Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Do You want to know something about this Pattison Fella? Would You believe He even went to Tibet to become a Monk? I doubt if He really tried Myself, but that's what He said He was going to do. When He came back He said it was to filthy over there and could'nt stand it. My thoughts are He was just going over seas, He did say He went to Holland while there. Don't the Monks have a vow of silence? I know Richard well enough to know that He could never keep that pledge. As I have said before this Kid is a Hot Shot that thinks His shit smells like roses. I am curious about a song, "All the gold in California is in a bank in the middle of Beverly Hills in Somebody else's name.", Whos? Mine or Richards? I know now that I was being set up due to the fact that I was such a little Kid that night of the party, and now this Richard Pattison is wealthy because of it. If these People were My Friends They sure as Hell would have let Me know what that damn Playboy said instead of rubbing in My face that I am a slow Kid. Again Folks I do not lie, this all has happened to My life, Kelly.
Thursday, March 6, 2014
I sure as Hell hope You can read this, I left My glasses at My house and using the Folk's internet connection. so things are a bit blurred. I know, I'm showing some signs of age. I do not actually look at any post from others, but I do know that I starting to be followed by a lot of Police Officers. To those I wish to say that I sure do hope You don't take this as a prank. I really do not, in My art want to go out and kill these People, but I know Myself well and see that I am capable of losing complete control if I ran into Them. I can see how My even saying this could raise questions about My sanity, I Myself keep a close watch on it. I am at a point to where I am positive that this Richard Pattison it paying some high falutin' S.O.B. off, I am without a doubt sure that Hugh Hefner knows exactly Whom to approach about such things, and that I write for not, but as the saying goes, "Can Ya blame a Guy for trying?". My name is Kelly McGill, and I do have serious issues in life and most of them were created by these People. All I can hope for is that They get run over by a truck and it's not Mine. I would be a bigger Fool then I am if They did vanish now after writing all of this, so I would have to follow in Their shoes and create a solid aliby for a fact. I cannot prove, without the help of those involved, that They are guilty of administering the acid, but They are screwing with My life as a joke. The proof is on Television. With this said I am finished for the evening, again, this sucks. Kelly.
Saturday, March 1, 2014
I really have to wonder if there really is justice in the World. I continuously talk about these People screwing with My life on national television and in the movies. I have many regrets in My life and of them is My profession. I feel I should have been a Cop. And I know if I were and I saw this I would make damn sure I looked into it. But Hey, I'm just some slow Kid so it's just too bad, right? I can hear People now, "They did'nt force this Guy to do the drugs.", well no, but it was premeditated. They had planned from the beginning to watch My life change. I am serious when I say I was happy with the mind I had when this all started, now I want to take My life because I hate the life I live worse than most of You could fathom. I again say this is disturbing so I have to quit, Kelly.
Friday, February 28, 2014
Reality. Reality is something I face every time I wake up. I wind up taking a good hard look at Myself when I realize that Nancy is not there with Me and I see Myself still suffering for Her after over thirty years. It may sound insane to You I am sure. I had the chance recently to check My sanity, there is a Fella that walks around town wearing a dress, that tells a Person You are not as bad off as You may think. Well, Tomorrow I sign the lease for My house. I have paid Norm $400. a week for the past two weeks in order to pay off the deposit of $875., I will have to borrow $200. extra in order to pay the$1,400. in full, but that's fine with Me. This will be the first place I have rented in three years. It just goes to show You that it is possible to work Your way out of the streets when You try. The problem most People have is They stay in an area where the jobs are hard to find. Well, I'm out a here. I hope the spring weather will bring joy to the lives of those that get depressed in the winter, I'm looking forward to it Myself, Kelly.
Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Yes it is nonsense when I go so far out of My way to see justice and nothing is done about it. I even tell You I want to commit Murder and nothing. Again, I speak of such things to get Your attention, but I really do want to take these Punks out that bad.
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
I have said repeatedly how I want to kill these People, it is not a joke. I admit I will not go seeking Them out and commit a Murder, but I know Myself well enough to say that if I run into one of Them I will start a fight and more then likely beat a piece of dirt to death. I have told You about losing control before and not even remembering what happened. I would much rather have these People brought to justice and see Them sitting in Jail for a spell, but the longer this continues the angrier I become. Persistence pays off, I have seen it first hand. I am known in Texas as a Bastard when I don't get paid. I have a knack for pissing somebody off enough that I will get paid. If it does'nt work by calling the one that owes You till His phone is shut off, call the next Person up the ladder. If that don't work, go even higher. You'll find that one Person that says enough is enough and You will get paid. I have done this a time or two and it worked every time. Thus is the main reason I write and write like I do, it has to work. I insist on bringing these Boys down for the way I was, and being, treated by Them. In My eyes this is a killing offence, and I want something done before I go too far. Sincerely, Kelly McGill.
Sunday, February 23, 2014
I really am pissed off about these People as I say. As of Today I am still seeing or hearing things on T.V. and in the Movies that really bothers Me. Subliminal messages? Is that what I just saw on Lara Croft: Tomb Raider? Right before She does Her acrobatic scene She is looking for some music. She pulls out an album where You can only see the top of it, it is Pink Floyd's Animals album for sure, She then puts it back. This is a direct shot at Me Folks. As I have stated before this all started with that album. Freda came by and asked if I wanted some acid and then I looked on the turntable and found that exact album already set up for Me to listen to. I was so into it that night that I can say without a doubt I was playing the lead while listening to it. I am not a Professional Musician, but I blew Jon Piersons mind while jamming one night, again They had Me tripping on acid that night too. I'll say it here and now, if these People are not brought to justice I am capable of taking a life over this. You do not understand what My life is like and You will never be able to see it with Your mind, and these People created it. And now They fuck with Me? Anger is reality. Kelly John McGill.