blog #90

   I am still waiting for justice to be brought forward People. I really wonder if these Guys I speak of are paying some Politician off, the Government calls it lobbying but We know it as bribery. It's alright for Them to accept money because They are in charge. I said something once I feel These two may be using against Me, I was watching a black Fella do the three card monty and He wanted Me to play. He showed Me where the red card was going to fall too. I could see the cards as He put them down and knew He was lying. I picked the card I was supposed to twice and lost $40. in doing so. I was a little hot and told Him, "A black Man is a black Man and a Nigger is a Nigger!", trying to provoke Him. "Don't insult My intelligence!", comes to mind on this one and the way Bill Rowley tries to lie His way out of what They did to My sorry life. People I again have to say that I am the innocent one here. You want to know how My life has been? As a small child I was in a room with My two younger sisters and a cousin of Ours. This cousin told My sister Penny She was going to beat Her up, My reaction was to grab Her and pull Her out of harms way. In doing so We fell backwards onto the bed. Pennys stomach was streched tight by doing so and She was unhurt when She was punched in the gutt around five times. Ever since then I feel Lois, My oldest siter, hated Me. Lois even told Her Husband Bob that I punched Her in the boob and made it fall off, Bob was gonna kick My ass too. What a sorry existance, I even have to admit. But what do I do? Commit sucide? They win if I do, justice gives Me a reason to survive here. I'll say it again, I could track Them down and kill Them, but to what avail? I would wind up in prison for life and They would never know suffering. Enough said, PUT THESE PEOPLE IN JAIL NOW. Come on already. Kelly McGill.

Quit ur bitchin'!

   I bet some of You want Me to quit complaining about how I was set up for a fall by My old freinds, well get a grip Pal I will end this when They are in the courtroom. There I said what needed to be said. Well I have another old saying I want to share with You today, "There's more to life then just having fun.", well yea, there's Justice, Injustice, Heartache, Crimes, Wars, Infidelity, Hard work, Laziness, Boredom, And Me of course. And I am going to go off today. Bill Rowley I am sure calls Himself a family Man, well Bill You're not a Man You are a Liar, stop lying to Yourself is another old saying You may have heard of. And if that is the reason Nobody wants to press charges on Him I will say here and now, if Mr. Rowley went to prison and lost all of My money I would support His family until He was released, I would even put His Children through college, that's just how I am. I mean, what kind of a role model is a Theif and a Liar Folks? I give Bill the benefit of the doubt here and say that He is probabaly doing a good job with His Kids, but that is no reason to keep Him out of court, seriously there are alot of Fathers in jail already, hellThey out Martha Stewart in jail for a whole lot less. Another thing here, this pertains to the Lawmen out there, if these People keep screwing with My life as They have been, I will go and find Them, I have contimplated taking Mr. Rowley out and waiting for  Richard Pattison to show up at the funeral that's how bad it is for Me. Again I must say, for the purpose of understanding, I refuse to do so, The main reason is that I would rather They suffer in jail for a few years, if I were to kill Them They would never see what hit Them, Remember that the blood will be on Your hands Pal. Look up Simpsons and find the episode, "Marge is missing!", and I can prove I am messed with. Yes I was sleeping in a tent and playing My guitar when a Fella walks into the woods yelling, "Kelly! Kelly! Kelly!", how else would He have known exactly where I was camped and My name if not for Their freind Jon Peirson? These People think They are untouchable, well I feel They are accessable and easy to convict. I would not be going on like this if They had stolen a bike or something, even the money They procured is not that important, THEY TRIED TO TOTALLY DESTROY MY MIND BY USING DRUGS AS A WEAPON PEOPLE, COME ON!!! If it were You, You too would want justification in this matter. I gotta quit for the day, this is as hard as it sounds just to write it Folks. Please let the Lord guide You and make You understand that I need help here to bring down a couple of bad People. Amen to that, and Have a great day, Kelly McGill.

I'll be the Tortoise!

   I am the Totoise, and yes, Richard is the dumb Bunny. Ha! That oughta start the day out right. I just feel like saying something different today, but what? Well We can always just mention the World and it's problems I suppose. Lets start with the way all of these tornadoes happened a while back, scary! My nephew Clint sent a text message telling Me a storm was hitting Them hard in Missouri, when I text'd back He said four already touched down and another was on it's way. I could'nt get to the computer fast enough, after I looked at the weather channel I text'd back saying it looked like the worst had past. The next day on the web it said 88 of them had touched down in a few hundred mile radius there. Whoa, aye? I state this just to say something different, but also to say that I really am tired of this whole thing. I again say that I am the Victim here People and want nothing more than to bring justice to My life. If You actually knew how My mind works since these People tried Their damndest to destroy Me You would be in shock. Let Me explain a little here, I cannot stop thinking in a peculiar way. A little deeper meaning is that before it all started My mind was clear, now I continuoslly think in a way that that I feel borders on insanity. If I were to go into detail alot of You would consider Me insane, but I must say I have a better grip on reality then You may think. Enough said I feel, I gotta go. I'll talk to Ya later, Kelly McGill

Still kickin'

   Ya I'm still here, why not? Got nothing better to do then to bring down some skunks. Ya know I was a Punk Myself back when this all took place. I was so dumb. Man I saw a Cop once, Bill was there, and started squealing like a Pig. We walked all the way across the street and I turned and went back. The officer stopped me and I told Him, "I'm not drunk and You can't do anything to Me.", and yes I was drunk. Another time Pat Lookingbill did a burnout and another Cop showed Him He too could do so, when I saw that officer later I squealed at Him too. When He stopped I asked Him, "You must be knew?", He said He was and I said, "I thought so.", and walked away. I admit I never was too bright. Hell I'm no Angel Folks, and I too have stolen. When I was sitting around after Sheila I was in despair to eat a few times, I could open any door in the apartment complex with My I.D. (old door hardware) and did once. It was the Guy's door across the hall, Elliot Weiss caught Me coming out too. Ya know what I stole, a half empty bottle of vodka, a half full half gallon of milk, and two other items out of His refridgerator that I don't remember. I never once thought about going through His belonings and stealing anything of value, that's the type of crook I am. Many times I have had to go into a grocery store and help Myself to a meal, Kevin Childers can back Me on that. I even put it in a song how I have had to survive, Blacksheep is the title. Well I gotta go now, started a job yesterday, first one in seven months, working at the Cheyenne fronteir days rodeo in a food stand taking cash, a tough enough job too. Until I can sqauk at Ya some more I'm outa here. C-Ya in the funny papers, lol, Kelly.

Kelly McGill

   I have to start here by saying I am sorry for putting this on facebook. You have to understand that I am in a fight for My life. Anybody who has'nt read My story please do, and I must state here that I am not insane. Mr. Rowley keeps contacting Me and saying I don't know what I am saying, and to quit living in the past. Mad? You better gaodamn beleive it. He even says He does'nt even know Freda Mares when I know damn good and well He does. I keep mentioning a Playboy that was handed to Me, People I was awake two and a half days that weekend. They waited  twenty four hours after I was asked to do the acid before They gave Me the dang thing. It is awfully convenient that Bill Rowley nor Richard Pattison were around when I was asked to do acid many times. Again I am not insane just a little messed up, I would be a goner if I would have done the ether I was offered on the same weekend as the Playboy was handed to Me. I do apologize for the rudeness of putting this on My wall, But You have to understand how bad I want justice. I really want to go after these two for Their antics involving My life. Kelly McGill. p.s. I know for a fact They are guilty.

Seriously pissed

   The Gall of these two Punks, I made damn sure Bill Rowley would read this blog. The arrogant Bastard sends Me an email stating He does'nt even know Freda Mares. I asked, "Where's the Playboy?", of course He answers, "What Playboy?". People I seriously am not making this up. I am so fighting mad at this very moment I really want to go to Wenachee Washington and take His Mother Fucking life. Again I cannot do so, besides I would rather see these two sit in jail for a while. I knew what They would say when it came to the Playboy. An article I did read in it pertained to Homosexuality, it was titled, "The laws of love.", this flat out states no Gay People allowed in laymans terms. You have no idea how frustrating it is to try to bring justice to this matter, as I have stated Murder in on My mind right now. That alone should make a Person take a look at it. "Face up to the facts of life!", I have heard and understand the meaning very clearly. Again I say I am the honest Person here and I would take a truth serum to prove it. This Playboy is not to be found in Their archives either, I looked for it before I came to My senses on what They did to My life. So I know Hugh Hefner and His crowd would deny any such Playboy even exist. Tough to prove aint it? I can prove it gauranteed. Well that calmed Me down a bit, just talking about it helps seriously. I hope to God an honest Man is reading this, There seem so few anymore in the Government,(said to anger Someone with enough gutts to help) because I really do want to take these Boys down hard. HEY! I have been victimized and attempts have been made on My life. These are lieing Children that think They can get away with destroying My life for Their benifit. Bill if You are reading this remember, I was the one You sought out to be in a band, and I had never even played an instrument before. Richard is the type of Fella that You would call charismatic, it would be easy for Hefner to accept Him and His flunky freind Bill. I state again I need help from the law People, I need a cop with enough sense to see through Their lies and take Them down for pergury. Thanks for reading this People, Kelly McGill.

Wyoming!

   Damn it feels good to be in Wyoming, I hit Cheyenne yesterday. The mountains are not like where I am used to, but hey, mountains are a lot better then the city sites even if small. No justice yet I see, My phone never rings from the Police, I have no emails saying Richard is going to court, nothing. The rich and the poor again and again. Well what else can We talk about? Myself I am actually nearly consumed by My quest. I have become obsessed with bringing Them to justice. Hey! That's it! I was born to lose! Man why did'nt I think of that? Cool! Now I can live the rest of My Fucked up life knowing the truth. GODDAMMIT I AM THE VICTIM HERE! I WILL PREVAIL! Other then that have a great fucking day, Kelly McGill.