Thursday, October 30, 2014

I can only keep trying

   I notice My daily readers are dropping, that I am sure is because I talk about the same things all the time. I really am at a loss on how to keep it interesting, but I am not here to be entertaining. Christ when I think of Nancy I feel such incredible pain. I was working in Corpus Christi when I was racked so bad I grabbed My Buck knife and came so close to cutting My throat that it scared the Hell out of Me. Again I would rather not talk about it, but I feel People need to see how rotten My Life has been even without these Jerks helping Me along with My misery. "I hide My pain in My anger", and I am one mad Mother too.

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

The story of My Life.

   I understand that I may not be the worse Life there is, but I bet money I hurt more than most inside. The feelings I am suffering through are written on My face. If You have ever seen the show "The Mentalist" You would have seen the look on the face of the Gal that plays the cop, that Woman has felt some pain. You know by the frown She wears on Her face. I am glad to see that after a while She smiled a lot more though. My Family is a hard one too as I have said, My Aunt Phil dies and the way They made Her face look at the funeral is disturbing, She had that frown. I am dead serious too, that is how They are. Like the time My Dad flat out said to Me, "You must know what You're looking for.", cruel People that They are. Why I even come around Them  I wonder. I really would'nt put it past Them to have told Bill Rowley that it was alright to do what They did. That is hard to really believe, but the way They are I'm not sure about Them. Well I think I'll go cry Myself to sleep, good night.

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Monday, October 27, 2014

This sucks

   I really have to say something Tonight, just like I have before, because I cannot let it go. It is not a normal Person that jacks with My life in the manner in which Richard does. And I say again that no Man would allow His nonsense. This Kid is a Joker that needs to be locked up. As the saying goes I am not doing this for My health. Rough Life? You bet Your ass it is, and I sure as Hell did not need these People messing with My Life just to make it harder.

Saturday, October 25, 2014

I write again

  What I have to say has more bearing on the Planets future than Children will comprehend. We have Enemies among Us, Who are They? What frightens Me is You will not be able to distinguish what Asshole needs shot, unless He/She is firing upon You first, which could be too late by then. So watch Your ass.

Friday, October 24, 2014

I am read?

   I am appreciative when I see that Someone is actually reading this stuff. I am an honest hard working stiff and I have really lived this mess. I see more then a lot of the Kids when it comes to Grown Adults, but I have to admit I don't know jack to be truthful. The feelings are rare too be straight up. It can be years between seeing a Full Grown feeling emit from a Human. I know there are many People out there that will understand what I am saying too. I want so bad, and this is from the heart, for the Youth of the World to see Grown. When You do You change, and this is a known fact from People ahead of You. A Young Man's feeling can confuse the Young, "I feel like a Man, I am Grown.", but in reality You have just cracked the egg, it needs some cooking before it's fried. Call Me a Liar and You'll show Your youth to be sure. For I learned things so long ago You would be amazed. Things like I have mention before, such as, "I'm the first one to admit to it.", "Face up to the facts of Life.", "Childish nonsense.", "God Damn Kid's!", and so much more it would astonish the Youth. My name is Kelly and I speak out, grab a hold of what I say.

Thursday, October 23, 2014

Slow Sucker.

  Depends? Yes I am about to buy some. Here I sit talking to a Woman, one I do not remember meeting even though She knew Me, Damn Drunk again, when I have to pee. Well in this Bar there is only a one stool restroom, I have done the pee dance there before too. I really had no inclination to be romantic, but Dammitt when You pee Your pants You leave the Bar anyhow. That My Friends is exactly ow My Life is. What really bothers Me is that I am supposed to live a different life Than I do, and these People turned Me into what I am. I admit to being a dumb Kid and breaking Nancy's heart without even understanding I was doing so, which in the eyes of a normal Human would be enough to seek justice for the crime's committed......... Kelly Here saying this is absurd to allow these People. I have had just about enough, I really want to kill these Bastards.