Saturday, January 31, 2015

!!!!

   Just letting You know that I am still Here and not giving up that easy. Honesty is about all I really have in My Life, that in itself says a lot to Me.

Thursday, January 29, 2015

"What Men?"

   "You call Yourself a Man?", "Who the Hell would call that Mature?", "Damn!" My favorite. I have said it before that I was a Kid that paid attention when I was a Tike, I just hope that I am not the last Child to watch Adults. Needless too say I know better. The thing is, People are different then They were in 1963. I Myself am at a point in My Life where I  am wondering how I  missed things from that era in My Life, The "Grown." feeling did grasp the attention of a three year old. The mind of a Child. A Kid can become a different Person faster than the blink of an eye, fact. But when Another sets out to cause mental damage to Another it is unacceptable. I am a lost Soul seeking help, I understand it is pathetic, but God Dammit I hurt inside so bad I need a Refuge. My Life is at an end soon without it.

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Me.

   As I sat in a Bar, an attractive, yet older Gal sits across the Bar. Our eyes meet, but yet I am too worried about being, 'not the one', again. Tonight She was an attractive Woman to begin with. She gave all the signs of being a Woman looking for love too. And yet I sleep alone. I do not write this shit to look bad either, that is of course My Life. No She was not in Love, but yes I was looked towards. Meaning? If the Kid had the guts to approach Her I doubt if I'd be writing right now. Sex in a small Town? I might see Her again though. Fault! I did the same thing for years after I met Nancy, 'I will see Her again.', were My thoughts and it kills Me. The night life here is still there, the only thing is, Nancy fucked Me up. I only hope that a realist reads this, for I am as real as I can be Here. Proof? That is My problem I am seeing here. Television is involved, there has to be a trail. Again, I have to prove I am the Being these Children find amusing.

Still

   Yet again I have to go to the Web and seek a way to bring some Boy's to justice. I would really be wondering about it all if I were the one reading some Fool write about this. Especially after the time He has spent writing it. Years of My life have already been used in My attempt. It is Life I would rather forget and move on as a natural Life. I am known as a Person that gets promoted quick in the construction field, and I know I don't deserve it mostly. I am not smoking pot like I used to, but I can still make too many mistakes because of the Life created for Me. I insist that I speak the truth about this whole affair. I am real.

Saturday, January 24, 2015

I am still here

   Been sick since Tuesday, but I'm still fighting here. I really am flabbergasted as the saying goes when I look at how these People actually are. There is no way in Hell They can be allowed to do what it is that They do. "Richard Pattison, Killeen Texas.", "Ah, I wanted the MaGilla Gorilla.", "Grandpa Kelly says Eeyah.", take Them to trial and I will prove what I say here to be truth. They have no morals or ethics to be the way They are. Any Person that deliberately sabotages another Humans mind and then finds it amusing to mess with Them is nothing more then a Child. As I have said before, I feel there is enough evidence in My eyes to bring these People down. My question is why are They still able to live free. Horrible Children are what We are dealing with.

Monday, January 19, 2015

"Silly Human pride."

    "She looked at Me all Googilly eyed!", I have been the Kid on the recieving end three times now. Sheila in '79 and again in '86 if I'm correct, and Nancy in 1982 in Austin Texas. I am a Lost soul seeking any help possible before I say enough. I have had enough contact with the Law in America it's hard to understand why I still have to continue. The proof in My opinion is right in front of Your faces  that this Richard Pattison is an out of control Child. He finds My Life amusing? This is My reality in Life, I survive.

Saturday, January 17, 2015

2115?

   Here We are.

I am at a loss

   I see that I do have People reading this, and I sure as Hell hope it's the right ones too. My reasoning being is that I feel it all for not. Is this a waste of time or is it going to bring these Children to justice? I have My doubts about the justice.

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

How is Your Evening going?

   I would much rather be the casual Kid I always was just like the title. But Dammit I was wronged. The dishonorable manner inwhich Mr. Pattison clearly enjoys is nothing but a smug Child. You conduct Yourself as if it's a joke Son.

Monday, January 12, 2015

"Why Me?

   I really am surrounded by  People that are something, My Family. I get a call From My Mom and She tells Me My Dad's Sister told Them I had hit $100,000. at the Casino I am working on. Nope, I'd a been so far out of Riverton Wyoming as soon as I could. I may not win, but I just came Here to fight some People that need a serious ass whooping. The thing is I have put it out there and a fight will insue upon Our meeting again. I liked Billings when There on Thanksgiving. Looking at it for My position I am making around Laborer wages There. And the cost of rentals I have looked at. The main thing is easy to decide, the Gals sure seemed friendly there. It's easy to get Women to look My way, I'm seriously just a Dumbass. One fuck up after another. I have seen true love in the eyes of the two. And yet I am alone and really hurting over My sorry luck.

Sunday, January 11, 2015

The Blahs

   Again I must say something just to do so. I really don't feel like talking to You this Morning, but I feel it is needed. I have said enough Today, the depression is setting in.

Saturday, January 10, 2015

I'd rather Blog Myself

   Hello! How in the Hell are Ya. In a Childish manner I will repeat Children, "Pretty Good.". A lie I have told People for years too. I like My Own saying, when asked I'll say, 'Not worth a Damn.' , it really has an affect. I hate My Lifge and it was forced upon Me, question Me about it please, I dare Ya. I see America as a Country being over run Kid's, watch Your back. As far as the Police go, More than You comphrehend watch Yours. When Shit hit's the fan? They are Here to allow it. Who to fight is the question here. If America has enough sense to stick Together We have a realistic chance. You Kid's need to look at what I just said. Suppression?

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Con Phresnsi'om

   Did I spell 'er right, meaning excuse Me. La Otra, the other, being another. Mine oblective being No Lentes aqui, no glasses Tonight. Hell I'm too damn lazy to go out in My stocking feet at around 25 degrees out. It got cold here for a spell with nearly a foot collected, close I'd say. My thoughts for Tonight are simple, but when I am finished I will make Grown Men look at what I say, and I say for a fact that not an Adult on the Planet will find it amusing, meaning They are not silly ass Children living La Vida Loca, the crazy Life. I coined a phrase in My mind, I have known the phrase "When the reality sets in", and I have seen it too. My Dad talking about His Cancer, which We hope it stays in remission, told Me that reality had'nt set in yet Himself. What I look at Today is the reality of being. I have seen Young Adults shocked by the difference between Themselves and Full Grown People before. I was shocked as I say at the age of two by a Dog, and in all reality I just figured another scenario to this Dog I was given. I was two. Dogs jump up. I stopped in My tracks and set His food down where I know He'd never reach it. That is what happened. The dumb Dog recognized Me and wanted to greet His Friend. People I remember receiving this Pooch, I was told to feed Him one day and never remember any playing with it before. My reality. I kinda went astray from My thoughts so I'll finish with what I really wanted to start with, 'The reality of a Full Grown Adult Life.'. I am sure this will even make mature People look at what it is that I am saying to the World. Thanx for giving a damn.

Saturday, January 3, 2015

Come on already!

    I really cannot be Tweeting anymore just straight out. Damn I'm goofy. Hey You're witnessing My Life. Funerals have an affect on a Life. My old Friend Chico Martinez passed. I learned He had been a Volunteer Fireman Here for fourteen years straight. They blew the fire alarm with the doors open so We could hear. It's one of those thing's You know You'll think of that day for the rest of Your Life when You hear those alarms. It has Me, after leaving the reception afterward, feeling a bit lost. I know where I want to be though and it aint Riverton Wyoming. I sure liked the way the Billings Women acted towards Me when I was there for Thanksgiving. Craigslist show where I can get the same pay and not be the one pushing a Job. This town always lost it's flair after a very short spell Here to Me. I am surprised at Myself for spending so much time Here this time. I was born Here, but Riverton Wyoming can be a boring place to live. I came here with the intent of running into a few old aquaintence's with the hopes of calling Them out. I know for a fact I was set up is what I am saying. I want these People brought to justice and I in fact demand it. Something like that inside of a Person can eat Them alive, having figured out after years of suffering that Your suffering was caused by others. For years I just saw Myself as a waste that I Myself created. I never went looking for anything that began the Life of a mess. Drugs and Rock & Roll were set up for Me. That in itself is a bizarre thing to set up in My Life.

Friday, January 2, 2015

Radical Being

   I have learned the hard way, if You bitch enough You will get paid. I have done this as I say a few times too. I have had People that refused to pay for You employment. I will raise so much Hell that the Person involved is told either pay or else. I have yet to not receive payment. Which in Laymen's terms means I will not give up. How in the Hell do You allow such an Ass to do as Richard Pattison does? I live within a reality You Yourself would never understand. I witnessed Youth at the age of three, even Today I am still in shock when I Myself see the difference.