Crappy Life

I was out of it when I attempted suicide, a full 5th of Jack and sleeping pills will do that, and put it on Facebook
I took some flack for it Tonite. Have been since I came back to Wyoming. My Sister flipped when I did that and couldn't reach Me and put it out that I was lost. I get told not to get lost again
Even My Boss showed Me My picture She put out looking for Me. That is hard to deal with. Hell I feel like ending this Charade right now
Why continue with a Life People don't really want around
I have never really been accepted because I am slow. Fuck this shit hurts

Yes, this is My life

I just stated the title to the book I attempted to publish
That was before I understood how I destroyed My Life. I had not a clue on how acid was sent to Me at that time, nor how acid rock was mysteriously placed where it was readily available
I completely understand how it all happened now. It became clear after "Richard Pattison, Killeen Texas" and "Marge! Marge! Marge! Or was that Kelly! Kelly! Kelly! Ah, I wanted the Magilla Gorilla"
People these Kids set out to alter My thoughts. Once Hugh Hefner tried to approach Me They went all out
Rush 2112 made Me an Artist. I am copyrighted as proof. I now have newer songs I feel compare too
If You have a humane soul do something please. I went out Tonite and caught a fair buzz hoping to run into an Asshole, even with a pinched nerve from My wreck I will fight

Help Me please

I really hate the title but I had to write it
All I want is to live decent but it seems out of reach
As I say I am usually the Foreman so I am not near as bad as They set out to make Me. But dammit I have lived as a messed up Life for over thirty years. That alone is a killing offense, Their screwing with Me aggravates things
I do carry a loaded .44 and am a good shot. I would prefer breaking a neck but I am at a point in Life

Insanity?

People say that if You continually repeat Yourself hoping for the same outcome You are insane. Well I must be knutts because I do exactly that
Richard Pattison fried My brain and is screwing with Me and I want Him in Prison. I will say it over and over too
"He fried Your brain?" yes I was set up with drugs and Rock & Roll before being asked to join a Band, without being a Musician too. "We'll teach You how to play" was Bill Rowley's reply when I said I can't play
Yes, there was a Party in Austin, yes I was handed a Playboy mentioning said Party, and yes I kept being offered LSD, a serious amount too
I was so innocent I walked away from true love two years later. Does this clarify things? I might commit murder in four days Folks
There are 500 registered guests showing up here in Wyoming on Friday. I am going looking for trouble, fact

Breaker Breaker one nine

Back in the mid seventies You had to register Your CB handle. Moms was the Truckers Wife, I am Superman
I have heard Truckers Wife used in shows
This makes Me think Pattison just listened a lot

Hello again

I mentioned a couple of times some Girl named Sam
I guarantee They claimed I did something to Her
A Kid named Ralph McMillan brought the Brat by and asked if They could use My bed. It was just like everytime I was asked if I wsnted drugs, I guess so was My reply
Now? Hell no I would say
He left the 15 year old Girl there naked in My bed. Statutory rape if the Cops even came by for Me and I did nothing at that time
Soon Mr. Rowley shows up and ran into the bedroom when I told Him She was in there
Afterwards He too left Her there naked. Serious Cads
After a while I said what the Hell and went in. The light was well enough that She knew Who it was. After a minute She said "You're not Bill" and was no longer wanting Me in the room. Fishy at the least
She did spend the night in My bed alone and unbotherered.             These People really did some strange things

I try hard too

I am one of the hardest Workers You will find. But I am getting tired
I did'nt fit in the Union which I saw coming, but I am still able to run crews
All I have in life is an ability to work My ass off. Life sucks