Another lost Kid

If Someone told Me They attempted killing Themselves I would want to help
I really was shaky for three days. I kept feeling like I was going to fall down. I really had to keep Myself from doing so too

Straight up Kelly McGill

With all the crap going on in America I have to say this
I don't give a Rat's ass if You are Gay, Black or what. As long as You leave People be and don't go around killing People You are the kind I don't need to bother.
But if You are out to take Lives You deserve to die
We as a whole are in deep shit and People had better figure that out
Radical Muslims, or whatever You may call Yourselves, are nothing but trash
I personally want to eradicate Your type from the Planet
I have been messed with all My life and understand People are mean
If We allow Them to walk all over Us like We have been doing We will no longer be America. It is a dangerous situation, face up to the real threat
Threat Hell, They are not threatening, They are killing

How do I win?

I cannot get out of My mind how this Person Richard Pattison gets away with this crap
I am a Human Being and do not deserve the abuse I have been dealt
It is straight up bull
The only way I'll win is hitting the lottery

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Seatbelts whoop Your ass. My shoulder is still sore, and the strength in My arm is weakened
I miss that truck really. This Keep aint shit compared. First thing I would buy is another pickup if I hit the lotto. Then a decent place to live. After that I would ne ready for a Woman in My life
Until then I rough it. $18 an hour is'nt much even around here. Nut it is a steady job
Tonight I just want to say I am trying is about it
Have Uou ever heard anything so pathetic as what I just wrote? Boring as it gets
Well, Fuck Hugh!

Hopeless and helpless

Dammit I feel I have not a smowballs chance in Hell
These People are guilty and rubbing it in My face

Kelly McGill

I figured out a way to get back to My blog on My phone finally.
I mentioned a Kid named Sam,  short for Samantha. She was a Freind of Rowley's
A Kid named Ralph McMillan brought Her by I said. He asked if They could use My bed. The Boy I was I let Them. As I said Rowley showed up. When I said Sam was in there, Ralph left Her there, He took off into the bedroom
This Girl was around daily for over a month, I was to polite to run Her off like I should of. I never even thought about trying to get Her in bed either. Not until that night
The reason I mention this is something came to mind lately
I finally said what the heck Everyone else did, so I went in
There was enough light to see Who it was crawling into bed is the part I finally figured out, this month it came to Me
After She accepted Me We went about fooling around and then She said "You're not Bill!" and rolled over. It was only a few seconds afyer that when I got dressed and left the room.
She slept there all night while I slept on the couch too. The next day was the last time She came by to bother Me. She laid on My couch and had Her legs on Me. I just sat there. Pretty soon She got up and left. She stopped at the door and thanked Me
I never realized how I was messed with and it bothers Me immensely
Thank You for reading about a slow Kid is all I can say
Goodnight

Wenachie

   I  was seventy four mile away from Bill Rowley and thought about paying the Bot a visit. It was a relief when I told Myself He is'nt worth it. I will still cross the street to kick Him hard when I see the Boy though.