge that these Acid trips were actually setup for Me. I really thought I was bound to be a Rock Star after all of this crap. I met and broke the heart of a young Woman in Austin, this left Me devastated beyond what regular minds can comprehend. I have witnessed where I am being messed with on Television. I have went out of My way to find justice, with no prevail. And I write this silly ass shit about the whole mess. I think that covers quite a bit for You. Wow! It's hard to believe that I'm still trying. When I first got the idea to write My life story I felt so sure I would succeed, I knew it would work. That was in 2002, I tried everything I could think of too. I went to Santa Monica California and went to the Playboy west studios to find Someone to talk to, no luck there. Literary Agents were no help either. I guess I'm just destined to be a lonely loser I see. That should say it all, C-Ya 'round, Kelly.

Monday Monday

   Yep, it's Monday alright. Today? What to say? Well I aint got a clue. All through the day I'll think of things to say but when I sit down to do so, blank. All I have to say is this, a few weeks from now I am sure I will run into this Boy Rowley. I await His challenge. I really hope He does so too, I'll step it up for His sorry ass. Have a great day Folks, Kelly.

Whatever.

   Whatever is more'n likely what most Youngsters say when They hear about this Fool spilling His gutts in order to get help. I hear We're being monitored on the internet, well I figured such. But still I rant and rave and nothing gets done. Richard Pattison messed His mind up...He's cool. That Fucker is more then likely paying some Punk ass Politician off to keep this out of the courts. Well at least I do have People reading this crap, I push on I say to those. "That's all part of growing up.", "Don't smile when You say that.", "You call Yourself a Man?", and My own, I wasn't Man enough to hold Her in My arms. Hey Nancy is a real Person, right after I met Her and She shocked the piss out a this Child standing in front of Her I remembered another one, "The kind of Person You feel like You've known all of your life.", no shit I felt that. Again with the Playboy I say, forgive the rambling onto different subjects, I write what I think needs to be said, I have said before that it sounds made up, right "Everything You read on the internet is true.", and that is a good looking Woman in that commercial too, great Actress I see, where's Her role in a comedy somewhere, if I were a Producer I'd be lookin' that gal up She's a Star, but back to the Playboy, I cannot persist enough on it being a real item in My life. I sit here and say this and check Myself it is so unusual, a Fella has to keep an eye on Himself. If I would have known that when it all started I know I would have chosen another path in life, I was a pretty slow Kid if Ya aint caught that by now, hell I jumped on top of Sheila Ya know. Speaking of Sheila, I said before I would go to Her Brothers memorial here in town, but I could  not go last night. They are trying to raise some $52,000. for a memorial. It will reflect more on all fallen Soldiers Kevin being the main reason for it. I have been paying $100. a week on My truck so moneys real tight, I couldn't afford the $25. to go really. Plus I figure it may be inappropriate if She was there, last time I saw Her She had love in Her eyes, I did the same thing I did the first time I saw Her too, I ignored Her. I saw a little Girl and refused to be a part of it all, what a dipshit. I hurt like Hell for that Kid. I play no game when I say to You young Folks, DO NOT LET YOUR CHILDREN GET HIT IN THE GODDAMN HEAD AS AN INFANT,,,IT WILL FUCK THEM UP FOR LIFE....I AM A VERY SLOW PERSON ADN MY FREINDS TOOK ANVANTAGE OF THIS AND MADE ME A NEAR VEGATABLE IN REALITY. Good night to You, and so long, Kelly McGill.