Saturday, September 22, 2012

STILL NOTHING!

   This is starting to get out of hand, how do I get justice? These little kids screw with My life and I can do nothing about it? I tell You here and now, I am going to beat the Fucking hell out of Them when I run into Them, I know where three out of four of these Assholes are. I admit, I am not the toughest Guy around, but I know how to hurt People. Enough said I feel it does no good to ramble on like this. You Folks enjoy Your day, Kelly

Thursday, September 13, 2012

September 13th, 2012

   Well I aint going nowhere by trying to talk with Hugh Hefner, ignored is what I am. I can say without a doubt that my messages via Facebook go directly to Him, and I tell the truth when I say I was given the Playboy, one inwhich I did see My name in print while breezing through it, so I know damn good and well that He knows who it is that is contacting Him. Too damn good to talk to a Fella like Me I guess, rich Bastard is probabaly laughing about the whole affair. I can see why He would want Richard Pattison around too, He was known as a Guy that was good with the Ladies, He would fit right in with that crowd. Myself? I doubt if They would want a slow Boy to hang out with Them. Hell, when We were nineteen most of the Guys around that We knew were the type that slept alone, Bill Rowley, Kent Jepson, Ken Dodson none of Us were great Lovers. Ya Bill would say He was, He always brought these Girls by, fifteen yearolds. I was cordial to Them but never showed any interest due to Thier age. The only fifteen year old I did show an interest in was Shiela, and that was because I had seen the look in Her eyes before that. They call Them jailbait for a reason People. I really hope that this damn writing does some good, because this is depressing. C-Ya later, Kelly.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

I don't have a title today

   I get kinda lost just titleing these dang things. I thought of something these Characters are more than likely saying about Me. We were at My apartment once when an old boy from the bar downstairs was up. He said He more'n likely had spent a million dollars in His lifetime. Without thinking about it I said Me too, I was corrected by Bill Rowley. Of course at nineteen I had never spent a hundred thousand, it just goes to show You how dimwitted I am. It was easy for these Guys to set Me up with enough acid to destroy My brain cells, I did'nt think before I did them. I can still be so dumb as to jump in without thinking of the consequences too much. Bah, guess what I did this morning? I found Hugh Hefners personal facebook page, I am curious if He'll write back, it's worth a try aint it? You Folks have a great sunday will Ya, Kelly.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Mad at the World

   Ya, that's Me, "Mad at the World.", but I do have a right to be. Man, I'm actually getting a lot of pagewiews recently, thank You for reading this People. That at least makes Me a bit better. I do hope that I wind up with a certain reader real soon because of what I did just a few minutes ago. I have in the past wrote to Playboy as I have mentioned, I tried to do so tonight and found a Facebook page for Playboy. All I really did was leave a comment on a Porshe, along with telling Them where I can be found. Let's hope Hugh Hefner Himself reads this. I am curious what kind of a Man He really is, does He even know what Richard Pattison has done. And as far as Richard and Bill Rowley go, I state a fact when I say that They're the ones that told People to do what They have done. And Hugh if You are reading this page let Me tell You something, when that Playboy was handed to Me Pal They had Me so high I was not in My right mind, and I was never the same. I state a fact so help Me God. I will end with saying one last thing for the evening, in a few days it will be 9/11, and We will all remember a day that changed Our lives. I wish luck and a safe return to all of those abroad. I have Family members that have returned from both Iraq and Afganastan and I am glad They are safe. Sincerely Kelly McGill

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Here We go again

   I have to be honest here, one of the toughest things to come up with on these blogs is the title, really, I can go on and on about this happening or They did that, but to title it seems to be the toughest part. Man, I look at My life and I seriously become exasperated, I guess that means a bit overwhelmed, but I must insist on saying I speak the truth and nothing less. I know My saying just that probabaly ticks People off, but I have to cram this down Your throat almost to find a way to bring certain People to justice. I know I have said a few times that I was through doing this, but when a Person thinks about how They think They are so cool to do what They do, I refuse to quit. Ask Yorselves again, what would You do? Myself? I would rather be doing what I did on Saturday, I backpacked into a lake in the windriver mountains, I was near the top when I saked Myself if I wanted to continue through the next two days, I told Myself to beat the storm coming in and made it to My truck pretty fast. If Ya think I was Wussin' out, You have to understand that I hiked for over five hours going both ways with only short breaks. I aint seventeen anymore, like I was when I went up to that lake in highschool. There is a feeling You get, or atleast I have had it before, that when You are up that high You have but no choice but to continue, I know You can be rescued, but I say to Myself, 'Ya better get off Your ass and get going, nobody's gonna carry You down.", even though They will, I get up. That kinda relates to My plight here today, the difference being, I really need the help. I cannot make it off this mountain alone. These People are so powerful They can actually mess with Me on the T.V., how in the Hell do I beat Them without actually beating Them hard? Welcome to My dilemma, Kelly.

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

The Laughing Stock?

   When I say laughing stock, I am referring to these Characters being aloud to do what They do national television. That in itself is an outrage. I understand, as I have said before, that this seems as if it's unreal. Like Who would believe that I was offered whatever it was in My own copy of Playboy? That in itself seems far fetched I agree, but it is the truth. And I state again that it was handed to Me after They had Me in another state of mind to boot. A Man would have walked up to You and said something about it, a Friend would have made damn sure that You understood what it is this magazine is saying to You. Not alter Someones mind and try to destroy what little mind He does have. That is a crime that will not go unpunished if and when I run into each one of Them. Richard Pattison should'nt be all that hard to find if I look in the right places. I'm not talking about removing Them from the face of the Earth, but I will be violent towards Them. I'll spill My guts out later, Kelly.

Monday, September 3, 2012

2088 Page views ?

   Hey! You are reading this? Well alright, I guess I am reaching out to Sombody out there. Heck, I might even get a Judge to look at it if I keep it up, gotta try aye? Well, what to say? Hell I get bored with this "Richard did this, I was an absolute screw up!", crap. You wanta know how I started out tying to really better My life? I tried to write My biograghy, I thought what the hell I'd try to get help from Playboy, I see My errors now, and sent through Thier Chicago office hand written letters. Were'nt They the ones that regognized Me? Well anyhow, no response. I had even contacted Them via the internet, I have sent email a plenty via Forums too. That was when I said enough and dropped everything an went to Santa Monica the first time. I walked right up to and walked in the front door of Playboy west studios. The receptionist was surprised that the door even opened. I was given a phone number to call, but when I did I could do nothing but cry when I tried to talk to the Gentleman on the line, He hung up after a short time of course. An emotional wreck to say the least, if I were to stand on a wittness stand I would breakdown I am sure of it. But hey it's cool, Richard Pattison is a swell Guy, He gets to mess with My life, that's one cool Dude. I'll be ta seein' Ya later, Kelly

Thursday, August 30, 2012

30 years later

   Damn My luck all to Hell anyhow. You know it's been almost to the day thirty years since I fell head over heels in love with a Woman I cannot be with. One that left Me so devestated that I cannot even try to talk to another Woman. There is a saying about losing the true love of Your life and not wanting Anybody else. There's also another, "Can't You tell? The Boy's love struck.", that one sums it up just right. I am truly surprised that I'm not crying Myself to sleep tonight, for the pain is nearly unbearable most of the time. All I want to say tonight is this, Nancy sweetheart, if You happen to read this, I want You to know and understand that I am so deeply in love with You and that I never intentionally broke Your heart. I was shocked so bad that I could do nothing about the fate of Our lives. You if Anybody should understand that, I witnessed You in a state inwhich You were out of control too. You truly have a big heart to be so loving towards an innocent Kid such as Myself, for I know that is what You saw standing in front of You with a puzzled look on My face after looking into those beautiful eyes of Yours. I sincerely love You and send My best wishes for You in Your life. With this said I will end for the evening, Kelly.

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

The Heartache Quake

   The Earth started shaking right under My feet, the whole World moved I felt it's beat, all I can say is that I felt the ground, and My World started tumbling down. Ever since that day I could understand, that on any given day life's a chance, You're supposed to take it one day at a time, so let's go out and see what We find. What I'm tryin' to say here is that life's too short, so don't wait around until Your times run out, a Person's really needs to know Thier way, I do hope that You know that way. Hey I've felt some pain here in My life, so I know exactly what I'm talking about, if You've got that heartache just let it go, Someone's out there I just know.          What You have just read is an actual song of Mine, it is copyrighted with out the final verse added in though. Yes it is about the pain I feel daily. People a Person should not go through life hating every minute of it, but I do. I can tell most of You can't deal with what I say, if You could I would have over three hundred followers, I have 97 at the time of writing this page. Hell as long as I have People reading this what do I have to complain about? Right? Myself? I would stay a follower until the Guy took Them down, how about You? I leave You with that thought. Kelly.

Monday, August 27, 2012

Cry Baby

   Ya, I have been known as a crier. I was sitting in My chair in My apartment at the Teton, where it all started, when I broke down and started bawling for no reason at all. Kent Jepson was there, He looked like He wanted to get up and run out of the place. Once at My apartment in Austin, where the Playboy was handed to Me, I started bawling again in front of Bill Rowley. What You have here is a Child that has been a bit out of control People. Pain? Yes I feel more pain than any Human should feel in Thier life time. That is just a part of My simple life though. I really do not understand some People, They just want to make a simple Persons life rougher than it needs to be. Bill even said something to Me about My crying once, if I remember right it was, "At least I don't cry.", Goddamn it Man leave a Guy alone will Ya? I have to share something I felt the other day, I was driving on a two lane road when I thought about the possibity of dying in a headon wreck, there was a thrill when I realized just how easy a Person can die. I understand that saying so is crude to say the least, but it is how I saw it at the time. When I speak of dying, I have to admit that I am not really relishing the thought of going right now. I know I have a chance at bringing these People down, be it a small chance it's still a chance. Well I'm more than likly boring You tonight, so I'll quit with that said. Sincerely, Kelly McGill

Sunday, August 26, 2012

Today is what it is

   Hey, I have been doing this for over a year! And Goddammitt to hell I feel I deserve justice, which I also feel I will never achieve. Why? Because I am a slow Child? Ya, that's it. You know, it is a fact of life that this is going on, I am here writing it. My life is a screwy one if nothing else aye? I see what's going on out there, when the authorities look at what is going on They see a couple of professional Men at work. No it is not even close to being a pro if You mess with My life. And a Man? Not a chance. They are amatuerish in the way They approach My life in the manner that They do You cannot tell Me They are doing this on national television and calling Themselves Pros in doing so. I am what is known as a professional carpenter, even though I can screw up, My work is still done at a profssional grade. I will be the first to say that I wish I could accomplish some jobs with a better outcome. When I say that I can screw up, this does not mean that when I am finished it looks like crap. Hell I've seen some of the best, and I do mean best, mess up. I was taught by a Fella named John Lucas in Austin Texas, His words to Me were to make it look professional. I have been told by others, "Even if You're digging ditches, make it look professional.", I strive for perfection so if You're a little off You still look good, that is My opinion. Hey, I've got a couple of words for Ya tonight, I'm feelin' like sayin' 'em,"Mature Smature!", "Gods gift to Women!", "A little big for Your britches!", "I'll wipe that smile off Your face!", "Don't smile when You say that!", "Those are fighting words!", I do know that alot of these are known, but I just said what came to mind tonight. I sure a hell hope that Your lives are doing the right things in life, I doubt if any of My readers would intentionally mess a Fellas mind up for Thier own gain, so You Folks enjoy the lives You have, like You needed to be told, and stay the course of rightouesness, Amen. Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Hell if I know anymore

   What the heck, I gotta say something even if I have very little to say today. I wonder if My phone has been called, I put the number on here a long time back. The problem is that I now have two phones and I keep the one just because I have had the same number for around four years now, it's a prepaid one that I put thiry five dollars on last january. I am curious if it has been called because I cannot access My voicemail on it. I have been getting calls, but since I keep it at the house I never have a chance to answer the thing. So I have a solution if some officer of the law or Anybody else that wants to call it to hear what an Idiot sounds like, just call (307) 231-5621. I do hope nobody calls just to hear what an absolute moron talks like though. If You really want to know just watch King of the hill. Like I said I knew Mike Judge before He made it big with His cartoons, He always said He could'nt understand what I was saying. I have ran into that a few times, hearing aids come to mind because it is a rare occurance. Even though, I have been called Boomhauer a time or two, once when We were loading some stuff on a truck I said, not mocking Boomhauer either, I said , 'Danged old danged old  covered wagons Man', because of the way it looked, everybody laughed and called Me Boomhauer. Ya, I'm probabaly made fun of thru that show too. What the heck, that seems to be the American way aye. Well I am wise to the ways of the World a bit more then these Children that screw with People at least, that may be the only thing I have going for Me aye. You Folks have a great day allright? Later.

Thursday, August 23, 2012

Deserving?

   Ya I feel I am deserving. I am not a Rapist, Molester, Murderer, Thief, nor a Person that goes out of His way to destroy Somebodies life. I have lived an impossible life to say the least. I admit to My faults in a manner that if nothing else is outrageous ta say the least. I cannot say enough Folks that I was asked if I wanted some acid, then when I was peaking preety good was handed a copy of Playboy that I can say was made especially for this Kid sitting right here. Then They had the gall to ask if I wanted to huff some ether, good god Man, They were out to fuck Me up so bad that I'd be in a state of incompatence. This is a sad thing to realize that My Friends would stoop to such dastardly actions. The facts are there People, Johnny Carson, Tyler Perry. Max Groenig, Craig Furguson, They have all put it in a light that is simple to see that I speak the truth. You want to see how Frickin' honest I am, as if I have not proven such. When I reached puberty I was a bit ubsurd in My actions Myself. My oldest sister Lois will not like what I amout to write, but I must say what is required. She was the first Girl I ever kissed, I won't elaborate on the rest of what She had Me do, I must say though that there was nothing involved more than touching. Later I must of thought I was supposed to get to know My kid Sister a bit better because of that, I did'nt have a chance at doing so. I did pull on Her pants, that was pretty much it. You know I screwed up My first chance to be with a real pretty Gal one night, again, My sister just two years older than Me set it up for Me and My Pal Curt to play strip poker with a Gal I had a crush on, My Brother in laws sister Tina. I was shocked and did'nt except the offer. My Friend Curt did'nt hang out with Me much after that. So again II ask You a simple question, deserving? I feel I am. Have a wonderful evening, Kelly.

Sunday, August 19, 2012

Hack this

   Why do some of these People in the World get a kick out of hacking into Your computer or sending viruses? They need a swift kick in the ass for real. I have had Someone in the past take over My M.S.N. account before, the thing is is that I got back in and reset it, now I have His gmail address. Once I was told when I signed in that Somebody in Florida was attempting to get in to My account, Why? Yesterday and today bothI have played hell to sign into My Yahoo account, I changed My password again. I got a way for Ya to come up with a password that is tough to break. You need a pencil at hand, then You randomly pick numbers and letters along with a few dollar signs or whatever. After You use it a few times You'll remember it pretty easy. Next time I chang e one I'll hit the box that asks if You want to change Your password every seventy two days. Hack that Punk. Well that's about all I want to say today, except for Fuck Hefner. C-Ya, Kelly

Saturday, August 18, 2012

A shot in the dark

   Ya this is a shot in the dark, that's really all I've got. I really can't believe that I can't bring these Punks down. When I say that They mess with My life on T.V. that alone should prove My case, but Who cares about an Idiotic Kid? I do for one. Well I still gotta try aye? I bet these Assholes swear They had nothing to do with giving Me drugs, well that's where Thier wrong. Richard came over one day and gave Me two ounces of mushrooms, I was already a fucked up Kid but knew no better so during the next two weeks that I had off I did them all. My head was spinning pretty good after that, and that is not an exageration. What made matters worse is that a few months later I met Nancy, boy I really started spinning then. I seriously thought of Her one day and what I saw in My mind was just exactly like a T.V. when the screen goes haywire, no bull. I have to tell You about the trips I took during those weeks here, a Friend of Mine said He too had seen the same things doing 'shrooms, on one trip Demons were coming out of the carpet, and just like Dino said, I was scared shitless. I was curled up on the couch scared out of My wits. A few times the Devil Himself appeared in front of Me, really. Hallucenating is a bad way to go Folks, for real. These two weeks are the ones that left Me a space case People, I saw the difference right away. Who's to say that I would have never done drugs without Them helping Me out with them, I was'nt the smartest cucumber in the basket to begin with, but I did not deserve to be messed with in such a manner. I can hear Them now, "Nobody forced Him to do them.", no, but I was set up with enough to screw My mind up pretty good. I'm sure as hell glad I had enough sense to refuse the ether I was offered, I know I would have become the vegetable They were trying to make Me. I really have to go for now, this is pissing Me off pretty good. Have a great night Folks, Kelly McGill.

Friday, August 17, 2012

Dammt to Hell

   The title should tell how I am feeling today. I had no clue that the Sgt. Major that I wrote about was so close to home, He was Shielas Brother. I just read His obituary. I thought His name was John, it had been since I was nineteen that I had seen Him last. My condolances go out to Shiela and Her Family. And another thing I want to say to Shiela, I am happy to see that You're married now, congratulations. And to any Soldiers out there take care, and like I said come home soon. Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

What the fuck Chuck?

   Here I am talking about a fucked up Kid, well My youth ws a mess is all I can say. Hell, when I first went Antelope hunting I was messed with by My own Grandfather. I was given His.270 to shoot, I hit the dirt on the first shot, the only thing is that the bullet hit about twenty feet to the left and around three foot low. When I said it was out of alignment, My Grandpa said, "You just can't shoot Boy.". Hell I shot a sparrow through a hole in the trees that musta been about three inches wide with a B.B. gun long before that. Another shooting episode was with My .22 pistol, this has nothing to do with the Family though, My Friends told Me that My gun was a piece of junk. So I took Them out about fifty feet from where We were shooting and set up two bottles, I then put one in the middle right behind them and told Them, "That one is Mine.", I busted it on the first shot. Bill Rowley and Me had Our pictures taken in Billings Montana, they were those old style western pictures, I musta scared the photogragher because You could see down the barrel when We pointed at the camera, Bills was aiming at the moon. It's kinda funny how those pictures just seemd to disapear, huh? Some People make Me sick to My stomach, Really, Kids just want to fuck with the lives of others that are less superior to Themselves, Hey Kid, Grownups don't fuck with People, That My Friend is known as a fact of life. I hope to hell that Hugh Hefner Himself is reading this, I know He never meant for Me to be destroyed by My so called Pals, if You are Hugh, take 'em down Pal, seriously. I was nothing but a Kid that They were trying to fry so They could have a Person in Thier band that was messed up om drugs like Areosmith or the  Rolling Stones, or worse Sid Barret from Pink Floyd. I admit to My faults in life People, a Man is honest, I may be immature in a lot of ways, but I am Man enough to admit to the truth. Have a wonderful life Folks, and again, Kids keep of of the drugs, Kelly.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Kelly here.

   Hey, if I can't get anything done through the law, I might as well just talk. I say no lie when I say I will go to Washington and do the right thing this winter, but for now I'm just gonna talk. Anyone have Kids out there, dumb question I know, well I've got an answer to Thier bedwetting problems, I gaurantee it will work. Yes I too was a bed wetter, all the way up to the seventh grade. What broke Me was an alarm, it was attached to a thin metal pad that went under My sheets. When it got wet it woke the whole house up it was so loud. I believe I've got a better way. What My problem was is that I always had a dream that I was using the restroom, next thing Ya know You're wetting the bed. Tell Your Kids to pinch Themselves everytime They use the toilet, when They're trying to go in Thier dream and They pinch Thier arm I feel They'll wake up, thus ending the horrific experience of being the Kid in the Family that has the problem. Hey, it's worth a try aye. Now some sad news, recently there was a Soldier killed in Afganastan, Sgt. Major Griffen was a graduate from My high school. I do plan on attending any memorial held in town here when it is held. To all of You Soldiers out there, I do hope You come home soon. To finish all I have to say is that the way He was killed was nothing more then cowardism. Watch Your asses over there. Sincerely, Kelly McGill

Sunday, August 12, 2012

Fightin' mad

   I guess I aint got a chance in Hell at finding justice, so it's time to go kick Somebodys ass. Bill Rowley if You're reading this watch Your backside son. I've made up My mind that these Assholes are'nt worth losing My freedom over, as soon as I can afford it I can gaurantee I am going to go to Washington and kick the living crap out Mr. Rowley. The justice system seems to be a farce when it comes to helping out some slow Kid. I know it has been a long time since this crime took place, but if I were an officer I would be looking into it. Who knows maybe They are, but when the weather turns cold here in Wyoming I'm going for it. That is what a normal Person would do in My opinion. I see it plain as day what these People did to My sorry ass life, and They think it a joke? I ask the lord here and now, God keep Me from beating this Bastard to death. In the first place Folks these People have seen Me in action, I don't claim to be a badass, but I can still move. C-Ya later Folks, Kelly.

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Followers?

   This goes out to those of You that actually read this crap, thanks. All the time I have been doing this I have collected at least a few followers a week, but I never get above 102 followers. I have even lost Karl Rove My Friends, I am at My wits end as the saying goes, I hate to admit to being suicidal, but sometimes I feel it the only way to end My misery, the easy way out as They say. Ya it would be alot easier then living with the pain and hatred that I endure, but I'd sure like ta see these arrogant bastards brought to Thier knees. Folks I am an easy going Fella, even though I have anger issues, I am the type of Person that walks away from a fight. I know that I contradict Myself from earlier blogs about Myself, in actuality, I am what is known as a Coward, why else would People walk all over Me? As I may have mentioned before Bill Rowley and Richard Pattison befriended Me, They needed  a ride to the senior keg out at the lake the year before We graduated. Which brings Me to Richards graduation, He never finished high school. Neither Bill nor Richard were allowed to get drivers licenses, Thier Parents were wiser than Mine, so Richard ran away from home, Thier Folks knew that They would be hard to handle with a drivers permit I can see that now. Hell, other then that I saw these Boys had a free rein. Richards Parents owned a Motel here in Riverton, I'm pretty sure His thoughts were that His Parents had it and He could get it, a manipulater from the get go. Bring Them to justice is all I want, before I lose it and kill Them on sight, please. In the name of justice, Kelly McGill.

Friday, August 10, 2012

Words of wisdom

   I figured I might as well say something People can use tonight. Starting with tidbits of wisdom like, "A Man's got a certain aire about Him.", "Lost without You.", '"Lonlely Boy.", "A Man's got His wits about Him.", "I sure have alot to learn.", "If You had a Man You'd be mature.", "It's a Mans World.", "Stop acting like a Man.", "That old Gentleman grew.", "We can be Men about this.", "Who the Hell would call that mature?", like I said before I got a bunch of 'em. I really do hope My writing does help People, heck I got nothin' better to do I guess. I do have something to work on though, My gut, I weight in at 200 lbs. as of today. When I was in Killeen Texas I was driving a cab for around eight months and got up to 266, I started eating a lot of fruit and drinking water, I lost 20 lbs. quick. Dr. Adkins has the plan, change Your diet, it works too. What I do is eat a nature valley granola bar with a cup of coffee for breakfast and again at break, for lunch I'll buy a salad at the grocery store with a bottle of tea, then just a peice of meat with a vegtable for dinner then go for a walk after an hour, four pounds in one day Folks. If Ya can't tell I'm feelin' pretty good right now, so Ya'll have as great weekend alright? Thanks for reading this at least, Kelly McGill.

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Determination

    A Liar? That is one thing I am not being. When I told the truth to My Mom at the age of thirteen, it really felt good inside. I have lied before, like the time I was arrested for the cocaine that I did a year for. The Police were taking stuff out of My pockets, I was arrested on suspicion of D.W.I., They found a dollar bill wadded up with the coke inside of it. The Officer asked Me what it was and I said I'd never seen it before. I said I had just left a topless bar and left after getting My change. He persisted but I kept to My story. When I went in front of the Magistrate I told Him the same thing. We locked eyes for quite a spell before He crossed off the $5,000. bond and wrote down $3,000. instead. Ya, I can lie if I have to, but Folks I do not tell a fib here. I am the Victim and They screw with My life and yet I seem to be going nowhere with this. You out there have to admit, if an old friend of Yours did something to Your life where Your thinking was altered, You too would want blood. I have mentioned how angered it makes Me, to the point of killing, but just the other day the thought crossed My mind and it scared Me. I really do not want to take a life, but these People really do not deserve to live happy while I am a living disaster. People I just want what everybody wants, to live a good life, that's kinda hard with My mentality though. Thanks Richard and Bill, for screwing My life up. I say right here and now I speak the truth, and these Boys will pay even if it's on judgement day. Have a good one Folks, Kelly McGill. p.s. I have'nt been drinking much lately, I quit for a year and a half before, pray that I can quit all together, Amen

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Still here

    I aint quit yet. Man what a crude life, I actually ignored Sheila like that, no joke. She had the same affect almost that Nancy had on Me, complete shock really. The only difference was that I saw a child when I looked at Shiela, what happened was that I told Myself, both times, that I did'nt want a little kid. Dufus. Ya I am an Idiot. The one thing in that Playboy that set My mind to thinking I was something was a cartoon, it read, "What's all this got to do with getting laid?", this was asked during a sex-ed class, in the next frame the Guy is writing over and over on a blackboard, "I am an Idiot! I am an Idiot!", no bull. In reality, this will expalin My luck in life, I was in Dallas Texas at a bar when a Gal walks up and takes My beer from Me, I might have mentioned this one I aint sure, anyhow She asks Me, "You always this dull?", then drug Me out onto the dance floor. Once there She asked if I could dance dirty, well, She bit Me because of the way I can dance. The next thing I know is that Her friends are breaking Us up telling Her She has a phone call. One of Them was giving Me the evil eye. Holy crap, I did'nt do anything to Her but what She wanted. I have to say here, I am a Guy that has always been overweight, My teeth are crooked, I get tounge tied pretty easy, and most of the time I'll say something that turns Them right off, and good looking Gals come after Me, aint I the unluckiest S.O.B. on the planet Earth. I can say with conviction, most People would end Thier lives if They felt half of the pain I live with. You gotta wonder about a Guy that loses so much. Have a great weekend anyways, Kelly.

Friday, August 3, 2012

Bloggin' My life away.

   Well I'm at it again, I have no choice but to try My damdest to get justice. I said something once to a character named Bill Rowley. He had brought the things Sheila had given Me to Texas with Him when He arrived. When they were shown to Scott Carrol I was still a little ticked about what happened between Us. You know it took Me nearly three years to realize what had happend to Us. Anyhow the words I used were crude and uncalled for and I offer My an apology to Sheila if She reads this, I said She had the body of a nine and the brains of a three. I was definately wrong about the brains, She was a little blind at the time as was I. I state a fact when I say that I care for Her, but We would not make a couple after that. I don't think I told You about My second chance at that. It was the last time I saw Her, She was working in a local bar here in Riverton around '86 or '87, I walked up and She was being given a bouqet of roses from some Fella, when She looked at Me She had the exact same look She had the first time I saw Her, that damn Kid fell in love with me a again, and this damn Kid did the same thing I did too, I ignored Her, bright Fella aint I. I have felt so much pain from that Girl it is hard to believe, but it's real. I look back at that couple of Kids and see that We were actually meant for each other. People this is hell writing this, I am hurting bad remembering Us. I can barely see the keys through the tears. Give a Fool a break, god dammit this hurts I gotta go. Sincerely Kelly McGill.

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Another Crook!

   Check this out, I am asked to do a survey by Bosley hair restoration and I will win $1,000.. Well I'll try I said, the next thing I know I am getting text messages. I have prepaid unlimited text, talk, and internet, They cleared evey minute from My phone. Jesus Christ this Worlds full of Crooks it seems. And Me some Dumbass that believes He can fight Them. Dumbass? Man I worked on a porch two days ago, I used the same measurement three times before I built the trusses on it, The first one We put up to see how it looked, it was twenty inches too short. Fuck Me! That is out of control People. I tell You no lie when I say Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley were trying to make Me worse then I am, and these were My friends? I hate the thought of having to work everyday like that. And They enjoy the fine lives They live. They had better hope and pray that a dipshit named Kelly McGill does'nt run into Them. As I said before, I came to My senses a little bit. Hey, I went to Santa Monica to take a life People. And Yes I was on My way to Wenachie Washington where I knew Bill Rowley was. I am so pissed of at this moment over the phone that I want to give up on trying. Give a Fella a break, Someone in the Police force of this land take these little Boys down before I do something I will regret. As I have said, I am not insane, if I were Bill Rowley, Scott Carrol, or Kevin Childers would be dead, I do know where They are. Along with a few others involved. This is Bullshit that I am Fucked with and Nobody's doing a damn thing. I have heard of twitter being the reason some People have been taken down, I have to try though. Folks, "I don"t claim to be something I"m not.", is a saying I live by. God help Us all.

Sunday, July 29, 2012

What to do next?

   The title says it all. Man what does a Guy have to do to bring these animals down. I play no games with Peoples lifes, and yet I am being played with. I state facts and nothing else. I do have to retract from a page a long time back, that's how I have to be, I said I used to pass gas to piss Jon Pierson off I believe, no that would be John Lucas. Now that's one hell of a thing to say, but it's the truth. My nickname was Smilin' Smelly, due to the fact that I had a grin after words. Well I guess I aint the nicest Person to do so, but I never harmed Anybody without just cause, and I sure as Hell never fried Somebodys brain for Them. Look People I say the truth when I say I walked into a party at the Marriot hotel on 290 in Austin Texas in 1980, soon afterwards I was presented a copy of Playboy with the headlines, "Stoned Hippy carries along hallucenagens.", I never went seeking the acid I took on the night of that party, nor did I ask for any when I was handed the Playboy, but I sure in the Hell was given it. I know what They're saying, that I bought it Myself, yes I did. The way it was offered to Me was in a way that They would look innocent, "Kelly, Ya wanta buy some acid?". When a Kid is'nt to bright to begin with, and has issues with peer pressure, He is apt to accept His friends when They do such a thing. Remember, They gave Me fourway windowpane, a black molly, and offered Me ether, Anybody would have screwed Thier life up that night. As I recall Kevin Childers and Scott Carrol were tripping to, I never caught on to the fact that They did'nt do as much as Me. I never even questiond why. You cannot tell Me that Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley were'nt contacted before I was given said acid, as soon as They showed up in Texas They started acting tough towards Me too, I say with conviction that the whole thing was Thier plan, Bill even said that Richard wanted Me in the band. You know I feel I am spinning My wheels here Folks, I don't have a prayer in Hell in finding justice. Stolen property is what I would have Them arrested for if I could prove it, that being the only thing I believe is possible to press charges on Them for. If You could get Hugh Hefner to talk You would have the proof, Thier names were'nt even know to the People that sent the Playboy. Good God this sounds made up does'nt it? Put Me to the test, Give Me a lie detector test, I will demand it. Again, Kids out there that are curious about drugs, don't screw Your life up. Look at how many People are in prison, or on the streets because of them, and then ask Yourselves if it's worth it. Be real about it, Kelly.

Friday, July 27, 2012

Here We go again

   To start with I have to go back to the very first blog. I stated that I am not insane and that this is not a game. I will admit that I have been close to insanity. I understand that makes no sense to those of You that have never been there, but My life has changed dramatically in the past years. I told You how I was in Dallas, I would get so mad at a passing car doing something wrong that I would try My damdest to fight with Them. That in reality is not the normal Me. I was bullied as I have said before, the Kids really wanted to try Me but I would walk away from it. What turned Me around was when I moved back to Wyoming around seven years ago, I was "Mad at the World" still, but being here calmed Me down a bit. I still have an anger issue, but nothing like in the past. If Anybody should be angry it is this Person right here typing, with all of the crap thats happened to Me who on this Planet could blame Me? I'll be the first one to admit to anything I might have done in My life, if You can't tell by now. If You knew how My mind really works now You too would hate these People Folks, I seriously cannot concentrate at work, I have a problem remembering the words to My songs, and I can't get it out of My mind what these Assholes did to My life. Who would beleive that I was offered a good life just for being a nice Kid? But it happened. I hope and pray everyday that this works and I take Them down for what They did to Me, I say again, I never asked for any stinking acid. In the first place, I sure as Hell would not have said give Me enough acid to screw My life up, and then hand Me the Playboy so I can be blown away. Thanks for spending the time to read this. I feel I may have a real chance if only I don't give up on life first. Sincerely, Kelly McGill

Thursday, July 26, 2012

post 150

   Dammitt Man, I am closing in on blog 200, I'll make it yet. How's it going in Your World? Mine? I dare not say. Today I just want to say that I'm still here. Enjoy Your evening, and thanks for reading. Kelly

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Almost a Winner

   Man, when I look at what actually happened just due to the fact that I walked into a party I am amazed. I was offered a life I believe. As I said before I was so high before I was even given that Playboy that I did'nt even want to read about Myself. I know in My heart that I was being offered a new life. But My Pals had other ideas. I want to say right here that if anyone of them are reading this, that They really should become honest Men. I would'nt doubt it a bit if Thier actually calling Themselves Grownups now. Well Ya can't be a liar and a Scoundrel and still call Yourself an Adult in the eyes of the real wise People. I feel, as I have stated before, that this writing is for not. But it does help a soul to let it out. As the saying goes, "Don't hold it inside, it will eat You alive.". I lie to You not when I speak of My existance on a planet known as Earth, I have never had a nice life, and when I was given the chance to live a good life, I was brutally and viciously set up with enough drugs to set My mind spinning. I know People are saying, "They did'nt force Him to do the acid.", no but They did have enough on hand to alter the way My mind actually works. And that My Friends is what makes Me so angry that I want to take Them down. As I have said before, I cannot kill these People. But at the same time I must say that I am very capable of it due to the fact that I would lose it on these People. God help Us all if these are the kind of People that recieve the support of the World. Amen

Sunday, July 22, 2012

1805 Pageviews?

   I must be doing something right to have People even reading this crud. A normal blog would sound like this I imagine, Me and My Dad went up to the mountains to go fishing today. I brought the only one back, We both had one get away. Then We stopped in Dubois and I bought Him lunch. Yes that is what happened today, but it won't bring these Characters down. "Unlucky at love.", Yep, that's Me. Hell I'm unlucky at everything, but love? My first Girlfriend did'nt even know that She was. I hung around with this Kid in the third grade that had a Girlfriend. I hung around with Them and Her friend. I thought She was Mine. The next school year He up and moves. Me? I fell right in beside Patty Waters, until Her brother Kelly told Me to leave Her alone. My first heartbreak. In junior High I had a young Lady that kept looking at Me, I feel it was Her name that scared Me off, Fleckenstein. Janice if You are reading this I say with all honesty that I had no idea that You were so pretty. I looked at an old yearbook years later and kicked Myself. The first Girl I took out was stolen by Troy Herrera. I said something stupid to the next Gal. And Laura Chiles came next. Then Sheila. I was starting to get the hang of meeting Women until a very dark night, this is seriously close to thrity years ago exactly, I met Nancy in the Dallas nightclub in Austin Texas near the end of August 1982. There is not a morning that I awaken that I do not think of Her either. So maybe You can see, if not understand, My dilema in life. I have a real problem with the opposite sex due to Nancy. Plus My old Pals tried to destroy My life so bad that I would not be able to function as a normal Human Being, and Yes, They almost succeeded. I leave You with this, let justice work for the poor Person I am, and not for the rich and powerful. Sincerely, Kelly McGill

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Hey!

   Thou shalt not Molest! Thou shalt not Rape, Thou shalt not be a Drunkard! Touh shalt respect those less fortunate than Thyself, Thou shalt listen to the wise, Thou shalt not indulge into the usage of drugs, that is not a completion of what I have written and sent to a church. I was living in Santa Monica  and listening to Pastor Robert at Loveland churh, when I said, '"Lord, guide My hand.", I wrote down these words People. I am not what You would call a religious fanatic, but I know He's there. I won't say I crawled to the top of a mountain or such, I just asked the lord to guide My hand. Anybody want to argue with what it is I say here? I still have the original copy, it still is not proof though. Hey, I just want to see the right things done in this World. I say if Sandusky was innocent He should hang, but how many years later was He charged? This is not such a drastic case as molestation, but I live with a destroyed life due to Thier greed. Hang 'em! That is My opinion. Before I kill Someone.

Friday, July 13, 2012

Kelly?

  Damn it Man I tell the truth, bring Them to justice now, Kelly.

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

A half inch off?

   I blogged about messing up at work, I even mentioned being unable to read My tape right. Well I got one for Ya. We just finished sheetrocking a garage I framed, You will not believe how many mindfarts I had on this one wall. First off, I forgot to lay it out for the exterior plywood to break. Then I put the header too high. To continue, I made a total of seven different mistakes in framing that one ten foot wall. Then We went to sheetrock it yesterday, I laid out the door cutout from the wrong end right off the bat. Jesus F-in' Christ, I made ten mistakes total People on one wall. That is known as pathetic in a Carpenters World. But Hey, that is what it has been like for Me for over thirty years now, no concentration what so ever. I sincerely want to just give up trying Folks, but refuse to give in to temptation. As I have said before, I really don't want to cry about how My life has been, I just want thease Assholes put where They belong for doing what They did to My slow life. Can You blame a Guy for trying? In realitiy, the only thing I have going for Me is that even at the age of fifty two, I can still bust My ass. In the name of the heavens above, Lord bring these Fellas to justice, Amen. Kelly

Friday, July 6, 2012

Here I am again

   As I told You from the beginning, this is not a game. I am not totally insane, but crazy enough to tell My life story. Heck, if I were to mention it to the right People They'd more than likely put Me away. And I am the innocent one here. I have but one clear choice in My life, as I mentioned before it is near impossible for Me find a new love, I don't feel as if I am worthy, I have to take these Boys down. If I could just get Someone to do so I would sue the crap out of Them if nothing else. Man, I can't even get People to send Me a fricking dollar. Even in the streets, when I saw Someone in worse shape then Myself I'd give 'em a buck. I aint asking You for anything now, People would think I was attempting a scam if I kept that up. It's just that I really am to the point in My life that I just want to give up life. If You were to break the heart of a Woman in love with You You would understand exactly what it is that I feel daily, pain. Doing that to Nancy, in itself, is all the proof I need to show just how slow a Kid I am. And hey, if a Person is a little slow, in actuality They are retarded. I have to say here that I in no way enjoy what I am doing here, Who in the Hell wants to tell People that They are known as a Dumbass? I'll be speaking of this later, Kelly.

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Hopeless.

   Ya, I am a lost cause it seems. Man My best freind Bill Rowley sided with His Pal Richard Pattison and tried to totally destroy My life. And now here I am doing My damndest to bring Them down. I mean it when I say it took Me thirty goddamn years to understand what the hell They did to Me. I never would have figured it out either if it were'nt for Them messing with My life the way They do. "Richard Pattison, Killeen Texas!", hell Man, I was living in Killeen at that very moment, right down the street from the Eagle mart on Florence Rd. I can prove through school records that I went to high school with this Prick too. You People do not realize the frustration involved, when You see these Guys living it up while I suffer? Anger due to the point that I want to find this Asshole Pattison and break His body slowly. Starting with a knee or shin so He can't run and hide. I let Everybody know exactly where I was in Santa Monica for the purpose of wanting Richard to try to confront Me. Richard if You're reading this, Boy You aint got the guts to come and see Me. Hey Mother Fucker, I am in Riverton Wyoming for a reason Pal. You will very lucky to get away from Me with Your miserable life Son. You are what is know as a peice of Shit, come find Me Punk. Sincerely, Kelly John McGill

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Damn!

  I really oughta quit blogging after a few beers, what I said last night was out of hand. Really, all I want here is justice for the crime these People committed against Me. If I happen to enlighten lives along the way, so much the better. Look, I am seriously a victim, I cannot say enough about how angered I am by all of this. Anger? I have had some real issues too. People around Dallas Texas might remember Me. I was so mad at the World, some S.O.B. would do something wrong on the highway and I would catch up to Him (never a Woman) and literally yell at them trying to get them to fight, true story. As I have stated, I was the one that would walk away from a fight. Ask anyone I grew up with. Now? I do refrain. What You have here is a Person that hates Children Folks. Since I was a small Child I could see the difference between Grown Adults and Kids, really. I was the one that stood back and watched, and listened. I learned things like, "That's Girlish.", or, "Can't You tell? The Boy's love struck.". Hey, I care , but I want to give up on the whole thing, really. I have followers? That in itself to Me is astonishing. Wow! To those that do believe in what I am about, take 'em down, please. Kelly McGill.

Monday, July 2, 2012

Post aqiu

 Hey Man! You Folks are looking at a real war My Freind. Tonite, I was sitting in Ralphs, a local bar, and the locals, Indians, were in there. I was carrying on a converstaion with one when a Friend of sorts behind Me started mocking what We were saying. My words straight out were, " I'm about to fight a Friend here.", or something to that affect, My last plan was to back down. Hey, My Dad told Me recently that My Greatgrandfather was a horse thief, We were around during the civil war as a Captian, We've been there and done that. My theory is that Custer had killed Black Kettles People and the Souix said, "Give Us Custer, Or all out war My Friend!". How many troops were displaced? Reality in the eyes of the enemy. Who knows how much in the hell the Government says is the truth. I can at least say that in other countries I would be brought to a firing sqaud for even mentioning such a thing, Holy Crap! This aint such a bad land to live in after all! Kelly. Oh Yea, Fuck Hugh!

Sunday, July 1, 2012

A waste of My time

   Yes I feel it may just be a waste of My time to try and find justice. I do speak the truth People, I am a victim. I just can't believe that this Richard Pattison is allowed to do all of this, Hey They do screw with Me on the T.V. Folks. That in itself sounds screwed up, but it is known as a fact of life. Richard is damn lucky I don't know where He is, I hate the life I live now due to Thier actions, and now They're rich, and I suffer from the crime They committed. What the Hell huh? The Boy's can even brag about how They beat Me out of everything and get away with it. You want to know My exact feelings at this moment, despair, gloom, hatred. This sucks.

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Today.

   Anybody else feeling the heat out there? Dumb question, I know. My prayers go out to all of those out there having Their lives interupted by all these fires. Especially around Fort Collins Colorado, I have lived there before, a real nice place. Can You fathom a fire traveling at forty feet per second? My God, if You could see the flames You are too close I'd say. That brings up a serious issue in the monutain region, alot of You may not know that due to the lack of severe cold during the winters the forests are being killed by a beetle. There is alot of dead timber that They have left behind. That is one reason a fire like that can burn out of control. This is something that the forest service has to do something about. In the Dakotas They are clearing it and using it for lumber to build housing for the Indians. That in itself is a start that needs to be followed. I have said before that I really don't like talking about the rotten life I have lived, this is more what I'm interested in, helping. So God bless the Firefighters out there, and hope for some rain to help Them in Thier struggle, Amen.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

1670 pagewiews with 136 posts.

  Hell, I'm at least a persistent cuss. Man I wrote a big  long page about this and that, but My computer trashed it for Me. So I'm just gonna say, GIVE THIS TO YOUR CONGRESSMEN IF NEED BE! Dammitt Man, a Crook is a Crook and They need to be brought to justice. They are liable for what They have done to My life. Yes, this is a real Life! And yes, They do screw with my life on a national level.  Alot of My continuing followers are from the Orient, I sincerely apolagize for the actions of the Children known as Americas Youth as of June 26th, 2112. Like I say the computer ate the other page so I'm typed out. Good day to You, Kelly McGill. 

Monday, June 25, 2012

You are a reason to kill!

  As I have stated, if this crime was commited against a family member I would be in jail. Hey Folks, Hugh has connections with the Mob, They have investigated Him before. So as I write I am endangering My life in my opinion, these People are vicious and need brought to justice. What else can I say. I have said before that I pray, when I walked in the door tonight I was doing just that. The message in My mind was get on the computer. Hey, if You beleive in the power of prayer just pray and listen to that little voice in Your head, it was the same voice that told Me to go to Reno instead of continuing on to Wanachie Washington and taking Bill Rowleys life. I am still curious how Brian and Robert Foley's Mother became rich over night, along with Bill Slattery, it's amazing how theifs win and losers lose. Good God Man! I want to commit Murder here! Which in reality can prove My sanity, I did not continue with My quest to commit murder. I would have if I ran into Richard in L.A., which seems strange, but I know Richard and the areas He would be found in, it would be easy to find Him in certain places. Muder? Yes, You too would want to kill someone if They attempted to destroy Your mind. Ya want to try some ether? Hell no I don't! Hang these little kids out to dry. Oh yea, the Mob. Fuck off if Ya cant bring down the Mob. Kelly.

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Help!

   Man I aint playing! When I say I am a messed up Human Being, I mean it. Here's a story I aint proud of, like the rest of them are something to brag about, I wound up in Laffeyette Louisiana, on the first night there I was walking down the aisle at Walmart. An older Gent, which happened to be black, walked by. His comment was, "The Gators got Him!", I look back now and say that I should have left town quick. After working there for a while, and messing with that crack crap, I was known in that same part of town. I flashed a little money one night and I was set up. I was'nt beaten, but They tried. I wound up with a broken arm, one that is to this day not set right. My only lucky stroke was that when I kicked at this Boy that kept hitting Me on the hinge point of My jaw, was that I missed. That was when a big Fella came running in. I will state a fact, I have some serious speed to My body when it comes time to move. I pulled My punch that night, luckily, They more then likely would have drug Me to the bayou. My only real savoir in My opinion was that They respected My speed. I pulled that kick to His knee, but They knew that I was fully aware after that that I was in real danger, They did'nt get within twelve feet of Me. I am not a tough Guy, but Bill Rowley and Richard Pattison have seen Me move first hand, Bill more closely then Richard, as I said, I split that Boys head open. I cannot elaborate enough on the pupose of My blogging, I want complete justice. Again if I were to hunt Them down and kill Them I would suffer greatly. I would prefer to see Them behind bars. They have never suffered in Their lives Folks, sure Richard can say He lived in the streets, but those streets were during the Hippy movement, not of todays. I do not wnat People to think I am totally out of My wits, for I am not. But I have seen a loss of control. Kelly

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Sickening, aint it?

   Ya, the title is self explanatory. This is a sad thing to have to do to prove the guilt of a some ex-freinds of Mine, but I gotta go through with it. Seriously, I really hate to have to go on like this, but what are My choices? I can't just go and take a life, even though They are guilty as  all hell. I just want My life back, which is an impossibility. I have mentioned before that They screwed My mind up, Ya wanta know something about it? It all started after I breezed through the Playboy, hell, I thought I was famous. I realize now that it was a personal copy, not a public one like I thought. I thought half of the World had read about Me. Even though I was talked about by Johnny Carson, I was'nt as well known as I thought. What happened in My mind was that I started to think that I was going to be a star, I became obbsessed with the thought. And yes, I thought Everybody else knew too. Boy was I mistaken, I have been asked a couple of times after singing a song of Mine titled "Shoulda", "What are You doing working?", I have since recorded some of My music and found out that on most of My songs I sound like crap. I would'nt of made it far. But what these People did to Me was make Me beleive I was on My way to the top. As I have said, right before I left Wyoming and went to Austin, I was set up with Rushes 2112. I see as plain as any sane Man what They did that night, the cassette was right on top of the stereo where I could'nt miss it. And within minutes of finding it Freda Mares showed up with some acid. What makes Them look even worse is that the weekend before They did the same thing, that time it was Pink Floyds Animals album, and yes right after I found it Freda showed up with the acid. These People are as guilty of this crime as any crooks there has ever been. I want Them so bad I could go to jail for what I did in My efforts to have the Law take a serious look at it, I dialed 911 here in Riverton from a pay phone, all I said was,Twitter@BadElvis1. The only defense I have for that is that I feel it is an emergency to Me to have justice prevail. Well again I gotta go, so until I write again, have a great life Folks, and Kids out there, stay the Fuck away from drugs, They'll kill You if Your lucky, if not? You'll wind up with a Fucked up life. Kelly

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Dammit all anyhow.

   I must of been confused last night, I think I wrote down that it was Saturday. I also made the mistake of saying, "If You make only $8oo.  month,". I had a couple of beers in Me, so I did'nt watch Myself as I should have. Man what a deal I just got offered, Facebook is going to make Me rich. Yea, right. I did My homework, the B.B.B. has a warning out about this. Danmmit all anyhow, I'll never be rich. Heck I can't even get People to send Me a dollar from this blog. The address is 305 Heather, Riverton Wyoming, 82501, if anybody feels generous. I know it won't work, but I gotta try right? Ya know it sure is depressing when someone tells You They'll make Ya rich but You know it's a scam. But this here is the furthest from a scam, I've never heard of anybody else that tells it so honest. Sure there are honest People, but would They blantantly state that People fried His brain. Maybe so, but Their not the ones that had a crime take place against Them in such a manner. And just look at how Richard acts and the things said on television. What in the hell are People thinking to allow such atrosities. I said it before, and I say it again, I want these little Bastards put in jail and broke for the rest of Their born days. Have a great day, Kelly McGill.

Friday, June 15, 2012

SATURDAY FRICKING NIGHT!

   Does the night itself say it to You? Here I am on a satuurday night sitting alone, it does'nt help that I started a new job that pays on the 1st and the 16th, even though the Fella is a Millionaire and can afford to pay on a weekly basis, Doug? He Himself would say that He has never had the opportunity to suffer Himself. I have to say that I have worked for this young Man before and that He is alright to a certain extent, but Doug? If I pay My rent of $550. a month, and I make $800. a month, and I get paid every two weeks? That leaves Me with $250. to live on for two weeks between paychecks. Doug? Your Father was a Millionaire! You've never been broke. A few drinks and You're broke, the facts of life. I have to say something that may have been a bit confusing the other night, when I gave you Hugh Hefner's email address, the computer put it's own address on My blog. It was supposd to read, HughHefner at Playboy dot com. What came up when I tried to contact Him was a blank. Well so much for being a rich Prick aye? I sure as Hell wish I woulda read the damn Playboy Myself, instead of Kevin Childers and Scott Carrol, Man I'd be a millionaire Pal. I.'d be just like Richard Pattison, I could Fuck with Peoples lifes and get away with it, kool aint it. I am signing of now with the most smartallecky name I can come up with, Magilla Gorilla Here Folks, C-Ya.

Enough is enough.

   Come the Hell on! How many blogs do I have to type, and how bad do I have to make Myself look in order to take down a crook? Jesus Fucking christ! I really do hate the langauge I use, even though I don't delete it, but I have to prove a point. Ya wanta know how bad it can get aye? That seems to be the way of the American Children, really, grow the fuck up Kid! It seems like it's cool to mess with some dumb Fucker. Well ask the Kids that died in Columbine, or any other place on Earth that were murdered due to the fact that They screwed with Someone that hated Them. Leave People alone Kids. "Yea right!", Most of the punks will say. HEY! Put Yourselves in Thier shoes, oh, that's right, You'll never be there. Look Ya silly Fuck, People kill. Kelly here, have a wonderful life, and remember others. Amen.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Ba-Ha-Ha-Ha-Ha-Ha!!!

   Man, That says it all to how I.m feelin' now. I smoked the first weed in almost a year. And seriuosly Ya young Fucks out there, Ya, You Ya Fuck! Don't do the hard drugs My Freind, Really. As I have mentioned, ACID!! Just the name, as I have spoken, "Pour some of that down Your throat and see what It does!", Holy Crap Man! This I can say without a doubt is a corupt deal if there ever was one. Hugh Hefner? Are You Man enough, forgive Me for showing My youth in this manner, Hell People, I used to write Hugh frequently. He, or His employees, shut My email address off after a short period of time. That Is Hughhefnerhplayboy.comYes. This is a Human Being pleading for His life on this planet known as Earth. Whoa!!! I say Myself. I know for a fact these little Bastards fucked My life up and are now living it up and screwin' with this Child that's  looking at a spinning wolrd is the only way to really explain it.. The proof is on  T.V., Holy Crap! You Fuckers allow Them? Wow! Jesus Fuckin' Christ Man! These good old boys are cool Man! N.O.T. (Never, on, time),(Magilla Gorilla Barnes), Ya, You've called Me that. Ya known Me to start crap? Ladies and Gentlemen, I do not want to get to the point where I am so infatuated with this that I would actually kill a Person. In the name of Hummanity,, Please  I sure as Hell don't want to sound like some Redneck space case. Don't be too insulted by the cliche', My Dad said recently that His Granddad was a Damn hosre theif. Who knows? But theses Guys are real slick. "Ya wanta do some acid?", Ya gotta admit, is what Ya ask a slow Kid? Hell Man, I walked away from Nancy and My jaw dropped when I stared at Sheila. I know for a fact that if I asked Sheila to tell You what happened there that night, I say without a doubt that that Kid is going to be the honest Person that She is. But Hey! I would challenge any teruth serum or detector. Ask Them to do the same. Well enough is enough, later.

Monday, June 11, 2012

Two days straight.

   Yep, two days straight that I have written, I have access to a computer again. Beware Bill Rowley and Richard Pattison. You know, I told You before about messing up the easy stuff at work. Well today I took a measurement and read the tape wrong by a half an inch. That's pretty bad You know when You're doing exterior trim on a house, You can't miss it. My mind is so preoccupied that I can't pay enough attention to a tape measure, now That's bad. It's been that way for years too. Seriously People, I just want to see a couple of Boys get what They deserve. I want Them taken down so bad it really bothers Me. I know You're out there saying, "This Guy needs to get a life.", but hey, this is a life. As I have said before, and know it seems like an excuse, that after Nancy I have never felt good enough for a Woman, really. Hell I can barely keep Myself fed at times, let alone take care of a Wife. So give These little Bastards what They deserve, put 'em in jail. I do pray that this is not a waste of time. So if You believe in the power of God, do Me a big favor and say a prayer for My plight. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen. Sincerely, Kelly McGill

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Holy smokes! Read this crud!

   I am bound and determined to win here, if You can't tell yet. At times like this it seems futile though. These Assholes set Me up and now They are the powerful ones that can buy Their way out of trouble. I know it seems as if this story is a farfetched one, but it is a truthful one. I say it with sincerity when I say I really want to hunt down this Richard Pattison Folks. You know it took Me thiry years to understand what actually happened to Me, I thought I just screwed My own life up. I see it a whole lot clearer now that I realize what crime took place. Yes, there was a copy of Playboy handed to Me. I take a look at it now and can say I was wrong on one part of that weekend, it's finda fuzzy on how long after They gave Me the acid before They gave Me the Playboy, I don't beleive it was twenty four hours later but that same night. You have to understand, They gave Me enough that I was flying high for two and a half days now. I can put money on it that when Kevin Childers told Them that I turned down the ether They were pissed off. I'm sure glad I at least had enough sense to know better then to do it, I would have been jusy exactly what They wanted, a complete vegtable sitting in an insane asylum. As I have stated before, many of You out there would want to hunt Them down Yourselves and do Them the harm They deserve. So You may just understand why I am doing what I am doing here in writing this. I want these People behind bars so bad it eats Me up inside. Of course when the authorities look at Them They will have a clean record, unlike Me having done time for cocaine  posession, that will make Them look good. But like I told a U.S. Marshal in Cheyenne Wyoming, "Would You beleive it if I told You I was being screwed with on national television?". People these People are just criminals. I was contacted by Bill Rowley about this, I was pushing it on Him so He could see how I felt, I told Him to file charges for false accusations, I await those charges, I dare Them to try. Justice is Mine if I do it right, it just has to be. As the saying goes, "The meek shall inherit the Earth.", Amen. With this I bid You a good day, Kelly McGill

Monday, June 4, 2012

I lie not.

   Hey, if I were lying about this I sure in the hell would'nt go to these extremes. I can prove this is going on. Go to the archives of the tonight show in the summer of '81 and find where Johnny Carson stops in the middle of a sentence and has a blown away look on His face. Johnny did'nt make it long after that either. Again I am in dispair here, I want these People so bad I constantly , to the point of obsession, think about going and finding Them and doing bodily harm. I know right where Kevin Childers, Scott Carrol and Bill Rowley are, but I want the top dog in a bad way, Richard Pattison is the leader Folks. I am the victim here and They feel They are untouchable I know, but justice is deserved. Have a good day today Folks, sincerely Kelly McGill

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Hah! I got one for Ya.

   An understanding Woman. That In actuality is what this Human Being is about My Freinds, teaching. I say good night with that, Kelly.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Kelly here

   Hey, I really hate to go on about how rotten My existance on Earth has been, but a Guy's gotta try, aye? Today I am here to say how it gets better. I finally, in January, bought a Z71 Chevy truck. I'm still trying to get it titled though, a lean release was involved with other complications. But it looks good that soon I'll be back on the road again. Other then that , not much, I still got a fried brain is all. Forgive the sarcasm, but as I said, I gotta try. Kelly.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Good day to You

   Well I aint quit yet. Let Me recap for You, in case You have'nt read them all. I was fed acid by My so called freinds, I have to admit They did it in a secritive manner, Their freinds were the ones doing it. I say They were the ones doing it because They wanted Me in a band after I wrote a song and gave it to Bill Rowley. And yes I was given a copy of Playboy that will never be found in their archives, when handed this Playboy I was peaking on L.S.D. which was given to Me prior to giving it to Me. And now They are wealthy and screwing with Me on national television. Hey! I am as honest as can be here People, I am a victim of a serious crime here. Aggravated assault at the least. I feel that They have My money and I want it taken away from Them, stolen property is usually returned even years later. I have even left hand written letters at the Playboy west office telling Them what a crime has been committed against Me. If this were to happen to You or Your family members You would want justice and You knowmit. Again I must apolagize for My ranting here, but You can see My dilema. Talk to Ya later, sincerely, Kelly John McGill. 

Monday, April 30, 2012

Heck You say!

   I am sure that is what Everybody asks. Heck I lose followers as fast as I can, I'm down to 99, but I refuse to quit. Ask Yourselves what You would do in My situation. I was used by these People and They left Me with a fried brain, and now They live with wealth. You Yourselves would want justice, You know for a fact there are some of You that would commit murder if it was You. Man what a life, Bizzarre? Ya I have to admit that it is one wild life. I gotta go now this is depressing to say the least. I thank any of My followers that stick with Me, even if it's just to read what goofy crap I can say next. Have a great day, Kelly.

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Ho hum

The title says it all, bored with this crap. Justice is still within My reach I feel, but today just saying blah blah blah. Kelly

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

What now?

   Well I am a loss at what to say about this whole afair, so I'll start with an easy one. Proper Adults,  that is one thing these characters are not. No Man would mess with My life, enough said. I will quit for the day with that, Kelly

Monday, April 23, 2012

This sucks

   Man, what a drag it is being this life, but hey I aint gonna quit yet. Listen, if I were lieing I would never contact the F.B.I., the U.S. Marshals, the U.S. Attorneys office, and recently the president Himself and tell Them such a lie. In the first place that in itself would be a felony. The word proper Adult comes to mind here, that is one thing I cannot claim to be at this junction in life, but neither are They. Man what a crime? And They think They are smart enough to get over on a dumbass Kid such as Myself. I hate this crap, but I gotta do what I gotta do, right? Later, Kelly

Saturday, April 21, 2012

A disgrace to America

   Yes I feel that Richard Pattison is a disgrace to this country. Myself? I have to admit I'm not much better being a Person that drinks too much and used dope. I am finished with the drug abuse though, and My drinking has definately been curbed. I used to drink at least a case of beer everyday, easily. Now I am refraining from any at all. When I say this Pattison is a disgrace, I mean look at the way He jokes with My life. On national T.V. even. That sounds made up, but it is a fact. Yes I was sleeping in the woods around Wells Branch in Austin Texas, and while playing the guitar a Fella comes into the woods yelling, "Kelly! Kelly! Kelly!", I sure became silent. Then on the Simpons Homer is looking for Marge, He goes around yelling, "Marge! Marge! Marge! or is that Kelly! Kelly! Kelly!", He goes on by saying, "Oh, I wanted the Magilla Gorilla!". This in itself has Me angered People. As I stated in the title, a disgarce to America. And alot of Kids think it's funny too. There are sometings a Man just won't do People, and one of them is allowing this to go unjusted. Take these Mother Fuckers down before I commit murder! Dammitt Man!

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Just to tell Ya something

    I am still trying to bring down a couple of crooks, but in the meantime I guess I can just share some words with You. Like, I'm the first one to admit to it, Children are amused, Don't smile when You say that,When did You grow? The Kid's an Idiot,Damn fool Kid, And then They look at You like You've lost Your mind, Lost without You, Too good for Me, Feellings don't make You mature, You're never as grown as You think, I've sure got alot to learn. Hey I've got plenty more where these come from, but I want to save room for later. I really do hope that I have enlightened Your life. C-Ya later bye, Kelly.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

A repeat.

   I am known as a victim, I was offered drugs due to a Playboy that I was given, sounds made up I know, and now Richard Pattison is a wealthy Bastard and I get screwed with on national television. I state nothing but facts, as I have said before I would submit to a truth serum People. I still have this hatred for this Fella and His partners, but refrain from hunting them down at the present. If I fail in bringing them to justice though? I don't want to say what I might do. I again say I was offered ether the same weekend I was offered the L.S.D. but had enough sense to say no at least. I have said there has been attempts on My life too. One I can't remember if I explained or not so I will here and now. I had just hitchhiked back into Austin and was around Seawright disk golf course when I went in and made My camp close by. I know I had to have been spotted going in by People I know there. That night as I slept I was awoken by gunfire, They came close to hitting Me too. I was hugging the ground when a bullet went past Me, I now know what the sound of a close by bullet sounds like. I found .50 cal. casings in the road the next morning. About two years ago I was working on the same job as Jon Pierson when somebody loosened My luggnuts. Hey! These Mothers want Me dead and out of the way People! I swear to God if I see either Bill Rowley or Richard Pattison walking down the street I am going to beat Them seriouslly, I am afriad I would more than likely beat Them to death. So in the name of heaven, please help out a lost soul and put theses Assholes where They belong, prison. I am nearing the end of My ropes here, Kelly McGill

Friday, April 6, 2012

A fighting S.O.B.

   The title does'nt mean Myself, but I feel these characters might be saying I was beating People up. Hell it took a while before I confronted Billy Slattery after He ripped Me off. First there was Walter, He was working alone and I had nothing to do so I went over and helped Him. After a while He said He did'nt want to do what He was doing anymore, I had to talk Him into continuing at least twice before He finally got mad and said, "I'm not gonna do it and You can't make Me do it!", with that said He charged Me, My reaction was a punch in the nose that knocked Him ten feet backwards. I grabbed Him when He tried to run by Me and apolagized. Then there was Ken Dodson, who was saying something about Me, when I confronted Him I hit Him in the mouth. After that We wrestled around a bit, the end. While in Austin Kevin Childers tried to kick Me from behind, when I saw His shadow I spun around and kicked Him in the crotch, another ending to a fight. Hey I am not a bad Person here, these People, like many before, started it with Me. I have been hit in the mouth and walked away because it did'nt make Me mad enough to fight back. Pea green boots I was said to have on around the forth grade, continually, and never got mad about it. I have been Bullied almost My entire life Folks. This Richard Pattison is a Bully People, and He needs to be put away for messing My life up. I know They will never admit to it, but I know They are guilty. They had the motive, money. Hell My own Sister bullied Me, give a Guy a break please. Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Just another blog.

   Just here to say I am still fighting. I feel it a lost cause at times, but know in My heart that I must persist. Any Kid that took remedial reading along with commercial math has only to keep up the fight, right? What else can I do? Heck I had to have My older sisters sit and show Me flash cards to learn how to multiply, I soon learned to memorize each one so I could move on, I know Lois loved that. Enough of this garbage, put these People in jail before They succeed in driving Me totally insane, come on. Kelly McGill.

Saturday, March 31, 2012

No help yet I see.

    Come on, I am telling You everything I can to prove My honesty, but to no avail. I am a victim here not a criminal. Yes I say things that no one should admit, but how else can I bring these two characters down. They had Me so high when I was given the Playboy I was close to losing control completly Folks. Kevin Childers and Scott Carrol were sitting right in front olf Me when My head was actually spinning inside, really. They had Me on the verge of what They were after, insanity. Beleive Me when I say I have had it rough People, My sister Lois as I have said was out to get Me. She even told My Dad over the C.B. that I was beating Them up, when He walked into the house I sat up from the chair to tell My side of the story but He did'nt give Me a chance. I saw His fist coming from behind Him and got out of the way. I flipped the chair over and hit the door running. When I got outside I stopped and wondered where I was going to go. I cried years later when I told Him what really took place. Again I tell You this in order for You to understand what a miserable life I have lead. I really don't think You want to hear a sob story such as Mine, but I feel a necessity in order to have People understand where I am coming from. Hell this girl is still mean as hell to Me. I could tell a lot of stories about Her but don't feel it would be appropriate, She is still mean as all get up to this day though. She does'nt scream at Me to see My reaction anymore, but She still comes up with ways of making Me look bad, enough all ready. Well I had to get that out, and with that I will leave You by saying farewell, and have a great weekend. Kelly. ps. Go Baylor Womens team

Friday, March 30, 2012

The American way.

   Bullies! Hey Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley are'nt the only Assholes in this country. I saw on the news where a high school girl was being pestered and hung Herself because of it. I am guilty of it Myself People. In junior high I bullied Jim Doyle, and every time I passed Ken Lobdel I went to swinging, He acted Gay and I was not going to allow that around Me. I even pushed My nephew Clint around some, when He came around Me in Texas He started out by telling Me about life. Me in My thirties and Him eighteen, I was'nt going to let that fly. But in America today We have cyber bullies, quit while Your ahead Kids, Grown ups don't do. Do You hear Me Richard, You are guilty in the first degree Pal. President Obama has a web page trying to curb such actions too. I sincerely hope I can help some Kid out there by sating everything I have ever said, I would hate to see some Kid mess His or Her life up on drugs, or even break a Womans heart because He is so blinded by love He loses His senses right in front of Her. Hey I have heard of it happening before Me, but I too was blinded People. As I said before, "I was'nt Man enough to hold Her in My arms.". Have a great day if You will, Kelly McGill.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

A sober life!

   As the title states I am bound and determined to stay sober. It is one hell of a feeling inside when You tell Yourself it is through, it feels good. I have quit in the past, once for a year and a half, but this time I know I can do it and stay sober for the rest of My life. As I have said before I lose complete control when drinking. The one thing I have refrained from is doing any cocaine when I am drunk, I had a serious problem with that before, but now the urge is'nt even there anymore. I know in My heart that I can stay sober because of that in itself, just say no more and keep Your word. Speaking of words I got a few to share, "And then They look at You as if You've lost Your mind!", or, "A Kid's a Kid, I know I am one!", plus, "You've got a lot to live for!". That oughta keep Ya goin' aye? Speaking of going, I'm outa here, C-Ya, Kelly.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

March 25 2011

   It has been a year now since I first started this writing, I have to say it sucks. I have gotten nowhere except being the only Person on the face of the Earth to expalin a seriously bizarre life. I say it again, I do not lie and I make none of this up. For a fact I was offered drugs that these People knew I would take because I was a slow child. Yes I was given a copy of Playboy, one inwhich will never be seen unless it is proven that Richard Pattisn has the copy I was handed, whivh I know Richard well enough to say He would keep. As I stated in the first blog, this is not a game People. I am still so pissed off I am tempted to hunt this Asshole Pattison down and end His life. But I hope for the best and expect the law to do something instead, I would hate to end My own life in the process when these People are'nt worth it in the long run. A year? Man what a journey I have been on during that time too. I cannot give up My pursuit of justice, can Ya blame Me for trying? Somebody out there do the right thing and put these People in prison where They belong. Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Are Ya bored yet?

  All I have to say today is that this is the worst try of anyone ever to seek justice. I don't want to rant and rave today, so I'll just wish You luck with Your journey called life. Thanks for listening, Kelly.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Where do I turn?

   I seem to getting nowhere with My pursuit in justice, hell even a Gay Guy that committs suicide gets justice. His roommate films Him and His freind and He kills Himself, now this Guy is looking at ten years in prison, maybe I really should cap Myself, the only problem is that I may take Them down right after and never see the final results of My attempts to bring Richard Pattison down. You may think I am just saying I want to end it all, but Hey. I hate to go on saying I live a frustrated mess of a life, but I do and that is a fact of life. A blog about losing? What the heck? It may work, but then a gain it just be a way to vent My frustrations on the web huh? Either way I aint about to give in and let some hotshot Kid get away with being a criminal. Have a wonderful day, and enjoy Your life. Kelly McGill

Monday, March 5, 2012

Just saying Hey.

   Been sometime since I've spoke. Still kickin' as They say. Jobs doing fine, told My cousin I thought the Fella that was here should be in charge due to experience, so I did'nt land the foreman spot. Other then that I'm staying of the drugs. I aint as dumb as I sound at that. Kelly

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Hack This!

   I must be bothering Someone, I was told that My Twitter account had been hacked into. Whatever for? Hey, I am in the mountains My Freinds, and it is a whole lot better than the flats of North Dakota, a hell of alot colder too than the streets of L.A.(Santa Monica). Well let's see what I can say today, I have even been putting some thought into it. I really don't want to continue crying about a goofy life, so I am sitting here and wondering what to say. Boring S.O.B. I bet some of You are saying, Ya, I gotta admit to it. Heck There has been times when "The Cat has got My tounge" while around Women as the saying goes, in other words, dull. At times though I can hit it off with the right Gal and easily carry on a conversation, so I guess I aint all that bad huh? My problem, as I am sure I have stated before, is that I don't feel worthy. Nancy did that to Me. I feel I have to better My life before I can approach a Woman. Right after I hurt Her I made sure I got Myself a car, I had alked for quite awhile before never feeling the need for a auto. Boy I took a good hard look at Myself tht night for sure, and still do when I see a Gal interested in Me. Reverts the Kid into a shy Boy. Well enough said for the day I suppose, kinda at a loss at what to say anyhow, C-Ya later, Kelly

Friday, January 20, 2012

Aint life Grand?

   I hope it's not as cold where ever You may be, here it has been below zero, 18 below the other day in fact. Well, no justice as of yet, Richard Pattison is still running around free. I may run into His pal Bill soon though, I am being transfered to Wyoming and taking over as the leadman. Knowing Bill Rowley He'll show His ass there at sometime or another. Hey Bill, if You're reading this You had better understand I will not give You a fighting chance because of what You did, I will kick Your ass without warning. You People would agree, They tried to totally destroy My life, They don't deserve a chance. As far as everything else goes in the World, I hope You are doing fine and that You prosper in Your lifes. Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Alright, what next?

   I try, and I try, and I really try, but nothing, not even a dollar from My followers. So where does a Fella go next? I know walk up and shoot the peice of craps? Come on folks! I want justice and nobody gives a damn. This is not a game or a joke, I am, as said before, a real Person Dammitt. Give a Guy  break. A Fool? I was with My Nephew Clint and proved that. We were wlaking into the Wild Turkey in the Dallas area when a Gal stopped to look at Me, I ignored Her due to My arrogance. Kid? No way! Hey! I am a real fuck up. Somebody do something please!