Why even try?

   I ask Myself that constantly, then I answer Myself, because it needs to be done. You know these Boy's think it's cute to mess with Me, I never did anything to Them either. I told You about feeling patriotic, I know these Boy's say the opposite because I never signed up for the civil service, as I said I did'nt know I was actually supposed to. But I tell You here and now I would have if I'd known better. You cannot get certain jobs in America if You don't. But I am not the one that was going around saying, "I'm not going to Afganistan and fight for oil.", Richard Pattison sure as Hell was. I know why now, He wanted Me to start saying it so I would look bad, there is no way I would even think of saying such an absurdity. In the first place when others are dieing it would be My duty to stand beside Them, not turn tail and let Them be killed, even if it was for something I did'nt believe in. After the attacks on New York I asked a recruiter what the cutoff age was for joining, I missed it by only a couple of years, I was seriously thinking of joining. I still tell Myself and others that I made a mistake by not going into the Navy right out of High school, the benefits plus the retirement if You stay in is well worth it in My opinion, plus You are able to see the World. I would have had to bring My science grade up a bit, I saw My grades from My last four years of school, I had a B average in everything except science. I have to tell You though, I took all the easy classes I could and was in remedial math and reading. You know what's a kick in the ass about life, science to Me now is one of the most interesting things I can think of. My two younger sisters went in to the Navy, one has been to Kuwait and Afganistan in recent Years, I'm proud of Them both. I'll end tonight by sending My regards to those overseas, I hope You Folks make it back safe and as soon as possible. Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

Bastards

   I cannot stop thinking about these Assholes doing what They did to My life, nor can I stop thinking about what it is They are doing now. And Nobody is going to do a God Damn thing about it. I understand there are bigger issues going on in the World as I speak, so a small fry such as Myself is nothing in comparison. Well Dammit I am a Human Being People. "I don't claim to be something I'm not.", is the kind of Person I am. "I don't claim to be a Man.", is something most Children will refuse to say because They are so full of Themselves They actually call Themselves Full Grown. I want to tell You a story about a small Child. It was in 1963, I was three years old at the time, at that time I witnessed these young Adults acting like They were better then this one Fellow, I say it straight here, I saw Them as Children and felt Grown. You could read Thier thoughts when They all looked at Me, "We are not Men.", and They turned away and grew up, no shit. I do understand that there is no way of proving such a thing, You'll just have to take My word on it. A far fetched life? Ya a lot of it would seem that way. Like a beautiful Woman named Nancy falling in love with Me and Me walking away, damn that hurt. Or My own personal Playboy being handed to Me. How about writing about My life for two years in order to find justice? I have a grip on reality, it was'nt always that way. Like the time this Fella named Cowboy told Us He had spent a million dollars probabaly in His life, I said Me too, Bill had to correct Me. That is how My life has been and I refuse to let these Bastards win. Us Fucktards aint the brightest bulbs, but We still deserve a chance. Grow the Hell up and take a real look at what is going on.

2808 pageveiws, woo-hoo

   Man oh Man, People are actually reading this crud, well I guess that's a good thing right? I have a dilemma today, I have some money and I want to spend it. That aint right is it? I went and looked at a truck and want to get rid of Mine. A Guy does'nt really want to take a Gal out in one like I have, but with $2600. down I can take a little pride in Myself and feel better at least with a decent ride. Sad part is that where I went They declined Mine last fall for a trade in, noise in the front and a lot of play in the rearend. The Chevy garage said the plays normal and I'm sure it's a ball joint out. Not the easiest fix, but doable. I put one in on the drivers side last summer, so I know how it's done. Well just wanted to say hey, so hey. And We'll catch Ya later, Kelly.

Man what a Guy?

    I have told My darkest secrets in order to bring down a piece of shit with nothing to show but more grief, good gravy! What next? Well, I still wonder if I'm gonna make it till July here, that's when the 35th class reunion takes place. The problem I am dealing with is that this town is pretty small and it gets dull after a while. I built My Folks a garage last fall and am supposed to be getting $2400. here soon for it, heck I saved Them $10,000. just by doing it. I also have a bonus pending @ $3.00 an hour for hours worked, I just have to wait for that, soon I hope. I seriously want to wait around until this Bill character shows up, but You need to know how I can hurt Somone. Being a Carpenter We used hammers for years to nail things, this gives a Fella a strong arm. I hit a Kid in Arizona at half speed, because I liked Him, and sent Him flying. He was on the ground covering His head in fear. I liked Him, Bill Rowley I don't. I like what I named the copueta surprise, I''ll show it to Ya Bill, it's one I made up but have seen used in the ring. Plus I have put on some muscle in the last few years, if Ya wanta balloon up a bit flex Your muscles between reps, gauranteed results. I got a diet plan for Ya too, Dr. Atkins says to slow down on the carbs, Mike Geary says for thirty days eat none. All intake is to be protien and vegetables. 80% protien and 20% vegtables, I'll keep Ya informed on the results. Other then that keep watching this Damn Fool Kid, I said it before, 'I would have been a normal Man if People would have left Me alone.', I can tell by the feelings I get and the aires I see I would have changed a lot of Children in the World, that's what a Full Grown felling does to Them, it makes You realize that You aint seen sqaut. Have a good weekend and go fishing, Kelly.

Hello World

   How in the Hell are You? Great I hope. Myself? Got the day off, need to get off computer and go do something. That danged old facebook, I got too many friends there, I sign on and sit there for hours looking through some amazing things. I tell Ya I got some funny friends on there too. I also have quite a few that are pissed off at the way Our country is being handled, scary how People think aint it? Let's do what We can to make this World a better place to live, if not for Us for future generations, please. Enough said, have a wonderful day anyways, Kelly.

A poor Mans copyright

   I want to mention the story the other day about Mars becoming the way They did due to war, by putting it in writing here I have created a poor mans copyright. I have plenty of other stories in My head that I want to write, this is an oportuinty to cover My tail on one or two. One idea I have is that when the Dinosaurs were all killed there was no longer any life on this Planet. After seeing this the aliens from other Planets went to different Planets and picked up new inhabitents for Our World. They may of thought it cute to put different races here to see how We would cope. Think about it, this could very well be true. I know there are skeptics out there when it comes down to Beings from outer space, They're real Folks. It's not enough that I have lived this goofy life that I have written about, I have also witnessed a U.F.O., no shit. I was in high school when Me and Mike Durgin were leaving Pat Longs house and I looked over towards town. There above Riverton Wyoming We saw three lights moving in a large arc above the town. We told Everybody at My house only to be scoffed at, right after They went inside after looking for it We saw it again over the airport doing the same thing. I feel They are aware that We are the ignorant People We are here or They would have made contact by now, with the technology They showed in 1978 I am sure They could of then blew Our scronny ass to kingdom come easily. I also feel that They are out there watching Us and picking up Our transmissions on the airwaves, I hope They are right now and reading this. It sounds insane People, but We are not alone. "Another Crackpot!", I can here Them say, again I would submit to any type of lie detector You offer Me. As a matter of fact I would demand it. And Hey if You Folks are reading this I just want to say one thing to You, not all of the People on this Planet are cold hearted Bastards, some of Us would find it very interesting to meet You and see what You are like, Myself included. Have a great life and remember Kids, stay the fuck off of the godddam drugs. Kelly McGill.

The day of the Dogs!

   I am a Dog lover from the word go, Cats? I aint so sure about. Have any of You seen the video where the cat's barking while sitting in the window? When He sees He is being filmed He lets out a meow. Bah, that is funny. You wanta know what is not, when a Dog gets His ass kicked for barking all the time when Your trying to sleep. The damn Dog was sitting there watching this Frickin' Cat sit where He could not be reached and yapping His fool head off, sounded just like Your Dog too I bet. No wonder Dogs hate Cats. Just saying.