Shit stinks!

   Again with no specks, so excuse the typo's. I am astonished to say the least, these People are allowed to do as They please? Give Me a break! I am the Victim, oh yea, They're rich. Do You People see what's going on in America Today, People are sick of this kind of shit. A fact is a fact. Wisdom is earned by learning, no other way. And the facts of Life are real too. These People are unwise and cruel Folks. I want so bad for Someone to take Me down for this. I spent four months in the Laramie county jail to prove Myself, I'd spend years behind bars just to bring these People to justice. Dammit do Your fucking job now!

"Mi Vida loca."

   Mi Vida Loca means My crazy Life. "Drama Queen." I am sure I am called, but hey I really do want to walk up and shoot some Asshole for doing what They did to My Life. What They are doing now really is'nt that important to Me, it's just what I feel I can bring Them down for, They attempted to totally destroy My mind People. I see where Richard thinks He's untouchable, Max Groenig and Others are screwing with Him, not Me He'd be saying. Let Me remind You that They are directly screwing with My Life. I admit it when I say that if Bill Rowley or Richard Pattison were to walk up to Me I would take Their Lives, seriously. I understand that this is a direct threat too. The thing is, Nobody is doing a thing about it. Threats are threats and there is no action taken against said People so Your hands are tied, but Boy I'd shoot Someone. Again, I say so for the attention I need to seek justice and I don't give a damn if I wind up in Prison for saying so, Kelly McGill.

Life's a Bitch

   I can hear most Folks saying out there that "It's too bad, the Kid took the acid." but the thing is I was a naive little Boy that was seen as such by these People.

Four whole years?

   On March 25th I will have been writing like this for four full years. I have approached the U.S. Marshals many times trying to get Them to take notice. I have left a hand written letter on the page I was given by the U.S. Attorney's office in Cheyenne even. I understand that I am going about this in an unusual manner, but I am actually afraid to go in front of Them. Knowing Myself I know I would have an emotional breakdown right in front of Them, I don't want that. I can sense that People are wondering if I am even stable. I went to California with violence in My mind, but I knew there was a very slim chance of running into this Pattison Person in that way. And yes I was on My way to Wenachie Washington where Bill Rowley lives with the same intent. Let Me ease Your minds a bit, I am not a dangerous Person to normal Lives. I am the one though that would not hesitate to take a Life when needed though, I have proved that twice. I told You about the Rapist in Indiana, and I admit I punched the gas pedal when I saw a Kid that was said to have drawn back His fist and was going to hit Laura Chiles when I was in High School. I knew that Kids Brother fairly well and see Him around town every now and then, Chris I feel never even did it. The way My Pals were I bet money They set it up so I'd get in a fight just to see what I'd do. They had no clue of what I really am. Those same Friends know now how fast I move. I am a natural at being so fast You can't stop Me when I am pushed to that point.

I cannot quit

   Here I sit talking about how I am the brunt of a joke. No Man jokes about another Human Life and that is a known fact. I wonder just how long I have to continue with this guff until I finally see some justice. I have had it rougher than most of You can understand, and it does'nt get any easier either. It's a sorry Person that does what this Richard Pattison does and that is a fact.

Bullcorn!!!

   Bullcrap is more like it. "Hefers crap too, They just don't brag about it!", is what My Mom always said, yep.

this is pathetic

   It is truly pathetic when I have to write this junk for four years and nothing happens. That in itself pisses Me off.