This is not a hoax

   I am a real Person on the face of the Earth and I have been victimized. I so badly want justice for the crimes committed against Me. I foresee a future for Me with brightness, as long as abstain from the abusive life I have live for the past thirty plus years. I have mentioned sobriety, well two weekends ago I fell off the wagon. I went to Casper and spent the evening drunk, so drunk I should have wound up in Jail, yes I drove afterwards. But Tonight I refused to go drinking, and on certain days You really want to. Those days are Saint Valentines day and Fathers day, They are cruel days for a Loser like Me. But Hey, I am sitting here as sober as I can be Tonight for a fact. It is a depressing evening to say the least, God bless the broken hearted. As I have done in the past I will do Tonight, this is so depressing I have to quit. Hug Your Loved Ones and be damn glad You're not Me. Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

With liberty and justice for All?

   Well? How come these People are'nt in Jail yet? It may just be Nobody gives a damn, or They may be abiding Their time. I am sure it is because I am a Slow Person, and They have some smarts. I do understand that what They are doing on the Television is purely just a misdemeaner, but what They did to My life is a felony. I regret never reading that damn Playboy now. I seriously, if handed some money would have split in into thirds and gave these Assholes Their fair share. I would have eventually saw through what They were doing to My life after a spell and had it out with Them I know now. I can see right through Richard Pattison now. I am convinced that any song I would have written He would have had a plan to copyright it in His name, guaranteed. If I could prove that I was set up with some money I would not hesitate to take these Boys down for stolen property, I am sure it would stick. But without proof? I am spinning My wheels. So Tonight I spread some words around, maybe they'll help out some Kid out there. Like, "This old Boy grew.", "I grew since then.", "You're not Man enough to grow.", "Smart allecky Kid.", "Lonliness will drive You insane.", "If You had a Man You'd be mature.", "Yes I am a Man.", "Stop trying to be a Man.", and "Damn Fool Kid." are some things I learned along the way. Remember one thing Kids, "The mind is a terrible thing to waste.". Kelly McGill.

What a Jerk!

   I just goes to prove I can be a Dipshit, look at what I wrote last night. But hey, I have to be an honest Person so People will understand what has been done to My life. I cannot say it enough how These two People in My past made My life a living Hell. It sure as Hell does'nt help leaving a string of broken hearts behind Me, that in itself screws with Me hard, but to have My best Friend set Me up like They did bothers Me immensely. I am still mind boggled at how these People are allowed to mess with Me on T.V., I have a rough time accepting this seriously. I know Richard Pattison well enough to know He is laughing His ass of at being untouchable. Good God Man!

The Hell You say!

   Do You really want to know how cold hearted I can be? My Mother has incontinence, and I say She deserves it, fact! Incontinence means She craps Her pants without control. I understand that this is mean, but these People are not normal.

Why Me? Is a Kid!

   Ya, I understand that all of this bitching about My F'd up life is a Child's way of seeking help, but what else can I do? Go and Kill a Kid? All My life, and I do mean all of it, I have been messed with, and that is a fact. I told You about My Grand Parents giving Me a Puppy, I remember a lot from those years but I do not recall ever playing with My Dog. As I have said, I was told to go out and feed it one day and He tried to attack Me. This was the same year that I crawled up the ladder leaning against the fence and went to the hospital for smacking My head against the ground. What a screwed up Family I have? My Folks have told Me so much crap that I called Their bluff and told the U.S. Marshals that the local prison farm was allowing Rapist to run a muck in town. I have lived a screwy life, but come on? I insist on the fact that I moved here to Riverton Wyoming for one reason alone, I just want one of these People to run into Me.

Wronged

   I have to say that it is not a normal Person that messes with the life of another. These People think They are as cool as They come to lie and cheat an unsuspecting Child such as Myself. They do not think like normal Men at all, I understand My even saying this is an insult to any Man on Earth, but I must say what needs to be said. I must insist on repeating what I have said in the past here, I had no inclination of being a Musician until I was set up with Acid and Rushes 2112 album. It is proof in My mind that when I was told afterwards that "Richard wants You to join in a Band." that Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley were plotting this whole thing. Drugs just kept coming My way, and now I see Who was behind it. As I have said, even the first time when I was asked to join in a Band They were conveinently absent when I was stoned. This was a planned action People. I again say that when the Playboy was given to Me They had Me so stoned it altered My thinking for the rest of My life, and that is unforgivable. A killing offence if there ever was one! And now They are allowed to mess with My life on the Television? My God!

What else?

   I have a bitch Today, how on Earth are shows like Moonshiners being allowed? Good God Man, They are actually committing felonies on the aire and Nobody stops Them. The Cop on that show must watch the damn thing. I am positive He knows for a fact Who is brewing, He has to see Them on T.V. and They are in His jurisdiction. Just goes to show You what I have been saying, Money talks and Bullshit walks Folks. Next month it will be three solid years that I have kept this up, and nothing is being done about how I am Fucked with on National Television, that is nonsense! I have continuously spilled My gutts on how rotten My life is with no avail, Holy Crap! "It's enough to drive a Man insane.", and that My Freinds is exactly what Richard Pattison wishes to do to My life. I do not exaggerate nor do I lie to Myself, I am wise to the ways of the World, and I am in My right mind to a certain extent. When I say this I do know it will raise questions on My meaning, I am dead serious when I say what They did to My life left a Child with a wandering mind. I am a Victim of a vicious crime and I see no justice so far. I beg and pray that a true Grown up takes a look at this and does something. I really do hate the life I have known People. I wonder at Myself for staying alive for as long as I have. I have in My life been racked so bad by pain that I have fallen to My knees, during that time in My life I picked up My .44 Mag. and the temptation to kill Myself was so intense I got scared and put it away quick. But hey, Nobody cares for a Dumbass anyhow.