My God!

   I seriously cannot get over on how this arrogant Person rubs it in My face and I receive no justice. I am pleading My heart out with no chance of taking these People down. Ridiculous! Anger? You figure it out. Who in the fuck is getting paid off? A Man is a Man! There is not a real Man on the face of the Earth that would allow such an outrage, and that My Friends is a fact of life. As I have said before, I cannot live the life of a Grown Adult. The difference is is that I understand how a true Grown Up is. I am at the end of My life soon if I don't find a different route to travel.

Short & Sweet

   I am doing My best to bring these Bastards down, so I am keeping it short in order to achieve that. I am the Victim here Folks.

Richard Pattison, Killeen Texas?

   Do You expect Me to believe that these People are untouchable?

Well?

   Still no justice? I am so sick and tired of writing this junk just to bring down a Jerk. I admit I am an absolute Moron, but that is the first Person I would go out of My way to help.

Bullshit walks!

   This is one of the most heartfelt messages I have sent out. "I'm just a little Kid!", is one of the first things I told Myself in life. This would have been in 1963. I as I have said was a wise Boy. I insist on the respect I am deserving when it comes to My wisdom. I may be an immature S.O.B. at times, but I do know and understand the difference between Kids and Grown Ups. Honesty? I have told You how many times that I quit smoking pot? One of the Boy's came back from Denver with an E-joint, I just had to try the new technology Myself. Hey, I was a lost and confused Kid afterwards. I do have enough experience to know how My brain works though, I was figuring a part of the roof out, a small part, and kept from throwing it into the trash. Two hits had Me fucked up, but Hey, I'm used to whole joints. Still, I know to stay away from the junk, Kelly.

Screwy World

   I have spent the past two days wondering what I did wrong, I really thought it was Me and My messed up life taking hold again. Then I remember Josh, one of the Kids on the job, saying They just went with the concrete. Holy Crap! Here I am pulling My hair out thinking I am a total screw up and can't figure a cut in roof to save My life and all it is is that the Owners Son said let's just go with the slab. Hell, I have rafters hanging off the building by nearly three inches in one spot. I have been scratching My head until it bled, joking, and it was'nt Me? Holy Crap! I was even attempting to have the big Boss show up Tomorrow to point Me in the right direction. Damn it Man! This just goes to show You Folks out there that You had better keep an eye on Everybody from the Guy running the shovel all the way to the Fella cleaning the windows at the end. We're all fucked up! I have seen some of the best screw up, but most of Them catch Themselves in time. Damn I hate Carpentry, but I do love it. Kelly.

Crap!

  Today is May 1st, 2114, in one month I will be fifty four years old. In My life I have seen so much different crap that most People would think I am full of Bull. My life is an embarrassing one and that is a fact of life. Hell My own Family screwed with My life. I aint joking when I say that I first felt like killing Myself in grade school either. All I was to My ex-Friends was just a Person to use. I never went out of My way to be Their Friends, They came to Me. I was the kind of Person that would do what ever I could to help these People. Now I will help Folks, but not like I once did. If Someone were to ask Me for a place to live I would be nice when I let Them down. Even in the nineties I was gullible enough to help People out. I let some Fella move in to My apartment, after a few months I came home to find everything of worth, except My guitar, gone. I ran into Him one day too, I sent Dan to shadow Him and I came up behind Him. He heard My footsteps and turned around. He was surprised to see Me that close to Him. I told You about the kick as You walk in, I knew He was about to get His guard up and kicked Him in the femoral artery before He could react. The thing is is that it was the wrong foot for the move because I could'nt take the next step to set it up. My punch was never set up right. He knew He was set up because His face came down just like it was planned and He saw the punch when I threw it without making contact. It taught Me a hell of a lot about how to use a knee next time. After that He saw My backup and tried to walk away. As We were walking I used the same walking kick but in a different way. It was to slow but right about on time at His solar plexus when He blocked it. I was too confident that He would never see it in time being a sneaky kick. As I say I never was a tough Guy. I do know now that I have to use My speed or I will get taken. I made Him look pretyy bad after that. I made Him give Me His watch and necklace, I even told Him to give Me His shoes. That one did'nt work though. I even ran into Him a few years after that. I confronted Him in a Bar as He was walking out, He did'nt even try to back Himself up when I told Him off. All this is said for You to know, I will kick the living crap out of these two without giving Them a fighting chance, Kelly.