Seriouslly?

   Again I must ask why on Earth do I have to cry out in pain and live a miserable life and Nobody seems to do a damn thing to these People? These are vicious S.O.B.s and that is a fact. They live a fantasy life if They think They can lie about what They have done. I have no respect at all for these People and that is a fact. What I have told You about My life no Person on Earth should have to go through to prove His honesty, but I sure as Hell feel it necessary in order to bring these Punks down. I told You that I am not a loose cannon, but I must reiterate. In the 90's I would have called Myself one. I hated life so bad I was going totally mad. What turned My life around was moving back here to Wyoming in 2002. Being in a small town You're more likely to be put away, in a city You can get away with more. Yes I am saying that a Person can change, and I really did some changing. I have to admit that this is a hard thing to write, but it has to be wrote.

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   I may not be getting any justice, but at least Somebodies reading about My screwy life. John Wayne supposedly said, "Life's tough, it's even tougher when You're stupid.", Wow! Even a Person that is supposed to be respectable can be an Ass to slow Folks. Have any of You felt stupid? I doubt it, I have personally. "Life's a Bitch and then You die.", or, "Life's a Bitch, and then You marry one.", Americans are full of nice little sayings. I have one of My own, "You wonder why They kill Americans.". I'll tell You again , I am not one of those that could walk into a place and start blasting, but I do keep a pistol in My truck. In Wyoming I can do so legally too. I own two black powder pistols and can keep one concealed without a permit here. And I can say for a fact that if I see some Jackass needing shot I will kill the Punk. I am not a half cocked Kid, nor am I a loose cannon. What I am is an American citizen that hates what He sees in the Land Today. A lot of Kids really think Their shit does'nt stink They're in for a very rude awakening.

Hello

   I am still here. I am at a loss on what else I can say or do. I am a Victim here Folks and I do not lie about anything. It is hard to understand how They can flat out screw with life in the manner that They do and nothing gets done about it. I am so pissed off I would do My best to ruin a face when I see Them. It is an easy thing to do when You walk up to a Person, kick the S.O.B. in the crotch in stride and follow up with an uppercut from the knees. It has potential of punching through into His cranium so deep You will punch His brain. This is a lethal punch when a Guy like Me uses it because My arms are used to hard work and swinging a hammer daily for years. If I remember right I may have told You about the Kid in Nevada I punched, I liked Him or would have really hurt the Boy. I could'nt use the sneaky kick punch on Him but I had Him set up for it. I stopped My foot when it started up. He looked at the Boss standing next to Him like, "What in the Hell?", and when He turned back I hit Him square on the jaw. I hit Him real soft and He still flew through the air sideways for about six feet. That is what You call a hammer fist. Twenty 12d nails in fifteen and a half seconds is how fast I could drive nails in My twenties, I've slowed down a bit but not much at the age of fifty three. I grabbed a Kid in Dallas and spun Him around after He pushed His Girlfriend and barely touched Him on the tip of His jaw, He did'nt try Me. The same Kid I pulled off of another Fella while They fought and threw Him across the room. What I am saying here is that I have a strength that can really hurt a Person, and if that Person is deserving punishment I will not pull My punch as I did with these two. And Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley are that deserving.

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   Not even a sawbuck has been received, I at least hoped for a dollar just to see if Anyone really cared. I in fact would send a poor soul a few bucks. Even when Homeless when I saw a street Musician or a panhandler in worse shape than Myself I'd give 'em something. But that is not what this is about. I say I am honest and I mean it. I still have'nt even touched any pot since around October and have had My chances too. As far sa drinking I still go out to some of the local Bars ever now and then, but nothing like I used to. When I was in My early twenties I was able to drink a case a day and still be able to function some what. Especially after I lost Nancy did I down the suds. For years I was at the Bar every night. If I had to borrow money to do so I would.  I will end here because I can smell My steak cooking. Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

The Bro must go!

   The title Today has been said by Black People, I too say it. I was approached at work about this healthcare crap, it is nonsense to force this on this Country. I do not trust this Obama Fella for a second, Lobbyist run wild in the white house and I am sure They are bribing these Politicians that back this junk. I have no quarrels with healthcare, it is the fact that it is being forced upon Us. I have said it time and time again that $1. a day is more then enough to operate the system. If You have twenty million workers each paying that amount daily You will bring in plenty of capitol, $20,000,000. a day? Kickbacks are a notorious habit for these elected Officials, Lobbying is a kickback for a fact. I have seen a picture of Mr. Obama where He is sitting on the couch and taking a bong hit, behind Him is a  poster of Edi Ahmeen, a known Murderer. That in itself says something to Me. I have, as I have said before, met pot runners straight from Mexico that spoke better english the most Americans, so You cannot tell Me it is not possible for this Person to be a plant here. He speaks to clean in My opinion. I sincerely think He is starting a War in America. Now days You read and watch videos where black Kids are going around playing this knockout game, People We're are in for a rough go of it in the near future I am afraid, and this Obama Character is pushing it to the extremes. For one thing He is trying to cut the Military when We are at war, that is not normal. I hope and pray that a change does come to the great U.S. of A, but not the one He wants. They want to award these illegal Aliens with work wile Our own People suffer? I have lived in the streets, I know how tough it is to get out and They want to make it worse. Wake up America!!!

Kelly Here

   I am at a loss on what to say Today. I have said it before that it is tough to continuously come up with something different to say all of the time. I suppose I'll just say one thing, I am an honest Son of a Bitch if nothing else. I will end for the night with that because I am getting depressed even thinking about this Bullcrap.

trying harder

   I really cannot believe that nothing at all is being done about this Person Richard Pattison. You cannot actually allow this Kid to mess with My life like He does. He and His Pals feel I am a joke of some sort. I say without a doubt it won't be funny if and when I run into this Child. I make no idle threats either, I would beat that sorry ass Kid half to death and enjoy it after what He did to My life. I have rights as a Human Being, only I am a slow Boy so Who cares? I insist on saying that I won't be responsible for My actions with these People. It is a fact that I have blacked out all memory before when it came to fighting. I have heard it said from Men that They just see red when They get into a fight, I truly don't remember parts of My life. Ray Joe Lewis ran into His house with Me right on His tail. After His Mother Alicita scolded Me for what I had done I do not remember a thing. I was two years old and snap kicked Him sqaure in the nose and had never heard the word Karate before then. I busted Bill Rowleys guitar over His head and never had a thought to do so. And I beat Thomas so bad He ran for His life. Does this sound like a Person You would be messing with? As the saying goes, it's always the one that retaliates for being pushed that is called the bad Person. People are screwed up in this Country and had better figure it out before We wind up losing the whole damn thing. Really, Kelly McGill.