My true calling

   I have it figured out, I am supposed to bean Author. I have started a few book ideas but have yet to finish any of them. My latest one I am sure will do good. I cannot tell You at this time what  it's about, but I feel it has a good plot to it. What I need to do is get busy on it I know. A copyright is as easy as sending it in really, getting Someone to buy it is another. I am a copyrighted Musician and believe Me when I say that as fast as They get Your copyright to You there are already Companies sending You stuff. I had two companies contact Me quite a few times too. But the way They sounded I was leery, I even walked into a Lawyers office and showed the paper work to Him. It wasn't His field but He felt that one of Them may not be legitimate so I gave up on both of Them. In the first place They wanted money from Me. If They want My music I am sure They would be offering Me money instead. A book seems an easier way to go to Me. Again all I have to do is apply Myself. I have started around four stories but have yet to complete one. I used to get A's in a class called different perspectives because of My ability to come up with stuff, so I think I'll work harder on My new idea. Wish Me luck will Ya? Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

Sick and tired

   I am already tired of Seattle. I stayed away from My apartment all day Saturday and Sunday because of My neighborhood, the Gay parade was going on and there's no way in Hell I'm even going to be seen walking down the same street. Another thing is You can't park in a decent spot. You have to pay money to the City to even park on the street in front of Your house, knutts. I really can't stand the job much either. So I am looking into Billings Montana. I was checking it out before, I went there for Thanksgiving and liked the way Women are towards Me more than here. When I took on the job here I was really wanting out of Riverton Wyoming because that little town gets to Me after a while. Since graduating in '78 I have never stayed there as long as I did the last time. Usually after a year there I'm wanting to see something new. The pay isn't much lower than here in Billings, and the rent is much better. My main reason for even coming to Seattle is that I had never been here. I hope to see all of the U.S. before I die and now I've covered a part I had been wanting to see. Seattle is definitely one of those places that is a nice place to visit, but I sure as Hell don't want to live here. So onward I say.

Cowards

  I refuse to call Children Men. You see it all the time where so Kid did something and They'll say "This young Man." or similar. A Man is in no way a Child, these People that tried to completely destroy My mind and are now out there screwing with My life are exactly the type I mean too. Richard Pattison is the same age as I, fifty five year old. Do You know that at this age They start calling You a senior Citizen? I can even get the discount in a lot of places, even though I never try. But I will not lie and call Myself a Grown Man, I am honest with Myself. I am way too old to be screwed with by Children like these. I've said it before "There are some things a Man just doesn't do." and that is a fact of life. I have been the Foreman on many crews since I was twenty three, that alone says that I'm not all that fucked up, damn glad I didn't do the ether, but I can make the stupidest mistakes. All I have ever really wanted in life was to keep My head above water, I've near drowned in that aspect. But now I am at an age I want a decent life, I had a fairly good start to be honest. I would enjoy having a life with no worries, but it never fails something always blocks My path. I was wandering through life so lost that I didn't even realize I missed middle age. I feel that is around thirty five and forty, seriously at that age I was truly lost. I told You about crying for a solid year, seriously I cried everyday. I attempted suicide then too. I still have a life that hasn't been able to really get His shit together, but I am a different Person now. I don't have the anger I used to have for one thing, I was "Mad at the World" to be honest, now I try to let it roll off My back. Enough said, have a great weekend.

Post 741

   With 741 posts I should have Your attention by now. "The Rich get richer.", wow. And, "Bad things happen to Good People.", another wow. I really cannot understand how these People blatantly mess with Me on a National scale and get away with it. I am dead serious about all of this.

A day to remember

   I've had a lot of days I'll remember, and Yesterday is one. I decided I'd take My company truck down and wash it. While sitting at a light I watched an Oriental Woman standing at the intersection. She started crying and covering Her face. The second time She did this another Woman walked over and asked if She was alright. The Oriental Gal took hold of Her arm, when She pulled away She reached for Her other arm. After pulling away the second time the Oriental Gal put Her finger down the front of this Ladies blouse. That didn't set well and She tried to walk away, the Oriental Gal wasn't going to let Her leave so She started running, the Oriental Gal started chasing Her. The light changed and I kept watching as I drove off. She didn't really seem like She was going to get violent to Me. I still think I should have went around the block and tried to help Her. It is that way in the Cities, "We don't want to get involved." is the saying, and I am sure that is what is happening with My plight, Nobody cares. I guarantee seeing that Yesterday doesn't set well with Me. I knew as soon as I saw this Woman crying like She was that She was not mentally stable, You live in the streets for a while and You see People different then before. Seattle is a crazy place I have to say that.

Today

  In America at this time in Our history We are going through some wild crap. The Confederate flag is being taken down, Muslims are telling Us how to live, and We are near an all out War on American soil. Why? Do We just let People run over Us? I Myself have always been the one that would get run over, but not as much now. Because I have been through it on the other side I see it clearly. Bullies are what We are facing in My opinion. They are leading Us into a fight for Our Lives. Most Americans will fight, but I'm seeing a lot that just want to be left alone. I for one am one of those that wants to be left alone too, but when others push You finally say enough and retaliate. We really need to open the eyes of America's Youth before They find Themselves in a predicament in which They are either fighting for Their Lives or in a concentration camp because They didn't think it was important enough. I feel that a lot of these People coming to America want exactly that, We killed the Indians and put the Survivors on Reservations. We really are in deep shit Folks. And People like this Richard Pattison and Hugh Hefner are the types They are after in My opinion. They do strange things in the eyes of the World. This messing with a Kid on T.V., and publishing a smut mag are not actually normal to People of the World. It just shows You how screwy America is. Let's do something now, Kelly McGill.

Seriously

I am a little pissed off right now. When I see how these People are and Nobodies doing a damn thing about Them I get hot. This down right nonsense to let some Kid do whatever He pleases. Richard is a spoiled little Kid. When He was'nt allowed to do what He wanted He ran away from home. I really doubt if He ever spoke to His Dad again. This Child needs bent over a knee and spanked for real. Richard knows I'd beat the crap out of too, He thinks He's a bad ass but He is mistaken. Put this Person behind bars now. I would if I could.