My last few posts?

   I do go back and read what it is that I saying, the ones I put out there last night? Whoa! I really don't want to sound like a Cooke, but if I keep that kind of crap up? I really do want the trust of any listening, if not I would'nt be so blatantly honest. Yes, I live a screwy life, and Yes I hate it. There is not too many of You out there that can relate to this next part, Daily, when I wake up, I contemplate suicide, and that is a fact. When I realize that Nancy is not there beside Me I hate life. They say that People kill Themselves to rid the pain? I understand completely. I can go on saying these People did this to My life, without People giving a damn I see that, but Goddamn it People They did this to a Kid that They knew was slow. I plead for the help I'll never receive, and I know it sounds like a broken record too. I want justice!