2112

   Happy New Year Folks. All I'm going to say here is that I sure as Hell hope that the next year works out for You and I both. Remember all of You youngsters out there when I say don't mess around with the drugs like I did, The mind is a very important part of the Human life, if You destroy it You'll never get it back. So keep Your head straight. Good luck in life, and Fuck Richard Paattison and His Cronies too, Amen to that. Kelly.

what to say?

   I really have to say something about My last blog, in the first place I never set out to ask Anybody to give Me a dollar. I truly doubt if I'll receive anything to begin with, but I was just in the mood at that certain time. I have got to bitch about some of the Folks on this planet and I really hope it pisses these People off when I say this. Alot of the young males have a saying, one inwhich I say for a fact that no Grown Man is going to say. "I'm a Grown Ass Man!", Bullshit Pal! That is one saying I have no respect for in the least. If You have'nt noticed yet, My plan now is to open the eyes of alot of People about maturity, drugs, or anything else I may be able to help Them with. Sayings like, Open Your mind, I'm the first one to admit to it, The mind is a terrible thing to waste, Lost without You, Lost and Lonely, Damn Fool Kid, The Kid's an Idiot, Just another Kid, One Man Everybody knows, It's a Mans World, That old Gentleman grew. I still have plenty more I'll continue with, but I won't have easy access to a computer for a while. A truck is the first thing on My list before I buy a laptop. Not bad huh? $517. take home each week with the rent paid, beats the hell out of being in a tent in Santa Monica, LOL. I never thought I would use LOL, so I had better quit while I'm ahead. Until I write again, Kelly.

Yea, I'm still here.

   Ya wanta here a bizzare story? I got Ya one, as if it aint been strange enough. This would have been about a year after I was handed the Playboy, I was at My Aunt and Uncles in Colton California when Me and My Uncle Jim were watching T.V., He was channel surfing and stopped on Johnny Carson for a minute and then changed channels. When He turned back Johnny was talking to the audience and said, "The Weirdo,", and then froze and looked into the camera. They instantly went into a commercial, when They returned He started with a skit saying, "Mr. Floyd calling Mrs. Floyd.", headgames is it? That in itself proves that People are out there that know Who I am and what I am about, even though I Myself wonder what I'm about. I was in a bar in Riverton, where it all began in Wyoming, around a year later when a Gal I went to school with walked by and said to the Fella with Her, "There's that Guy that never went out.", and They call Me a Weirdo? You fuck ups play this game? Man what a World aye? Myself? I always had normal thoughts in life, until Bill Rowley along with Richard Pattison and Their gang fucked My life up. Welcome to My nightmare. Suicidal is what I am, and writing this does not do Me any good People. I never asked for any drugs, but I sure as Hell was asked if I wanted them. LIABLE!!! That's what these jokers are. Give Me a break, They wanted Me a totally messed up life and I happened to walk into a party, when They saw Their chance to remove Me They did the best They could. But Dammitt I am still alive. If You have a kind heart send Me a dollar @ Kelly McGill P.O. Box 280, Stanley N. Dakota. 58784. You think I am joking? I hate this life, get Me out of it please. Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

December 17th

   I am nearing 100 blogs, Well I'll be. Forgive the smart alleck attitude please, for I do understand that sarcasm is youth. But while I am here I have a plan, I am going to teach a few People some things. Like Gentlemen don't kiss and tell, or, treat a Lady like She wants to be treated. Then theres, Open Your mind, and, Take a good look at Yourself. You may have heard this one, There's somethings a Man just won't do, I might have wrote that one before. I Myself cannot say that I live as a mature Human Being, but I am wise to the ways of the World. As a small child I watched and listened, by doing so I learned alot of different sayings, these are just a few of them. We can be Men about this, It's a Mans World, I call 'em as I see 'em,  You call Yourself a Man? That Man's a Kid, Damn Kids anyway, A Lady is discreet, A wise Man does'nt mess around with the insane, Damn fool Kid. I can go on and on here but feel I had better leave some for later, for I will say something else concerning this matter. I say this stuff to do My part in showing the youth of the World a few things, My reason being, look at how People like Hugh Hefner and Richard Pattison can do things that are not morale, to say the least, and Nobody does a damn thing about it. Sure, I like the way a Woman looks, but I would hate to see Someone I love in Playboy. Girls, there's not a Woman alive that would pose nude, and that is a fact of life. I sure hope I taught a few People today, the World is changing and I personally want to see it go in the right direction. I'll talk to Ya somemore about it later, but for now I have said enough. Until I do some more sqaucking, have a great day. Kelly.

A new beginning

   I win! Yea, I got a job, thus making Me  a Winner. Well somewhat I 'spose. As far as jobs go, Wow! 40 hrs. a week at fifteen an hr. and I have only worked one day in two weeks. Plus rent paid, and I'm supposed to receive a company truck with a credit card. It sure does help to know Someone. All I did was call My Mom and see if She'd send what money I had left to Cheyenne, She asked if I would work for Rusty, My cousin, in North Dakota and here I am. I'm kinda glad I never found Richard Pattison, in the first place I know for a fact I would have killed Him. As I have said before, put Yourself in My shoes. My thinking was altered in Their crooked scheme People, and now He thinks it's fun to mess with My life. I am mad as Hell right now just writing this. Justice? Where? Once a Loser, always a Loser? Christ! I gotta stop here before I blow a gasket. I will leave with this, Lord help Us all, the way things are on this Planet have to change. I pray for real here in asking You this, please God make Someone see the truth here and help, Amen.

Art Capehart

   If  anybody can prove that I was handed a Playboy, it would be Art. I was employed by Him at the time I was handed it, I know for sure it had to have gone through Him. Remember I told the Woman I was talking to at the party that I had stayed on the job We could see out of the window. Also Art would have records of social security numbers that would make it easy to track some of the People around back then down, like Willy, Richard, Kevin, and Scott. Hell of a way to be I know it, but I cannot give up now. Lord please have mercy on My lost soul and help Me here, amen. Kelly McGill.

Another day, another blog.

   Well here I am again, I really can't stop this due to the fact that I want these Fellas so bad. But if nothing else maybe I'll teach someone on this Planet a few things while I'm at it. Like a couple of sayings I know, including, "Stripped of My pride, stripped of My manhood!", or, "I was'nt Man enough to hold Her in My arms!". These things have happened to Me so many times it is pathetic. The main reason I say these things here is for some Kid out there in the World, and don't kid Yourselves it does happen. I want some Boy to read these things and realize, if it happens to You remember it and hopefully You'll see what the hell is going on at the time. The pain is unfathomable to those of You that have never broken a heart due to the shock of seeing Her in love with You, I feel it constantly. And I cannot say it enough to the Kids out there, do not do drugs Freinds. Not only will they screw Your life up, they can and do kill People all the time. I almost everyday wish I never started using them Myself. When I say I'm a fucked up Human Being, I mean it. I could be worse, I could have done the ether They offered. As I have stated before, I can be doing a job I have done probabaly fifty to a hundred times, something real easy too, and smoke a joint and mess it up without realizing what the hell I'm doing. Thus is another reason not to smoke marijauna aye? I'll let Ya go with that, have a great day Folks, Kelly.

drunken blogger

   Wow! I wrote yesterdays crappy blog. Sorry for being a drunk and writing. I do admit I really have to stop drinking. I can gaurantee I am a totally bizarre drunk, I even talk to People in a bar about this and what I'm trying to accomplish by it. Goofy Kid anyhow. Sobriety is a priority for Me at this time, I can stay completely away from any narcotics, I'm not even smoking pot now, but I have a serious drinking problem. The first thing You have to do is admit to it and then do something about it. Well I guess I gotta go, so I'll C-Ya later bye.

A new beginning, today.

   I have in the past repeated Myself. Today? The end? Now hold on! He said He were through with dis 'ere blog dammitt? What da fuck Bra? All I can say is that Kelly Mc(ick)Gill has a hell of alot more to say than, "Richard Pattison is a ##$%^&*" , & so on. But again I will repeat Myself and call Myself a liar by continuing with Me simple ass blog,( until They kill Me). I wandered into, not the U.S. Marshalls, but the  U.S. Attorneys office (via a U.S. Deputy) last week, so I up My chances aye? Come on Kelly. All else I can say is, "Give a poor Boy a chance!", hell Man I am known as the Victim Folks.

The End

   I have said it before, but this is it. I have a job coming up in North Dakota, so I can't waste My time on this crap. I tell You now I will not give up though, I will do what ever it takes to bring these People down that messed My life up. I am a couple of blocks away from the U.S. Marshals office in Cheyenne here and I am on My way there when I finish with this in order to press charges on some Folks. Now if I were making this up, do You think I would go to such extremes? I am serious about what They have done to My life. While I was sitting in jail I really was thinking of ways to kill certain fools People. Bill Rowley likes to climb mountains it would be easy to wait at the top of a climb and knock it backwards with a club. Hey! If I were going to do so, I would not write about it. It is just something that I really would like to do. So I will leave You with this, If You think a fucked up life is cool, well then go ahead and fry Your brain. The End!

Kelly McGill

   Where have I been? I am sure many are asking that. Well it aint been fun that's for sure. I spent the last four months in the Laramie county jail in Cheyenne Wyoming, and I did'nt do a thing either. I know since I have started this blog that I have done nothing but complain, but this in itself explains my simple life. I last wrote on August 1st, right after I left the same library I am in right now I walked by the jailhouse and told Myself, "There's a jail I've never been in before.", Damned if I was'nt in there before midnight. I felt I deserved a few beers, and after about twelve I got the bright idea to see about talking to a mental doctor so I called the Police on Myself. They helped Me out alright and took Me to the local hospital. After being there a while I wanted to leave but was forced down and strapped down. Even when My wrist, which never healed right, was bent backwards I never really was angered. The next thing I know I am put under arrest and the officer is being told that I hit the Doctor, Wow huh? "Not guilty!", was My plea, and off to jail I went. I was released on friday because They dropped the charges finally. What a sob story aye? I will probably lose, even though I have proof on hand where the doctor says two different stories, along with the police report being different from the audio in the policecar, I am going to sue Their pants off. People like Me are destined to lose because the smart People want it that way. Read back from the beginning and You will agree, Kelly McGill is an absolute Moron at times. But I will never quit. Have a great day Folks, Kelly.

Lifes hard trail!

    Yea, I'm a Wuss. I hate it but I gotta admit it. But I did finish My job at the Cheyenne frontier days. I was a cashier at a food stand, and what a Frickin' job too. I have respect for anybody that does it full time. 9:00 a.m. to 3:00 a.m. for ten days straight, brrr. I only worked an eight hour shift Myself though, and that was'nt much fun. I hate to see how spoiled some People are in this country too, if I did what some of these Kids do with My Mom present I would not get away with it. They cook Their Phillys and onions on the same grill, some Girl made Me give Her money back because Her sandwich had a few onions in it. I know alot of You will agree, Mom would have made Me eat it. We were in Gene Nevada going on vacation once and I was asked what I wanted for breakfast, I made the mistake of saying, "I'd like to start with a large orange juice.", I did not get it. In fact I was told, "You will get nothing and watch Everybody else eat!", and yes that is what happened too. Well enough about work and that kind of stuff, back to the point at hand. I am an Idiot was a joke in the Playboy I was sent, that shows just how immature Hugh Hefner is in reality. They make up jokes like that about Us slow People. Hell He aint shit in My opinion, just like Billy Ray Cyrus. If a Man asked My fifteen year old daughter to pose naked when She was old enough They would have Me arrested for murder, get real. He has no charges for indecency with a minor brought up against Him? He is still in the seven year statute range Ya know. Hey Bill? Did Ya tell 'em I got crabs and how I got 'em? I bet They left part of it out. I was staying on His and Ken Dodsons couch and using Their tub when all of a sudden My crotch became host to some unwanted guests. Ya, He probably forgot, He seems to have a laps of memory nowadays. Hey Son You have Children don't You? I would hate to be found a liar and a fraud in front of Them Pal. Imagine this will You, I am seriously tripping on acid and Scott Carroll asks Me, " You really want to try something? I have some ether in the closet.", Yea Buddy! That's what I want is to totally destroy My mind Boy! Hey! How long does it take to bring down Crooks in this country? Oh yea, that's right, I'm just a poor dumbass and They have the power to destroy lifes. Man what was I thinking? Damn, I'll never win. Kelly.

blog #90

   I am still waiting for justice to be brought forward People. I really wonder if these Guys I speak of are paying some Politician off, the Government calls it lobbying but We know it as bribery. It's alright for Them to accept money because They are in charge. I said something once I feel These two may be using against Me, I was watching a black Fella do the three card monty and He wanted Me to play. He showed Me where the red card was going to fall too. I could see the cards as He put them down and knew He was lying. I picked the card I was supposed to twice and lost $40. in doing so. I was a little hot and told Him, "A black Man is a black Man and a Nigger is a Nigger!", trying to provoke Him. "Don't insult My intelligence!", comes to mind on this one and the way Bill Rowley tries to lie His way out of what They did to My sorry life. People I again have to say that I am the innocent one here. You want to know how My life has been? As a small child I was in a room with My two younger sisters and a cousin of Ours. This cousin told My sister Penny She was going to beat Her up, My reaction was to grab Her and pull Her out of harms way. In doing so We fell backwards onto the bed. Pennys stomach was streched tight by doing so and She was unhurt when She was punched in the gutt around five times. Ever since then I feel Lois, My oldest siter, hated Me. Lois even told Her Husband Bob that I punched Her in the boob and made it fall off, Bob was gonna kick My ass too. What a sorry existance, I even have to admit. But what do I do? Commit sucide? They win if I do, justice gives Me a reason to survive here. I'll say it again, I could track Them down and kill Them, but to what avail? I would wind up in prison for life and They would never know suffering. Enough said, PUT THESE PEOPLE IN JAIL NOW. Come on already. Kelly McGill.

Quit ur bitchin'!

   I bet some of You want Me to quit complaining about how I was set up for a fall by My old freinds, well get a grip Pal I will end this when They are in the courtroom. There I said what needed to be said. Well I have another old saying I want to share with You today, "There's more to life then just having fun.", well yea, there's Justice, Injustice, Heartache, Crimes, Wars, Infidelity, Hard work, Laziness, Boredom, And Me of course. And I am going to go off today. Bill Rowley I am sure calls Himself a family Man, well Bill You're not a Man You are a Liar, stop lying to Yourself is another old saying You may have heard of. And if that is the reason Nobody wants to press charges on Him I will say here and now, if Mr. Rowley went to prison and lost all of My money I would support His family until He was released, I would even put His Children through college, that's just how I am. I mean, what kind of a role model is a Theif and a Liar Folks? I give Bill the benefit of the doubt here and say that He is probabaly doing a good job with His Kids, but that is no reason to keep Him out of court, seriously there are alot of Fathers in jail already, hellThey out Martha Stewart in jail for a whole lot less. Another thing here, this pertains to the Lawmen out there, if these People keep screwing with My life as They have been, I will go and find Them, I have contimplated taking Mr. Rowley out and waiting for  Richard Pattison to show up at the funeral that's how bad it is for Me. Again I must say, for the purpose of understanding, I refuse to do so, The main reason is that I would rather They suffer in jail for a few years, if I were to kill Them They would never see what hit Them, Remember that the blood will be on Your hands Pal. Look up Simpsons and find the episode, "Marge is missing!", and I can prove I am messed with. Yes I was sleeping in a tent and playing My guitar when a Fella walks into the woods yelling, "Kelly! Kelly! Kelly!", how else would He have known exactly where I was camped and My name if not for Their freind Jon Peirson? These People think They are untouchable, well I feel They are accessable and easy to convict. I would not be going on like this if They had stolen a bike or something, even the money They procured is not that important, THEY TRIED TO TOTALLY DESTROY MY MIND BY USING DRUGS AS A WEAPON PEOPLE, COME ON!!! If it were You, You too would want justification in this matter. I gotta quit for the day, this is as hard as it sounds just to write it Folks. Please let the Lord guide You and make You understand that I need help here to bring down a couple of bad People. Amen to that, and Have a great day, Kelly McGill.

I'll be the Tortoise!

   I am the Totoise, and yes, Richard is the dumb Bunny. Ha! That oughta start the day out right. I just feel like saying something different today, but what? Well We can always just mention the World and it's problems I suppose. Lets start with the way all of these tornadoes happened a while back, scary! My nephew Clint sent a text message telling Me a storm was hitting Them hard in Missouri, when I text'd back He said four already touched down and another was on it's way. I could'nt get to the computer fast enough, after I looked at the weather channel I text'd back saying it looked like the worst had past. The next day on the web it said 88 of them had touched down in a few hundred mile radius there. Whoa, aye? I state this just to say something different, but also to say that I really am tired of this whole thing. I again say that I am the Victim here People and want nothing more than to bring justice to My life. If You actually knew how My mind works since these People tried Their damndest to destroy Me You would be in shock. Let Me explain a little here, I cannot stop thinking in a peculiar way. A little deeper meaning is that before it all started My mind was clear, now I continuoslly think in a way that that I feel borders on insanity. If I were to go into detail alot of You would consider Me insane, but I must say I have a better grip on reality then You may think. Enough said I feel, I gotta go. I'll talk to Ya later, Kelly McGill

Still kickin'

   Ya I'm still here, why not? Got nothing better to do then to bring down some skunks. Ya know I was a Punk Myself back when this all took place. I was so dumb. Man I saw a Cop once, Bill was there, and started squealing like a Pig. We walked all the way across the street and I turned and went back. The officer stopped me and I told Him, "I'm not drunk and You can't do anything to Me.", and yes I was drunk. Another time Pat Lookingbill did a burnout and another Cop showed Him He too could do so, when I saw that officer later I squealed at Him too. When He stopped I asked Him, "You must be knew?", He said He was and I said, "I thought so.", and walked away. I admit I never was too bright. Hell I'm no Angel Folks, and I too have stolen. When I was sitting around after Sheila I was in despair to eat a few times, I could open any door in the apartment complex with My I.D. (old door hardware) and did once. It was the Guy's door across the hall, Elliot Weiss caught Me coming out too. Ya know what I stole, a half empty bottle of vodka, a half full half gallon of milk, and two other items out of His refridgerator that I don't remember. I never once thought about going through His belonings and stealing anything of value, that's the type of crook I am. Many times I have had to go into a grocery store and help Myself to a meal, Kevin Childers can back Me on that. I even put it in a song how I have had to survive, Blacksheep is the title. Well I gotta go now, started a job yesterday, first one in seven months, working at the Cheyenne fronteir days rodeo in a food stand taking cash, a tough enough job too. Until I can sqauk at Ya some more I'm outa here. C-Ya in the funny papers, lol, Kelly.

Kelly McGill

   I have to start here by saying I am sorry for putting this on facebook. You have to understand that I am in a fight for My life. Anybody who has'nt read My story please do, and I must state here that I am not insane. Mr. Rowley keeps contacting Me and saying I don't know what I am saying, and to quit living in the past. Mad? You better gaodamn beleive it. He even says He does'nt even know Freda Mares when I know damn good and well He does. I keep mentioning a Playboy that was handed to Me, People I was awake two and a half days that weekend. They waited  twenty four hours after I was asked to do the acid before They gave Me the dang thing. It is awfully convenient that Bill Rowley nor Richard Pattison were around when I was asked to do acid many times. Again I am not insane just a little messed up, I would be a goner if I would have done the ether I was offered on the same weekend as the Playboy was handed to Me. I do apologize for the rudeness of putting this on My wall, But You have to understand how bad I want justice. I really want to go after these two for Their antics involving My life. Kelly McGill. p.s. I know for a fact They are guilty.

Seriously pissed

   The Gall of these two Punks, I made damn sure Bill Rowley would read this blog. The arrogant Bastard sends Me an email stating He does'nt even know Freda Mares. I asked, "Where's the Playboy?", of course He answers, "What Playboy?". People I seriously am not making this up. I am so fighting mad at this very moment I really want to go to Wenachee Washington and take His Mother Fucking life. Again I cannot do so, besides I would rather see these two sit in jail for a while. I knew what They would say when it came to the Playboy. An article I did read in it pertained to Homosexuality, it was titled, "The laws of love.", this flat out states no Gay People allowed in laymans terms. You have no idea how frustrating it is to try to bring justice to this matter, as I have stated Murder in on My mind right now. That alone should make a Person take a look at it. "Face up to the facts of life!", I have heard and understand the meaning very clearly. Again I say I am the honest Person here and I would take a truth serum to prove it. This Playboy is not to be found in Their archives either, I looked for it before I came to My senses on what They did to My life. So I know Hugh Hefner and His crowd would deny any such Playboy even exist. Tough to prove aint it? I can prove it gauranteed. Well that calmed Me down a bit, just talking about it helps seriously. I hope to God an honest Man is reading this, There seem so few anymore in the Government,(said to anger Someone with enough gutts to help) because I really do want to take these Boys down hard. HEY! I have been victimized and attempts have been made on My life. These are lieing Children that think They can get away with destroying My life for Their benifit. Bill if You are reading this remember, I was the one You sought out to be in a band, and I had never even played an instrument before. Richard is the type of Fella that You would call charismatic, it would be easy for Hefner to accept Him and His flunky freind Bill. I state again I need help from the law People, I need a cop with enough sense to see through Their lies and take Them down for pergury. Thanks for reading this People, Kelly McGill.

Wyoming!

   Damn it feels good to be in Wyoming, I hit Cheyenne yesterday. The mountains are not like where I am used to, but hey, mountains are a lot better then the city sites even if small. No justice yet I see, My phone never rings from the Police, I have no emails saying Richard is going to court, nothing. The rich and the poor again and again. Well what else can We talk about? Myself I am actually nearly consumed by My quest. I have become obsessed with bringing Them to justice. Hey! That's it! I was born to lose! Man why did'nt I think of that? Cool! Now I can live the rest of My Fucked up life knowing the truth. GODDAMMIT I AM THE VICTIM HERE! I WILL PREVAIL! Other then that have a great fucking day, Kelly McGill.

Again and Again and Again with this crap!

   Well the title again states how it is going, not worth a damn. But at least I feel better today then I did yesterday. I have a nice little saying for Ya, "The Man in the mirror.", that should say something to You. It means take a look at Youself, I do all the time and don't really like what I see. I think I have it figured out, not really but I'll say what I feel, I am a dumb Person, really! I have done dumb things. I will never acheive anything because of it, Nobody wants to help out a dumbass. Hey! If a Person is slow that means that Person is mentally retarded People, Come on. I have in My life felt stupid, I cannot explain, You just have to understand that I know what I am saying here. I have a cousin that is really a smart Man, but He is what all of You would call retarded, My Dad even says that He Himself is'nt the sharpest tool in the shed. My Grandfather You could tell was'nt what People would call completely normal, but He was a Man. He had a Full Grown aire about Him, and He felt like a Man. He took a lot of crap from Grandma and smiled the whole time, I really felt sorry for Him. He was the only Person that when I was told of His passing I felt Myself shake, He was one hell of a nice Guy. I miss Him still and it's been a long time since He left Us. Well this is going to be the last blog for a spell, I have to move on from Elko. Applications were submitted and no calls, so I'm outa here. Lucky day if it works, I might have a ride all the way to Cheyenne Wyoming. The old Boy's waiting on some money and then He's going down I-80. But either way I'm heading out. The works in North Dakota, I already have two phone numbers looking for Roustabouts there. Again I state that if there is a Cop out there willing to take on the big shots that left Me hanging give Me a call, My phone # is in one of these letters back a ways. Have a great weekend Folks, and God bless You all, Kelly McGill

Today.

   What am I doing wrong? I seem to be spinning My wheels here. I feel about as bad as I have ever today People. Justice is out of reach for Me I am beginning to think. Depression is a way of life that I would not want Anybody to experience. I hate this Son of a Bitchin' life for a fact. You know I was told something by a Cop once that I feel needs to be repeated, "If You're not honest You're not worth a shit!". How true those words are, Richard Pattison is a Theif and a Coward to do what He and His Freinds did to My life. I really have to end for today, I want so bad just to end this Mother of a life. Have a good day, Kelly.

Still I try.

  Well? Anybody arrested Mr. Pattison yet? I doubt it, I doubt if They ever will. I got yet another reason Hugh might have excepted Them instead of My dumbass, I never signed up for the civil service. Him being ex-military that may mean something to Him. I never knew it was a law, I am the kind of Person People keep in the dark because They see Me as a dumb Person, really. Back in 1978 We were never told at graduation that You must do it. It keeps You from getting some jobs You know. I really have to say here that if They stold from Me that I really want Them in prison, but this is not about money. People They tried to totally destroy My mind and life. If You are not angered by that alone then I really feel You are at a loss on what a grown Human is seriously. That would tick off any Man. I cannot say enough about how I was set up, I was asked if I wanted to do acid yes, but it was a planned attack on My life. Twenty four hours after starting the trip I was handed a Palyboy. That is twenty four hours, not a few hours, It was after around thirty six hours later I was offered ether. I have a real grip on reality People, I see what is going on around Me, I am not a totally lost soul. I have mentioned Full Gown Maturity before, I am still a Child in a Mans World but I see the truth, Somebody has to help Me here, I cry way to often people, and that is not normal.                        GIVE ME JUSTICE NOW!!! Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

# 80 for sure!

   Yea this is the 80th blog. Wow! I am still coming up with things to say though. I know what these Jerks are saying,"Kelly's just jealous, we're well off and He's poor.", No that is not the truth. I know for a fact what jealousy feels like Folks, the first time I thought of Nancy being with Someone else I felt it. I then told Myself I have no reason to be, I left Her and She needs to go on with Her life. I just wish I could do the same. In fact that is exactly what I am trying to do here, If They stole from Me in the manner I know They have done, and I can retreive it from Them, I know I can live a productive life. If not? I really don't see Myself going on much longer. I tell the truth when I say to You that I want to kill Myself, I have a will to live at the present is the only reason I go on. One reason to live is to bring these Boys to justice. I again say that I never purposely went seeking any acid. The word alone should keep Kids from doing it, "Acid!", why not just pour out some acid from a battery and drink it? IT IS ACID CHILDREN, acid destroys things. If I would have thought like that when it all started I would have said, "No!", just as You should. "The mind is a terrible thing to waste!", is an important saying to say the least. I will continue My quest for justice later. But until I see You again, KEEP YOUR GODDAMN ASSES OFF OF THE DRUGS KIDS!!! Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

Damn Fool Kid!

   Boy if that last blog was'nt proof that I am what is known as an absolute Fool, I'm at a loss on how to get it through to You. I am curious if an old classmate is looking at this, I emailed Him and told Him to, He is at the Riverton Ranger newspaper in Riverton Wyoming. Hey Bob, falsely reporting the news can shut You down Pal. I was there about six or seven years ago when I read the paper sent to My Parents house, They were in Arizona and I was house sitting. The headlines read Perry Greenhalgh gets 25 years for selling meth. Funny thing is I contacted Perry a couple years later on Classmates, Huh? Everybody I talked to knew something about it too. I guess Their just bored in a small town. I really think I received the only copy in print too, They would'nt send that to all. Game playing little Kids anyhow. You know I had it made another time in My life. I was living at 9110 Jollyville in Austin Texas when the owner told Me I could buy the place for $10,000., I told Him My credit was'nt any good. The sad thing is He said He'd finance it. The exact location is directly across the street from where that Maniac flew His plane into the I.R.S. offices, really. I would have been able to sell it for a serious profit. People, I am so sick of this crap, blogging in a manner that shows the retardation of an innocent Kid with no chance in life, but I have to continue. I have been shot at, My luggnuts were loosened, I was attacked by a co-worker with a framing axe(John Peirson was there), and when the Playboy was presented I was given enough acid to destroy Me, I'm glad I refused the ether. I wish They would have just killed Me and took it, Murder is less painful to the Victim in My opinion, I would'nt be in the fix I am at the present. I have to quit here, this sucks, Kelly

Wow!

   What the Hey, I am still here. I am wondering how many People actually beleive Me. Well I lie not Folks, I am the kind of Person that even when I say something and it is wrong I correct Myself right then and there. I refuse to lie period. So far I have told a very bizzare story to say the least, but here's where it gets horrible. I have to say things like I am going to do here in order for Me to be trusted as an honest Person. The story I about to tell You took place almost a full year after I was given the Playboy. I was at My Aunt Lindas house in Colton California and We were all watching a movie. I was engulfed in it and never saw Her and My Uncle Jim go to bed. At the end of the movie I looked over where They had been sitting and was surprised that They were gone. The next thing I did was to look back at the T.V., while doing so I looked down and saw Dawn, Tammys freind lying there in front of Me. This Kid was I think thirteen at the time. I looked down and saw exposed skin above Her hips, I reacted oddly, I bent down and kissed Her there. I was so shocked I jumped straight up and asked for Her forgivness and went to bed. I was confronted about it even, but could say nothing in My defense due to the shock. Hey, I am no Child Moplsester here People. That was in 1981, in 1986 I had yet another weird experience. My Neice and Nephew, Brandon and Charity, were staying at the Parents place while I was there. One day I was keeping an eye on Them, We were sitting in the front room and Charity crawls up on My lap. I beleive She was around six at the time. I have a bad habit of putting My hands on a Girls knee, it dates back to Shawna Clark and continues through Sheila and a Girl in a bar, it is nothing but a strange reaction I say for a fact that there was no sexual interest in My mind what so ever. But I put My hand on Her knee right then, I know for a fact both of Them would say I had a shocked look on My face. Afterwards I turned and looked at Brandon, I know I was bright red due to the embarrassment. I had another type of screwy uncontrolled experience of a different type also, twice I beleive, once in front of My sister Kay. Just sitting there I will bend over at the waist, no joke, and then sit up straight again. Kays reaction was, "I'm sure! I'm really sure!", Hell the look on My face was shock was'nt it Kay? No control? I would say I have a problem in that area. I was at My cousin Jims house in Kearns Utah, while talking to His sister Becky I again wound up looking bad. I know for a fact the look on My face told Her I was trying not to do what I was doing. I kept saying that She was big. A horrible life it is to say the least, and I don't think I needed any drugs to do these things to Me either. I plead to You out there with young Children, DO NOT LET THEM HIT THEIR HEADS AS A SMALL CHILD!!! I REPEAT MYSELF, DO NOT HARM THEIR CHANCES FOR A NORMAL LIFE!!! Yes I took a fall at the age of two, it sure as Hell did'nt help none! I really hate todays blog, but feel it important. May You have a blessed day, Kelly McGill.

Are You mad yet?

   If You are not mad then You have'nt read enough in My opinion. People I speak the truth, I have but one chance in life and I am taking it. It is near immpossible for a Felon, even with a 3rd degree felony, to get a job. Background checks are a bunch of bull in My eyes. Of course if Someone is a Molester or Rapist They should be found out, but less then a half gram of cocaine is different. I text'd My Mom about a week ago, when I was in Reno, I had found a couple of lines of meth. I told Her the truth too, I tossed it in the garbage. I should have sold it being broke, but never even thought about it. I tell You this so You will see just how honest I am. This character Rowley keeps mentioning John Dorral and says it was Me that wanted to do drugs, Bill? I am seeing with a fogged mind, but I am not as stupid as You think. I see now what They were thinking when They attacked My mind, "Nobody's going to beleive Him if He tells on Us.", it is an absolutely wild story I must say so Myself. I have to go back to when I first met these Fools, I started a job as a Janitor for the school district and Bill Rowley was an employee there. Him and His Pal Richard asked Me if I wanted to go to the senior keg party with Them, of course neither of Them had a car. After that I was set up with Bills Girlfreinds sister, Laura Chiles. Bill needed a ride to go out into the country and pick up Darlene is what it boils down to. I moved into My apartment in the old Teton hotel, all of a sudden Bill needs a place to stay, He had a place where His Father managed a motel. It was a dump and Bill found a better place is all. I rarely saw Him around until I rented the place, then all of a sudden He's My best Pal. When I was sitting around depressed with no food, where were My freinds then? Avoiding Me because I had nothing to offer. I have a serious question to ask here, is there Anybody going to do anything? I made up My mind to continue with this funky blog, I hope it is worth My time. These Two and Their freinds are fat and sassy, while I have to beg for spending cash and stand in line to eat, Hell I took the first hot shower this week I have had in a long time. Even while living in Killeen I had to bath in frigid water for two years. mainly because I was out of town constantly and let My gas get shut off. While being a Superintendent for a framing co. I used a solar shower, that is the closest I came to hot water. Well with that said I'm outa here for the day, Bitch to Ya later, Kelly McGill. p.s. Kevin Childers is the punk that helped Them when I was handed the Playboy, that's another one that deserves a serious beating Folks

Today not yesterday is where I am.

   Again with the foul mouth, sorry. But I hate the way it is in the construction feild anymore. Going to My story on what Richard Pattison and His Pals did to Me. I tell You right here and now, if this had happened to Nancy or any Woman I am in love with? You had better beleive I would never rest until They were in the ground People. I have been contacted by Mr, Rowley, this S.O.B. actually thinks He is a smart Fella. He continuoslly denies any of it, Hey, I am not insane , and I do see the truth here. This Guy insists that I was the one wanting to do drugs, Hell I never would have done the crap if not for others asking. If there is Anyone out there that was involved with the Palyboy, and feel I deserve a chance, so do Me a favor. I want Someone to start a petition to get these Boys arrested and taken to trial. A Citizens arrest is in order in My eyes. I seriously feel I am barking up the wrong tree here to tell the truth, but it does help Me feel better just to get it out and tell People. Like the saying goes, You can't hold it inside it will eat You up. It is definitly better just to talk about it. Anybody ever hop a freight train? Me neither! But I think I am going to, the Hell with hitchhiking. I found 166 oilrigs drilling in North Dakota today, all I gotta do is find a tool pusher and I might find a good job. I was told the hands in Wyoming are heading there due to the pay difference. Anyways, You Folks enjoy Your day, Kelly McGill

I'm through!

   To all My Freinds here on Facebook, let Me start by saying I am sorry for yesterday and My ranting, Along with the foul mouth. It won't happen again for sure. And what do Ya mean Serena Williams is more Manly then I? Come on Rusty and Steve! C-Ya.

What next?

   Good God Man! I just found out today I can't even get a job as a construction worker because I don't have a certificate from OSHA. This is an outrage, They'll hire these Goddam Wetbacks without it but not an American citizen. You sorry ass Bitches in charge think it's righteous I'm sure, but I cannot afford to go out and take Their little class at this time so I can't even get a Motherfucking job in My own country? What the Hell huh? I am so sick of the way We are treated in this land. I have seen enough Mexicans run when Someone looking like immigration comes along it is'nt funny. Screw the American blue collar worker aye? It's just the job Nobody wants is one of the biggest lies ever told by Our wonderful Government, tell Me to My face I don't want My job and You'll see what anger is about Pal. I can say some things here about it that would really piss You off, but the fact is I would probabaly get arrested for insiteing. I have been the Framing Superintendant a few times Folks, and You get very little respect from these People. You sure as Hell better watch Your ass around Them too, I've seen it where They purposely try to drop things on You. And shoddy workmanship is what many of Them are about. Well I've said enough to get Myself in trouble with this one, but I sure as Hell am not going to erase any of it. Shit People get away with ruining My life, and I have to suffer to the extent that I am hate every day of My existance. So fuck the Bastards! I really hope I pissed Somebody off today, Kelly McGill.

Where to now.

   I am not a liar, I said I was hired, but I did not get the job. I was told I was needed and to call on wednesday morning, when I called at 6:30 I was told the position was filled. What the F#@k? Give Me a break will Ya! Well it aint looking much better in Elko Nevada either, but I did eat today. Bah! Saturday I had to kill and eat a bull snake, it was'nt bad at all either. I write this to inform People that don't realize, Hey! America has a problem at the present. Some areas are very hard pressed when it comes to work. Again I am told about North Dakota being a boom state, sounds like a plan to Me. I just hope it does'nt take Me three weeks to get there, summer will be about over by the time I make it at the rate I am going for sure. Going back to what this blog is actually about, I am wondering if Anybody, in the Police, has even looked at this. It is depressing to see all My work in attracting the right People fail, I hope to Hell I get the respect I deserve and take these Bastards to jail. I said I turned away from Washington because I was afraid I would kill Bill Rowley, I was fantisizing about using a guitar string to do so. I would much rather see Them rot in jail Myself, killing Them would be to easy. I write this in order for People to understand how angered I am over this, again, put Yourselves in My shoes and think what it would be like with a tortured mind. Angry yet? I have a problem with paying attention, I can be doing an easy job that I have done numerous times before and screw it up, that's how bad it is. Hell! That's what it is. I will again talk to You about this in the future I am sure, and I hope it sets in so You can see what I am talking about. But until then, God Bless You all, and have a wonderful summer. Kelly McGill.

A JOB!

  Wa-Hoo! If the World does'nt end by tomorrow I will be employed again. And I sure do hope 60 minutes or 48 hours gets My messages and looks at this silly ass blog of Mine. As for the rest of You out there that actually follow Me, I am glad to see so many that have stuck with Me. I lose followers and gain Them daily, I just hope that I enlightened Their lives in some way. Have a wonderful day, and wish Me luck on the job. Kelly. p.s. I tried to bum $0.50 for a soda and the Guy hired Me after We talked for a while, hallalueh.

Here!

   I just want to post that I am still here. I started towards Washington but decided I had better go east. Not only due to the fact that I felt I would actually commit murder if I ran into Mr. Rowley, another deciding factor was that it took Me nearly two weeks to hitchhike from L.A. to Sacramento. I landed in Reno but am heading out soon, not a thing happening here. North Dakota is supposed to be a hot spot for a roughneck, so I may start throwing a chain for a while. Talk to Ya later, Kelly McGill.

He is a Liar! And His name is Bill.

   Boy do I know how to raise cane with these People. I left this character a message thru facebook, and His reply We all can geuss on, What? Me? Yes Bill Rowley You and Richard Pattison are the Boys behind My troubles. I was set up with Rush, Pink Floyd, and the Palyboy. "I don't recall any Playboy.", Bill Rowley I do Son and I am not a loon. I want You to press charges on Me Boy, I want it to go to court. TRY ME SON!! Again People I am sorry for airing this in such a manner But I have no other choice except take the law into My own hands, prison is out of the question.

Old Freinds

   Well here I am, on a wonderfully beautiful day outside, and I am blogging to Whom so ever really gives a damn. I'll be going outside to walk around wishing I had a life here in a few minutes. "Quit Your crying!", I hear from You, but what the heck huh? I am only a mess of a life, it aint like it really matters to anyone. I have something to say here that has nothing to do with the bitch known as My life, even though it happened to Me. I have mentioned Nigerians and There wanting money in order to give Me money, well at first it was Interpol supposedly that contacted Me. I in turn wrote to the real Interpol. Now I am contacted by the F.B.I., and I recognized the email address so They are the real F.B.I., these Nigerians are in cahoots with the terrorist Folks. I am no Terrorist, I am an American that backs the military to the end. I wanted to fight these Assholes in the '80s Myself, right after the massacre in Beruit. I am wondering if the song I wrote right afterwards has something to do with all these countries like Lybia standing up for Themselves. I said before I gave a copy of My C.D. to Mike in Austin, Mike runs a non-profit web radio site called K.R.Z.Y., He said He plays everything given to Him without reveiwing it, so I know it was on the internet. One of My favorite verses in the song says, "Don't be afraid to look in Your own backyard, You just might not like what You see!", and I Myself can hear the anger in My voice when I listen to it. With that said I will end by saying that I am not quite finished with My fight People, justice will prevail in the end, I just have to find Someone with enough gutts to help Me. As of tommorow I will as I said before be on the road, I am going to hitchhike to Seattle, I read there is actually a shortage of blue collar workers there. Plus I've never been there, My song the Highway Man says it all, "I've been here and I've been there, I'm workin' on Everywhere....". C-Ya in the funny papers, and happy birthday Hal. Kelly McGill. p.s. Fuck Hugh!

Where's Kelly?

   I forgot to mention, I said I was leaving Santa Monica, I did I am fifty miles away wating on My monthly cash and then I leave.

Go Mavs!

   Just a reminder that I am still out here wanting to end the nonsense known as Richard Pattisons game. I hope to Hell it works, I contacted a county attorney where it all started, I would extridite the two of Them personally. Have a good one Folks, Kelly.

A good day indeed!

 What the hell, I just have to type once more. This is definately My final blog for a spell. I am starting out of here tomorrow and beginning a trip like I know probabaly none of You have ever been on, Me neither. I am going to hitchhike around for a while. I'll probabaly wind up in the mid west and find a job, or I might just keep on trucking, Who knows and Who cares. Depression is a bitch, and I gotta live with it. To all of You on facebook reading this from Riverton I must say I am truly sorry for babbling on, but People I do tell the truth. I am the victim of a serious crime and I cannot even get any help, a Moron is what I have lived as and I have to deal with it. I came out here to take care of Richard Pattison in a proper manner, but I have failed. I live in a city that hates the Vagrants, even the females walk by and say things to You. "Children can be so cruel.", is so true to life. "Get a Life!", Hell, I have one, it's just not as nice as the one You live. I really don't want to bring You Folks down, but read My blogs. Again go to Twitter and look Me up @BadElvis1. I refuse to lie to You, if I were to do so I could have charges pressed on Me in return. Children of the World I am serious when I say keep Your Goddamned asses away from Narcotics, and Parents You are as irresponsible as can be if You don't talk to Them. My Parents told Me very little in life, I did learn They are very cruel Their own damn selves. I can go on about My Childhood, but why? The best things that have happened in My life are bringing tears to My eyes as I write here, so I will finish with that. If any Cop worth His badge ever arrest Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley I will be amazed. And if They do give Me a call @ 512-300-9450. This is not a prank, and refrain from jestering Me by calling. Have a great life and keep Your heads together please. Sincerely Kelly McGill, A.K.A. BadElvis.

"It shocks the Children."

   Good day to You, and how the Hell are Ya? Myself? I'm about to give up. You know I was joking when I asked for a dollar, but I actually thought I'd get enough to get out of the fix I am in. Forget it now, I'm celebrating My birthday in style this year, that is tommorow, I'm outa here. I have been in the streets before and always found a way out but it aint working here. So I'm hitchhiking down the road. Anybody that just signed on at Facebook and confirmed being a freind, don't think I've lost it totally. Go to Twitter and You can read the whole story on @BadElis1, 63 blogs in all.  In case You don't feel like it I'm going to tell You anyways what it's about. I was constantly asked if I wanted L.S.D. and it is peculiar how Rock & Roll just happened along at the same time. Most of You that know Me will admit I won't lie to You, I wandered into a party and was offered something that I never accepted through Playboy, I was tripping for two days, after twenty four hours of being high as a kite I was given this Playboy. I never even read it because I knew what it was about I thought, the ehadlines read,"Stoned Hippy carries along hallucenagens.". Now Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley are living High on the Hog and I am living with a tore up mind. Hell I was offered ether the same weekend I was presented the magazine. This is not ranting, I really want to commit murder, the thing is is that I do have some control over My life. Everyone of You knows for a fact, especially the Guys from sports, that I was not a violent Person. They used to get Me so mad I was called, "the McGill evil eye.", Yes I was getting mad enough to go off. But now I hate life so bad I am furious about it and what has taken place in My life. Read what I have written and when You see Mr. Rowley again watch His eyes when confronted, the lying peice of crap told Me He does'nt remember any Playboy. Hey I'm not that far gone that I would make something that big up, I have said it before, give Me a truth serum. Hey Bill? You willing to take a truth serum, or even a lie detector? I doubt it. Watch over Your shoulder Mother Fucker because I am willing to go to prison over what You and Richard pulled off. Yes I am real Folks. Stay off the drugs Kids, take it from Me they will mess up Your life. Good day, and God bless, Kelly McGill.

I wish I knew then.

   I wish I knew then what the hell was up. I can say for a fact that I would never had trusted My old freinds in any way, watch out Who You trust Kids. Your best freind, just like Bill Rowley was, will satb You in the back. I grew since then, but I am what is known as an emotional wreck. Richard was then, and I am sure by the things I see today, known as hotshot Kid Folks. "Too cool.", is the saying. The life I live today compared to the one I had when I was nineteen and this all started is understandably different, We all change, but to be mentally tortured by Your own freinds is another story all together. It is a sad thing, and yes that is how I feel, to have to write a blog in order to acheive justice. I seriously wonder if it is even going to work, I have some very important People that have followed since the beginning, so just maybe it will be worth the effort. Other then that I just feel like saying that life is worth the chance in My opinion, if it takes a wrong turn sometime, just do what You can to get back on the right path. Do not do as I and become a drunken fool and cry about it. A.A. has had the opportunity to change My life because I walked in to get a free cup of coffee, the next day I decided just to go in and listen on My own. I will be back tommorow for sure. God Bless You all, and let's all pray that I win the battle I am fighting. Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

The World today.

  Hello. My name is Kelly McGill. And I just want to say a few things about the World as it is today. Enough for a while about the crime that has taken place in My life. I am serious when I say I have said a silent prayer for the People in Joplin Missouri, tornadoe are scary even if You're not there. My Nephew Clint lives not far from There and He text'd Me the other day saying, "Tornadoes all around, will keep You informed.", Scared? Yes. I finally sent a text back after not hearing from Him asking if They were alright, "Four already and another one coming.", I could'nt get to the Apple store fast enough to look up the Weather channel. By then the storm had passed Their area. I feel for You Folks in tornado ally people listen to this fact I learned watching C.N.N., on the average there are under 200 tornadoes in April, Hey, this year They have reported a thousand. I looked up the St. Louis area after Clint text'd Me, 88 had formed on that day. I say this and mean it, build Yourselves a Goddamned storm cellar if You can, Hell I'm, a little bit worried just typing this. I did'nt write this to make Myself look like a good Guy or anything, this is Me saying what I feel. I have lived in tornado alley for a round thirty years Myself, when They say a watch is in affect I go otuside and look at the sky, I did so one day and looked straight up into the eye of a funnel cloud People. Clint was with Me at work one day in Killeen Texas when the air got cool and the sky darkened, I stood and watched a funnel cloud go by Us only a few hundred yards away. I fear these damn things, and now They multiply in a drastic manner. My voice is on record in a few spots in Texas where I called 911 telling Them the sky is looking pretty serious, and I will do it again. The worst ones are at night too, You can't see them, been there during a watch too. Take care fo Yourselves out there if You are in the ally, and I pray this year is only a fluke. Amen.

"The American way!"

   Hell Yea to the American way Folks, just let Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley get away with attempted murder, maiming My brain, and plain old Fucking with My life. It's cool aint it, nobody really gives a shit do They? Hell, I'm just some Dumbass Kid that just gets pushed to the side. Go Richard! Mother Fucker I hate these two and want Them so bad, if You cannot tell by My blog, I am willing to hang in the streets until I see Richard and hurt the boy in a very bad way. I am not a Liar Folks, I will hurt this Character. Now if that does'nt beat all, I am appalled at the way the justice system works in the World, "I am wealthy, I can buy My way out of this because You are poor.", what a farse. Danny where'd Ya go Boy? The Kid that was with Me at the Marriott disapeared the weekend I was given the Palyboy People, Coward. Yes there was a Playboy, I know what Richard and Bill thought, "Nobody will beleive Him if He says anything about it.",right Asshole? Hell I got an idea, I am going to say something right here and now that can and will get Me in a court room, I am going to hunt these two down and kill Them in cold blooded murder (just saying this to get the attention of the court)then I am going to hang Them up in public so Everybody can look at Their stinking remains and wonder why it had to happen to such nice Guys as those two. Mother Fucker I am real! I am the victim of a serious crime and Nobody gives a shit enough to arrest these two Jerks and put Them on trial. Hey, My nickname is Boomhauer Folks, and I do know Mike Judge personally. I thought He was a little bit odd to tell the truth. Mike are You helping Richard? Good God Man. People get a grip on what is really going on with these People, I am the brunt of Their jokes. Kill Richard not Bill it should have said.

RICHARD PATTISON! WHERE ARE YOU?

   I am so disgusted with Richards ability to screw with My life and get away with it, if We had anybody worth a damn in My position He would already be in jail, right? Why in the World will He not contact Me and question what I am saying? Because He is guilty is why. Life in a tent? What kind of existance is that for a Human Being? I ask You here and now, is there Anybody even looking into this crime that has been commited? I doubt it seriously. Hell, I wonder if I am worthy of such a life that I can say the truth. Does that get Your goddam attention yet? I want these Kids Bill Rowley and Richard Pattison in Their graves if the truth be known. I am a walking around a city loking for Someone I want so bad I am blogging about it, and They live in style. I hope They have Children and Their reading this, yes Your Parents are crooks, They don't have the gutts to come and find Me. They both know for a fact that I am as fast as Bruce Lee when it comes down to it. Bill You remember the time I jumped up and put My foot in Your face at the age of seventeen, I have seen Bruce move just that fast. They slowed Bruce down for T.V. My ass, if You saw it up close You'll understand. Enough ranting for the day, Lord give Me justice please. Sorry Folks for going off, I hate these two and really want Them bad. Have a good one, Kelly McGill

ANOTHER DAMN BLOG!!!!

   What's with this Guy? He won't quit! Make Him stop! Well Ya can't, I hope at least. Hey I am a Millionaire! Well that's what My spam keeps telling Me. You wanta know what I do? I contact the ones back that don't blatantly say it's a crime to mess with Them in return. I also turn Them in. I have contacted the British Law, Interpol, and the Military due to one stating They were in Iraq and stole some moey and will give Me some to help Them bring it home. The Military says They are not real Soldiers, just more crooks laundering money. Bah! I mess with the messers.Take that Ya crook. Anybody ever been through an Earthquake, to change the subject, well I have in 1972. And I know what a tremor feels like, I swear the ground around here has been shifting slightly. I say this to wake up a few Calfornians around Santa Monica. If You go down on Main street and visit O'breins, stop outside and look to the north and then look up at the wall there. I am a Journeyman carpenter, I know when a wall is out of place. This on is about foot or more out of whack and a good quake might let Her fall. There are also many retaining walls around the area that I feel are dangerous to be around in a quake. Hell the wall where I sleep will more than likely tumble when the ground shakes. With that I will resign for the day by saying fairwell to all, what a Joker aye, C-Ya later bye, Kelly

"I don't like You Babe!"

   The title of the Blog says it all, those were the lyrics to a song Richard Pattison sung one day. What a goofie guy huh. And to think He is a rich bastard and I am a spun out fool that wants justice. Only got a few minutes so I will end quick with, Hey Jeff Dye and Richard Rowley? Why have You not beaten Bill for His role? I would if He were My brother. The rest of You enjoy You day, Kelly.

"Wise to the ways of the World."

   Thought I'd throw the title in for Ya. Hey what the hell are You up to? Myself? Not a damn thing. Just feel like saying it. Moneta? Anybody ever watch a show and see that behind Miss Dryfus? Hell Moneta's a spot on the side of the road just past Shoshoni Wyoming, in between Riverton and Casper. Cool, I bet I know how it got there. Hey Pattison, that is known as state property. Oh I see now, You'll steal anything from anyone. People I am disgusted with this blogging crap, I do hope You understand why I am doing this. If not? I really am wasting My time. C-Ya later bye, Kelly McGill.

National judgment day is now declared for May 21st. everyyear.

   Well? That's the way I see it should be. Damn My rotten luck yesterday, but I am still here aint I? Talk about bad luck? I was in Dallas Texas and went to Deep Ellum, a bar district. You'll never guess what happened, Oh You can already see huh? Ya another loss at love, well lust at least. Here I am standing there drinking a beer when a Gal walks up and takes it from Me, She then asks,"Are You always this boring?", I gave Her a look similar to the one I received from Nancy when I tried to smooth talk Her, Ice. It did'nt stop Her, She drags Me out onto the dancefloor and was blunt about what She was about. "Can You dance nasty?", She asks. It was'nt to long before I had Her biting Me on the chest, no bull. Well She had some pretty good freinds with Her that night, all of a sudden this Gal comes up to Her and says She has a phone call and They rush Her off away from Me. One of Them was giving Me a serious look like I was up to something. Hell, I musta had a rufie in My own damn beer when She drank it. That right there will get You pummled Pal, Rufinals? You get a taste of what I am about here. I was in the Indianapolis area and staying at a motel where most of the crew was staying. One night the manager was raped by an ex of Hers, We went looking for Him and found Him too. Brad was a Kid that was around then, I ran into Him and told Him what had happened and He just happened to have  tools on Him. He took the pliers and I was given a screwdriver. We headed for the spot He took off towards and ran into Donny who went after Him, Donny said that Guy took off running and He had no chance He was that fast.  I said He can't get out of where He went without going by Us so We headed in His direction. When We got to the road He came out in His car, He shut off His lights and gunned it when He saw Us. Brad and Donny both got out of the way but I stood My ground in the middle of the road. I waited until He was only a few feet away before I jumped sideways and threw the screwdriver at His head. I would have hit Him in the temple if His window was down, it bounced back and nearly hit Me in the instead. I could'nt jump sideways that far on any given day, I think I landed about ten feet away. Well that's the way it is, He was sent to prison and I feel good about doing something. Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley rolled over on Me and left Me with a severe mental problem, I say for a fact They are responsible for it. And now They are wealthy and screwing with My life? Justice is in order again. See You next May 21st. and I hope the good Lord judged You well yesterday. Sincerely, Kelly McGill

Judgement day?

   Everybody's talking about some prediction coming true today. It just might, I am having worse luck than normal. Here I am standing there waiting to eat and some Guy starts talking all kinds of trash, I've spoken to Him before and He seemed normal but, Wow! Then I open My E-mails and am told by Interpol that a Person They arrested is carrying money that is supposed to be Mine and if I don't come up with the proper paper work saying it is I am being charged with money laundering, again, Wow! To top it off I entered a Publishers clearing house E-mail and They start texting Me, and when I check My pre paid minutes it went from 62 to 2 awfully fast. Hell I have less than $30. on My G.R. left and some Asshole wants to clean Me out on My little bit of minutes,Wow! Well maybe Chicken Little was right, "The sky is falling!", and it is falling all around Me. At least I ate today and I am still walking up right Huh? I am fuming sitting here and thinking about My minutes, what right do You have to text Me and make Me pay for it when I never asked for it in the first Goddam way. Mother Fucker I am sick of life and really want to end the Son of a Bitch and a day like today comes along. I am at a point I am gonna vent on You just for reading this peice of shit, That's Kelly McGill 204 Hampton, Venice, California, 90291. Get Me the Hell out of here please. You thunk this is a joke, I am fighting mad. and all I see in My spam is more of these Assholes saying,"Here, take Our money. Oh Yea, send Us some first.". What did I do to deserve such a up life. I really hate the World today, if I wind up in Prison just for opening an E-mail, Holy Christ! So Fuck You and Fuck the World is how I get treated and I have never really done anything to justify the life I live. I got it, Kids go on and get Fucked up in life. What the Hell? Ya only live once, might as well fry Your brain while You're here. Send Me a dollar is where I am, change a life. I put it in writing here and now, I WILL NOT SPEND IT ON DRUGS AND ALCOHOL. Dammitt

"Goddamn Kids!"

   "There sure are alot of Kids!", is another saying I have heard before, along with, "Boy's will be Boy's.", and many others. Hey Folks, My reality in life is a Nightmare to be honest, I am not so messed up in the head that I cannot compete on the job in such a way that I am a complete vegetable. I would have been if not for the sense enough to decline the ether when it was offered though, I feel that is what They were trying to acheive. Seriously People I was given these drugs with intent to ruin My brain, if You think I am not angered, You have not been paying attention. Kids, if anybody offers You hard drugs, walk away. You'll thank Yourselves for it in the future, I gaurantee it. I am getting nowhere with My attempt for justice, but I do feel I may be getting across to the Youth of the World about drugs, this is not the sixties people. It is time You took a good hard look at the situation. People die all the time because of this silly crap in the World. Grow the fuck up and live without this menace to Our lives, please. If I had it to do all over again I would not even smoke Marijauna, really. You new Parents out there have a chance to keep Your Children away from drugs, be honest with Them and don't pull any punches. Amen, and have a great day. Sincerely, Kelly McGill. A.K.A. BadElvis. p.s. "Take a good look at Yourself.", and "You'll thank Me for this later.", are saying too.

Brian Foley

   I was such a lost Kid even when They began messing with My mind. Ken Dodson told Me He had given Brian Foley a bunch of acid when He asked for some, Brian told Me years later He was still tripping from it. I never paid any attention to what Ken said at the time, it just went straight through My mind without any realization of what He said to Me. I feel bad, but I really cannot blame Myself. This was around the time I started having People offer it to Me, I was what is known as a Space Case. I was alot worse then, now I pay a little bit more attention to what is going on around Me. I am getting short on subjects to keep People interested in My blog, so I guess I have to repeat Myself here. Again, I never once asked for anybody to go out and find Me some acid, I truly am the victim here of a heinous crime. I blog daily just to acheive some sort of help from someone in authority. I seem to be wasting My time in My eyes, for it has been so long ago that I started My journey. It all started when I figured I could do well if I wrote My life story, that was in '99. I continually tried to contact People to get help. I even walked straight into the Playboy west office here in Santa Monica. Oprah, anybody I thought would help, nothing. All I got out of was the realization of what really happened when I was younger, Richard Pattison is a Theif for sure. Have a good one, Kelly McGill.

Justice, not revenge!

   Hello out there. I hope You are doing well. I am here today to talk about a few things in My life, some are cruel things that have taken place in My life. One such cruel thing is drug abuse. I had, and still have the urge rarely, a problem with crack cocaine. I was not what is known as a Crackhead, that would mean I had to have it all of the time. I was a weekend binger, when I got drunk I would get the urge and go wild. I first tasted the crap at a mutual freinds house of one Bill Rowley. I have no clue if it was introduced to Me because of Him. I was so loose on the junk I actually spent, and gave away, around $5,000. in a weekend once. I wound up spendind a year in Texas state jail for possession of cocaine and since then have slowly tapered off on the use to a point where I have'nt done any in a very long time now, and pray to god I never do it again. I got so wasted on the junk that I can't keep My mouth shut, lucky to be alive I guess in some cases I know. Like the saying goes Kids, "The mind is a terrible thing to waste!", just remember My story if anybody asks You to get high for the first time would Ya? I have to say that I mentioned before that Pot is an innocent drug in fact, but hey, You don't want to be acting all silly. "It's a Mans World.", and We need more Adults in this World. Most of the Kids I see are pretty goofy when They're stoned. Besides jail is'nt fun Folks. I want to mention a young Man that I went to High School with here, Brian McClean. Brian has supposedly sat in the garage and left the car running, I beleive it not. I saw Him right before that and He was the same Brian I knew, full of life and happy as anybody I have ever seen. I wonder what the truth is, I doubt if He killed Himself personally. There is a list of names that are aqauinted with this Bill Rowley that have died per say, and I doubt if many of them are even buried. It's a funny thing how this Riverton Wyoming is, I was home years back and read in the local paper that another Fella I went to school with was sentenced to 25 years for selling drugs. Shortly after I found Him on Classmates and E-mailed Him, His reply was not from a prison I am sure. He stopped replying once I mentioned the paper though. I would'nt doubt that I was the only recipient of the paper in question too. Even though People all around town knew more than the paper knew about it. Huh? Mr. Peck are You reading this? I also went to High School  with the character that now runs the paper, I'm sure His father Roy has passed it along to Him by now. Well, "That's the trouble with Kids nowdays, They just don't give a damn!", is all I can say about the whole mess. How in the World do You take down a couple of Scoundrels without shooting them? Is My question. Remember Folks, that's Kelly McGill, I wasn'nt far off on the mailing address, it will work, but in actuallity I need for You to send My dollar to 204 Hampton, Venice, California, 90291, Come on! what's a dollar to You? I joke not, Hell I am at a crossroad here and fail to see the right path.. God Bless Ya all, except Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley, and Yes I know They are guilty of destroying My mind and stealing enough to live large. Kelly McGill, Good day.

Nigeria?

   I played along with Their scams long enough for an attorney to contact Me, He said for $200. I would receive $8,000,000. from the government. I said I don't have any money and now He too dissapeared. He told Me it is money laundering so watch out, He even said if You keep contacting Them the F.B.I. will come a knockin'. Hell maybe that would get Me noticed by the Feds? I know what I need, and just maybe there is one out there reading this. Besides everybody sending Me a dollar, just kidding, none sent yet, I need a Ghost writer to put My biograghy down in words. I can gaurantee it would sell, Heck, I have'nt told You half of what I have seen or know. Try this one, a lot of Folks do this all the time too, "Mock My words it's Childsplay.", yes that pertains to making a mockery out of My life such as They are doing. Well it's worth a try, for either the dollar or a writer. I joke not when I say I am barely alive People. After trying to join the laborer union and not passing the test without a hitch, I was pretty depressed to say the least, suicide was on My mind for a fact. I really do not want to sit here and say crap like that, but God Dammitt I am really wanting out of a mess that was created by Someone other than I. Good day, Kelly McGill.

How the Hell Ya doin'?

   Just had to start off with a Hello to Ya's, I feel pretty good today. I want to go back to the beginning, I think I lost track on wht this blog is about. I AM THE VICTIM OF A SERIOUS CRIME HERE!!!! I never once asked for any L.S.D. or any of the Mushrooms I received. They were constantly coming along. I was, and still am to a degree, an innocent Child. Anybody that scares Sheila and has not a clue on what is happening at the moment it happens, is a retarded Person People. And then walk away from Nancy because She blew My mind by falling in love with the Child standing in front of Her, come on now, that was what everyday normal Men do when a Woman falls in love, run away. I guess I aint so abnormal after all? Wow, I might just make it in society. I want a jury trial with these two and all Their Pals being questioned. I found Scott Carroll on Peoples search, and know for a fact I can find Kevin too. All I want is justice, do You feel it is in order? If not? You had better pay closer attention to what I say. Hell, I'm wasting My time just like My life has been a waste. A complete disaster is what I am living Folks. I say again, I will take a truth serum to prove what I say. Will Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley? No, I beleive not. It is a good day for justice, call the Law and see what They think, oh yea, Their rich and I am poor, I lose. Well I guess I had better quit then. Kelly McGill

# 50, Dammitt!

   My fiftieth blog had better be a good one aye?  Hey I got one, how about the way the Homeless are treated around here? I met a Guy last night and He said what's on My mind, "I hate the way They call You Scum and other words." Dammitt Man, He seemed pretty decent to Me, it's the truth though, People walk by just staring You down and say all sorts of nice things where it is barely heard. Hell, don't You know the old saying, "Don't stare Children, it's rude."? Good God Man I at least look for work, I just aint as lucky as Ya'll I 'spose, Dang. Ain't You'uns learnt nutin', shux. I am a bad Person in Ur eyes, huh? "Sarcasm is youth.", I have heard so I is showin' My youth here a bit. Besides, "You're never as Grown as You think.", I know I've learned that one too. You do need to realize here Folks, this Guy I mention and many more are nothing but People. They are bad Folks I suppose, They build bombs and kill Folks just like Osama and His Fellas do. So next time You see a down and out Person do Me a favor, kick Him while He's down, He'll just say thankie fir it, By golly have a blessed night. Myself? I'll go crawl Me little old tent and wish for Santa to come and bring Me a real life. Bye.

Addicted to blogging

   I can't go without saying something. I went to the L.A. Laborers union and took a test, I have been working in the construction feild for thirty plus years, mainly as a carpenter, but I am nothing but an apprentice to these People due to the fact that I missed too many answers. Heck the ones I missed were in the feilds of pipe laying and concrete, two too many on one test and only a handful on the other. I don't know how many math questions I failed on. All I can say is put a shovel in My hands or a pick and let Me go to work, don't ask Me how many trips it will take in a wheel barrow to move ten yards of sand, as many as it takes should be an answer. On the tool test I missed one and even told the instructor that I had used the tool for every application on the test. While going over the test afterwards the instructor was even correcting the answers that were wrong on the test itself. I can, and will bust My ass, just somebody put Me to work, don't ask Me what tool to use if I've never used it before, just put it in My hands and tell Me what to do. Dang it all to Hell, just give Me the frickin' job. Wel that's how it goes ,aye?

I had to say this.

   I know I said that yesterday was My last blog for awhile, but I have to say one last thing. If anybody wants to see what I look like You have a chance. Tonight on N.C.I.S. L.A. I may be in a scene. Look for a beach background shot, and then look for a Guy in a red shirt with a beard and carrying a guitar on His back. I was watching Them run Their extras through and told the Woman in charge I would stay out of Her way, She kept tapping the People when She wanted Them to go, When She tapped Me She said, " Just don't say anything.". I tried My damndest to be as casual as I could. It is not the shot at the beach bar in the beginning at Sully's, look for a blonde Fella and a young Woman looking at blood on the street We're in the background. Other then that I just want to say Hey, so Hey. I hope and pray everything goes right tommorow, I am headed to the Local Laborers union, They have a place that You show up at six in the morning ready to work for a day for free. If You prove You can actually work You might just be a union member at $22. an hour to start. Wish Me luck, I can still bust My hump, but every little bit of luck helps. I found a trick to keep My feet from killing Me everyday, inserts for the arches. Fallen arches are a killer Folks, take care of Your feet and They'll carry You a long ways. God bless You, Kelly McGill.

The final blog

 This is it Folks, unless months down the road or so I feel I need to say something. Let Me start by saying, I stirred it up good yesterday, I walked right up to Playboy studios west and slipped a note into the door stating My beleifs that Hugh Hefner is involved in this cover up I speak of. Hell if They are capable of murder I may vanish. I say this in case I actually do. I still think Dorthy Stratten and Anna Nicole Smith were mudered. They used drugs like They claim, They knew better than to do too much. I tell the truth when I say I have in the last few years had two attempts made on My life, and another in 1987. I really wish They would try, I have so much pent up inside of Me I want to take Them. The difference between Me and Richard is that I do not need to have somebody do His dirty work, Right Bill (Bootlicker) Rowley? Or maybe it was a bad dream and I am about to wake up? Not a chance in Hell, I know the lost mind I have lived with for thirty two years now. God bless America, and I hope I did some good here. Sincerely Kelly McGill. Oh yea, Fuck Hugh!

Showing My maturity

   Yes I am showing just how immature I am at times by blogging as I do, but don't worry I am about finished completely. I cannot continue to bore People with My miserable life, besides I get My measly $200. at midnite tonight and I am pretty sure I will be leaving here. So if any of You sent Me a dollar You had better let Me know on My comments, it will go back to You in thirty days if You did, I joke not. Maturity? Laughing, picking on , name calling, stealing, cheating, lying, being a drug abuser or an alcoholic all of the above plus much much more are just the opposite. Use Your judgement People, and pay attention to those You know that are mature, You are bound to learn from Them. Have a great life, sincerely Kelly McGill.

The real deal here Folks

   Do You really want to know how I feel about life and the predicament I have fallen into? People I seriously feel like doing Myself in almost daily, really. I know how to get the Police departments attention and receive My justice, and I am serious about it too. Commit suicide right at the doorway of Playboy west studios, I would leave a note in My pocket saying to go and read My blogs, sad ass World aint it. Hell anybody wants to find Me I sleep right around the corner from Hefners sleazy shop on Broadway. 404 Lincoln Blvd. Venice California 90291. The name is Kelly McGill, I am at the point I say give Me a chance before I kill Myself here, I hate to cryabout it but I hate life and want to end it. If You are reading this and laughing, Fuck You Punk.

A fight for My life

   Hey, the title speaks for itself. I am at a point where I feel I will not make it in life if I don't do something. I am a real Person that was attacked People I want justice. Hell, Nobody gives a shit for a Moron, tell the truth to Yourselves. And if You have been reading My words You would understand I am exactly that, I walked away from a Woman in love with Me. I aint right to begin with. Sorry if I sound pissed off, but I have been blogging for over a month and no results. I am losing followers but I keep the important ones I see, Karl Rove and Yoko Ono are still with Me. Hell with it , I am through for the day this is depressing. I know what You're saying, "Get a Life!", I wish I could People. Kelly McGill saying so long for now.

Smilin' Smelly

   I was in Louisiana when I heard a commercial on the radio, "Don't be a smelly Belly.", it said, just wondering if it happened to relate to My nickname Smilin' Smelly. Yea, that is a crude one for a fact, I have gas at times and I was driving the bosses truck when His license was revoked, He hated Me for it and Rick Spain named Me that. Pretty bad I will admit, but I wonder if these Boys had anything to do with it. I got something for You that You may not beleive, but I do have wittnesses. Here I am at around age eight standing on the beach at Hunington beach California watching the ocean, I am just watching the waves when all of a sudden a freak wave jumps up and grabs My butt, no joke. The next thing I know I am in the riptide and being sucked out to sea. Scared? Not in the least until I started to run out of breath, hell You don't have time to get scared really. But when I knew I was about to drown I was a bit worried, that was when I got lucky. I saw the sun shining through the water and knew which way was up, My instinct was to kick off the bottom of the ocean and get out of it. I was around twenty feet deep at the time, seriously. I e-mailed the head Honcho of the Lifegaurds telling Him a few years back. You know I got out of the water and sat by My family and nobody even asked if I was alright. The funny thing about this story is that it happened again in 1991 or '92. The first time the wave was about twelve feet high, the second it must of been around twenty, no bull either. The difference between the two times is that I did'nt get scared the second time, I was out and body surfed My way to the beach within a matter of nothing. Sounds made up I know, but I cannot lie to You. My whole family saw the first time. Whoa! Is what I still say, especially after two times. I aint positive about the exact spot, but I was within a few yards on both occasions. This I feel needs to be mentioned due to the fact that the riptide kills People all of the time, HEY, LISTEN UP, IF YOU ARE GOING TO BE SHARK FOOD YOU MIGHT AS WELL TRY IT AND SEE IF IT WORKS! If it don't , well I can only say You did'nt do it right Pal. As the saying goes, "My name is not Kelly McGill if it don't work.". I got another saying here, one that should put a little light on the subject of what Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley were about when I was being recruited as a band member, "Sex, Drugs, and Rock and Roll.", kinda sounds like Chicks, Candy, and Rock and Roll to Me. Hey, seriously People, I am a lost soul wishing I never met these Guys here. I say it again that I never intentionally seeked out any drugs, they mysterious wound up at My door. Freda (Fred) Mares and I got along pretty good years later when I saw Her around town. She was the Gal that brought it by for Me. If She has any sense She would call the law and admit to being sent to Me, Fred come on, if You are reading this take a hand in bringing down some dispicable People. Girl My life  is a wreck because of them. YOU EVER HERE ME LIE BEFORE FRED?! Good God! Have a great day Folks, Kelly McGill

Dumpster diver of the year

   Breadhunter was Richards nickname in the early eighties, the Guy had a few thousand dollars in His pocket and go and get day old bread out of the trash. And this is the Fella that Hugh Hefner wants to back up? Damn it Man! I will admit to something here, I too have been a Bully. I moved back to Wyoming in the ninth grade and picked on a Guy in shop class until I was nearly suspended. In building trades I told David Muir that We had a board stretcher in class, I even told Him to get inside of the building We were putting the plywood on and told Him to hold the last sheet in place while We nailed it in place. My anger was getting the best of Me in the nineties, especially when drinking. That was when My nephew Clint came around, The Kid was wearing His pants low and walking around like He had all day to do whatever He wanted. He was told that night on the way home to pull His pants up and get the droop out of His ass. He seriously became a top hand too. But at the same time He started in on Me about life and how to live it, an eighteen year old telling Me was not gonna make it, after a few months I was about to lose it on the Kid and picked on Him until He snapped, I barely got out of the way of a kick to the knee. We text back and forth now and I feel some pride at how He is raising His two Boys, He's still a Kid to Me but doing a Mans job, congrats Clint. Two other employees of Mine rubbed Me the wrong way and I also pushed Them in a wrong manner, I can say for a fact I was on the verge of insanity when around Them. Today I am a different Person all together though, I made a move back to Wyoming around seven years ago and left there a changed Human, I still have anger issues but no longer want to tell some knot head in a violent way. I got a good saying for Ya, "My anger management classes are really pissing Me off!", I laughed pretty hard the first time I heard it. But when it comes to Richard Pattison and His Pals, I will get mean. What They did to My life is a crime and I will subject Them to punishment in a deserving way. Richard You aint got the gutts to call Me out You Punk ass peice of Shit! As for everybody elase that is reading this, Hey, keep Your asses and Your Kids off of the drugs Man, that stuff is insane. Just grow the hell up and deal with it before You screw Your life up. C-Ya later, Kelly.

Whoa!

   "That Guy can cuss!", is probably what alot of People said yesterday, no wonder I steadily lose followers. I gain new ones everyday, but still the number is always lower then it should be. McGill vs. Pattison is what the court docket should say, I know for sure if He was in court and My Lawyer asked Him to submit to a truth serum He would balk. If it were Me as the Lawyer I would then ask what it is that He is hiding, if You are a liar You would deny it. If You were an honest person having nothing to hide You would press charges on the Person accusing You for false accusations, where are the charges? I text messaged Jon Peirson telling Him to look at this, so I can gaurantee Richard and Bill Rowley are reading it. Hey! Great news Folks, it aint a job but I do have an interveiw for a good job on thursday, wish Me luck would You, I need it. Andrea Davidson is Someone I want You to look up if You like music, I have'nt seen Her in a while, but the Gal puts on a great show. That's what I'm about, listening to great singers when possible, check Her out. Oh yea, hey Richard? If Ya are reading this, You're a frickin' Jerk Pal. Did You tell Hugh about Your Queer freind? Yea I was at that party, I went outside and never returned when You and Him started dancing that night. Sure there was a Girl on the floor too, but it seemed a bit weird to Me. Besides Jon says They think You've done some bi-sexual things in the past. Ya Freak! Call Me sometime Pal, We'll do lunch, Right before You get Your ass kicked hard You Punk ass Son of a Bitch. Kelly.

Here, but not wanting to be!

   Good day to You. Are You ready to get told something that is sure to make You sick? Here it is. America! Really, it is a disgusting place. Are Ya mad now? If not You're gonna be. This is probabaly the only Country on Earth where a Guy can screw Your life up, Rip You off, and then torture You on the television and get away with it. And that is'nt even what I'm mad about. I went to Hollywood yesterday to go to the Guitar Center on Sunset strip, boy what a goofy place that is. In a three mile hike I passed maybe ten Gay Fellas, You can tell, two of Them I know saw Me coming and one turned and acted like He was going to bump into Me acidentally, the look on My face made damn sure He missed Me. I am a serious defender of the hetoralsexual lifes of the World. God did not put Males on the Planet to hold hands with other Males, that My freinds is insanity. Then I get on the bus and head down Santa Monica Blvd., Jesus Christ that place is a zoo. I passed a bar and there is some Fella dancing in His underwear on a table with a bunch of Fools standing around watching, it was practicaly on the sidewalk itself. And the stuff in store front displays is considered normal? I have said before that I am not a violent Person by nature, but I had two Queers pick Me up hitchhiking once in Austin. When They dropped Me off one leaned out the window and said, "We'll be back in a half an hour if You're still here......" was all He got out. I never even got mad about it, it was a complete reaction to kick Him sqaure in the teeth. I know for a fact I hurt Him bad too, ask Bill Rowley how serious I move. I am so disgusted with what I see daily out here, I have made up My mind that when I get My G.R. (money from the state) I am leaving here fast. I was here a few years back trying to get My biograghy written, I came up with the saying, "If You question Your sanity, move to Santa Monica.", really, there are real nuttcases walking the street here People. I am lost in life, not insane. I am what is known as a Person with very little control over His life, No bullshit about it. One case in point is when I was in high school, Bill Rowley was with Me. They probabaly used this one against Me with Hefner and His Cronies. I was told by Shane Longtine that Chris Montoya drew back and was going to hit Laura Chiles while Their brothers were fighting. I never even thought about it until I saw Chris crossing the street on His bike, I lost it and punched the gas pedal. Yes I tried to run Him down, again no thought just reaction. I was at a party years later when Chris and His brother Eddie and freinds showed up, I told Dwayne, His older brother via the Classmates webpage that Chris was a Man about the whole thing when I walked up to Him and appologized to Him. Dwanye always treated Me with respect, and I am sure Chris is as Gentlemanly as His brother, I feel it was a lie just to get Me into a fight by My so called freinds. HEY!!! If We do nothing but let this Country run amuck in the manner it is, We are doomed People. Get a Mother Fucking grip on the situation now. Well that last sentence was a waste of time I know for a fact. Oh yea, still no Fricking dollar, I hoped atleast for one, but nothing? I vent again tommorow. Until then I hope like Hell You start taking a good look at Our wonderful country. Kelly McGill. p.s. God bless Our Troops and good job on hunting down a skunk in Pakistan. Some of You know Me from Fort Hood, I always said, "Welcome Home.", and , "Good luck over there.", when I talked to the Soldiers in My cab. God bless Us all, We Fucking need it.

Still blogging

   Dammitt Man I am losing followers everyday, I guess I'm just boring as all Hell. All I want is to bring down a couple of crooks that tried to totally destroy My mind for Their advantage. And now these Creeps are seriously messing with My life. If You think that it is unworthy of talking about in order to acheive My goal of justice, well My freind You are seriously mistaken. You know for a fact that if it were You or Your Child You would pursue justice in any way possible, do not lie to Yourselves. I am beginning to feel that this blog crap is about as effective as telling the Feds, I get nowhere at all. Hell if I wanted to I know right where Bill Rowley lives, I could take Him down as easy as You like. But again I want justice not revenge. I am as I stated in the first blog not insane in any way, just a bit muddled. I again say I never asked for any L.S.D. People I was set up from the beginning. I say again I am a slightly retarded Person in life. I crawled up a ladder when I was two, really, the last thing I remember was starting up it and My freind telling Me not to climb it. I was told I fell into a ditch full of water, another lie from My parents, it was late fall, Wyoming irrigation ditches are not full at that time of year, too cold. Well I am in a mood today, after seeing I have less and less followers on twitter, that I just want to say the hell with it, but I will press on. Good day to You, Kelly McGill.

It's a cruel World

   Ya it's a cruel S.O.B. I can say that for sure. Man I must be losing My touch, I am actually losing followers here. Just goes to show Ya that nobody wants to here a Kid bitch about His life, I feel that is the way the justice system is looking at it too. Besides I am running out of things to say in the matter anyhow. Well while I have You I am at least going to say a few things about some American saying I have known of. "It's a cruel World.", is just one. "The shocking Kid.", is another. And that is what I am being here. "The first one to admit to it.", says a lot in itself. I know many more cliche's, but I feel I need to talk about what has taken place in My life. I am so pissed off at life, "Mad at the World." it is, that I have a scowl. My aunt Phyllis passed away a few years back, and I feel My Mom is a very cruel Person to do what She did. My aunts face was made to have a frown when We veiwed Her at the funeral. I still am a little appauled by the act. I guess They wanted Me to see Myself as I am to Them. Well that's the story of My life, even My parents screw with Me. My first memory in life was My Grandparents giving Me a puppy for My second birthday, I don't remember ever playing with it and one day They said go out and feed Your dog, He had grown alot and came at Me. I set His food down and went back into the house, after He hit the end of His chain. What I am saying here is that You don't want to mess with small children, I finally had enough of My family and told the old girl off good. Well it will be some time before I see Them again for a fact. I am serious about Indiana so I have but a few minutes left on the computer, so I want to look up someone out there. I'll C-Ya later, Kelly

Justice for the rich?

   Hey Folks how Ya doin'? Myself? Still here. Don't know for how much longer though, I am sick of this homeless crap. I am about to head towards Indiana I think, I might be able to track down a couple Fellas I know that would put Me to work. Hell, Nobody sent Me a dollar yet anyways. Just joking, it would have been nice if I received a dollar from a few million People, but no such luck. Speaking of work, I want You to know a little about Me in that area, I bust My ass. I have a few times received a raise on My first day. At fifty My back is about worn out, but a couple ibuprofens and I'm good to go. I know a few more sayings I'd like to let You hear now, "I'm lost without You.", is one, and that is exactly where I am. I know the feeling of a lost Person, and it aint nice. Another one is, "Children are amused.", and that fits into the catagory of Richard Pattison and His pals. A final one for the day is,"An understanding Woman.", I feel that one alot of the Girls of today need to look at closely, there are alot of very rude People out there that turn up Their nose at You just because They think They are better then You. Well Ya are! I hope to Hell I am getting through to someone out there with enough clout in the judicial system for Them to take a look at what has been going on, I am on My last leg in life People, I really don't want to sound like a wet nurse or anything, but I want this to be known as a serious crime that has taken place. Remember, I am a Victim here, not the aggressor. Anybody out there that has Kids and has messed with drugs, do Them right, tell Them the hard facts about them so maybe They'll get it right. Good day to Ya, Kelly McGill

Here's the shirt off My back.

   Yes I would give Money away if I had the riches Richard Pattison and Bill Rowley set Their lives up with. I cannot sit here and say that I was given millions of dollars because I never read the magazine. But I know in My heart They knew from Kevin contacting Them what it was about and told Him and Scott to do what They did. In the first place it is very suspicious on how the Playboy was given to Me. I gaurantee I did not say, "Hey, give Me a bunch of acid and then wait twenty four hours and hand Me the magazine so I can blow My mind.", This was a cold calculated attack on My life, this is what I want justice for more than anything else. As I have stated before, when I think of what They did to My life I seriously contemplate murder as a form of revenge. On My way to Santa Monica I kept telling Myself that exact thing, but after five days in one spot hitchhiking I said to God that I would not be able to do so. It was'nt long before I got a ride within forty miles of My destination. The Playboy itself is hard to beleive I know, but I say again I would take a truth serum People, ask these Crooks if They would do the same, I seriously doubt if any of Them would. Money is power and these arrogant little Kids are untouchable They think. George Clooney played an Outlaw named Kelly McGill. Any of You that watched it may remember the final scene, how many times did They say Kelly McGill? I'd say maybe twenty times, ridiculous to say the least. One thing I want You Folks to know, and I feel You may just by reading My outrageous blogs, is that I am not a liar. That is the only way it can be for Me in the World. I want a federal judge to look at it, if Ya know one give Him/Her a call and tell Them to read this. Justice will prevail, sincerely, Kelly McGill.