2112

   Happy New Year Folks. All I'm going to say here is that I sure as Hell hope that the next year works out for You and I both. Remember all of You youngsters out there when I say don't mess around with the drugs like I did, The mind is a very important part of the Human life, if You destroy it You'll never get it back. So keep Your head straight. Good luck in life, and Fuck Richard Paattison and His Cronies too, Amen to that. Kelly.

what to say?

   I really have to say something about My last blog, in the first place I never set out to ask Anybody to give Me a dollar. I truly doubt if I'll receive anything to begin with, but I was just in the mood at that certain time. I have got to bitch about some of the Folks on this planet and I really hope it pisses these People off when I say this. Alot of the young males have a saying, one inwhich I say for a fact that no Grown Man is going to say. "I'm a Grown Ass Man!", Bullshit Pal! That is one saying I have no respect for in the least. If You have'nt noticed yet, My plan now is to open the eyes of alot of People about maturity, drugs, or anything else I may be able to help Them with. Sayings like, Open Your mind, I'm the first one to admit to it, The mind is a terrible thing to waste, Lost without You, Lost and Lonely, Damn Fool Kid, The Kid's an Idiot, Just another Kid, One Man Everybody knows, It's a Mans World, That old Gentleman grew. I still have plenty more I'll continue with, but I won't have easy access to a computer for a while. A truck is the first thing on My list before I buy a laptop. Not bad huh? $517. take home each week with the rent paid, beats the hell out of being in a tent in Santa Monica, LOL. I never thought I would use LOL, so I had better quit while I'm ahead. Until I write again, Kelly.

Yea, I'm still here.

   Ya wanta here a bizzare story? I got Ya one, as if it aint been strange enough. This would have been about a year after I was handed the Playboy, I was at My Aunt and Uncles in Colton California when Me and My Uncle Jim were watching T.V., He was channel surfing and stopped on Johnny Carson for a minute and then changed channels. When He turned back Johnny was talking to the audience and said, "The Weirdo,", and then froze and looked into the camera. They instantly went into a commercial, when They returned He started with a skit saying, "Mr. Floyd calling Mrs. Floyd.", headgames is it? That in itself proves that People are out there that know Who I am and what I am about, even though I Myself wonder what I'm about. I was in a bar in Riverton, where it all began in Wyoming, around a year later when a Gal I went to school with walked by and said to the Fella with Her, "There's that Guy that never went out.", and They call Me a Weirdo? You fuck ups play this game? Man what a World aye? Myself? I always had normal thoughts in life, until Bill Rowley along with Richard Pattison and Their gang fucked My life up. Welcome to My nightmare. Suicidal is what I am, and writing this does not do Me any good People. I never asked for any drugs, but I sure as Hell was asked if I wanted them. LIABLE!!! That's what these jokers are. Give Me a break, They wanted Me a totally messed up life and I happened to walk into a party, when They saw Their chance to remove Me They did the best They could. But Dammitt I am still alive. If You have a kind heart send Me a dollar @ Kelly McGill P.O. Box 280, Stanley N. Dakota. 58784. You think I am joking? I hate this life, get Me out of it please. Sincerely, Kelly McGill.

December 17th

   I am nearing 100 blogs, Well I'll be. Forgive the smart alleck attitude please, for I do understand that sarcasm is youth. But while I am here I have a plan, I am going to teach a few People some things. Like Gentlemen don't kiss and tell, or, treat a Lady like She wants to be treated. Then theres, Open Your mind, and, Take a good look at Yourself. You may have heard this one, There's somethings a Man just won't do, I might have wrote that one before. I Myself cannot say that I live as a mature Human Being, but I am wise to the ways of the World. As a small child I watched and listened, by doing so I learned alot of different sayings, these are just a few of them. We can be Men about this, It's a Mans World, I call 'em as I see 'em,  You call Yourself a Man? That Man's a Kid, Damn Kids anyway, A Lady is discreet, A wise Man does'nt mess around with the insane, Damn fool Kid. I can go on and on here but feel I had better leave some for later, for I will say something else concerning this matter. I say this stuff to do My part in showing the youth of the World a few things, My reason being, look at how People like Hugh Hefner and Richard Pattison can do things that are not morale, to say the least, and Nobody does a damn thing about it. Sure, I like the way a Woman looks, but I would hate to see Someone I love in Playboy. Girls, there's not a Woman alive that would pose nude, and that is a fact of life. I sure hope I taught a few People today, the World is changing and I personally want to see it go in the right direction. I'll talk to Ya somemore about it later, but for now I have said enough. Until I do some more sqaucking, have a great day. Kelly.

A new beginning

   I win! Yea, I got a job, thus making Me  a Winner. Well somewhat I 'spose. As far as jobs go, Wow! 40 hrs. a week at fifteen an hr. and I have only worked one day in two weeks. Plus rent paid, and I'm supposed to receive a company truck with a credit card. It sure does help to know Someone. All I did was call My Mom and see if She'd send what money I had left to Cheyenne, She asked if I would work for Rusty, My cousin, in North Dakota and here I am. I'm kinda glad I never found Richard Pattison, in the first place I know for a fact I would have killed Him. As I have said before, put Yourself in My shoes. My thinking was altered in Their crooked scheme People, and now He thinks it's fun to mess with My life. I am mad as Hell right now just writing this. Justice? Where? Once a Loser, always a Loser? Christ! I gotta stop here before I blow a gasket. I will leave with this, Lord help Us all, the way things are on this Planet have to change. I pray for real here in asking You this, please God make Someone see the truth here and help, Amen.

Art Capehart

   If  anybody can prove that I was handed a Playboy, it would be Art. I was employed by Him at the time I was handed it, I know for sure it had to have gone through Him. Remember I told the Woman I was talking to at the party that I had stayed on the job We could see out of the window. Also Art would have records of social security numbers that would make it easy to track some of the People around back then down, like Willy, Richard, Kevin, and Scott. Hell of a way to be I know it, but I cannot give up now. Lord please have mercy on My lost soul and help Me here, amen. Kelly McGill.

Another day, another blog.

   Well here I am again, I really can't stop this due to the fact that I want these Fellas so bad. But if nothing else maybe I'll teach someone on this Planet a few things while I'm at it. Like a couple of sayings I know, including, "Stripped of My pride, stripped of My manhood!", or, "I was'nt Man enough to hold Her in My arms!". These things have happened to Me so many times it is pathetic. The main reason I say these things here is for some Kid out there in the World, and don't kid Yourselves it does happen. I want some Boy to read these things and realize, if it happens to You remember it and hopefully You'll see what the hell is going on at the time. The pain is unfathomable to those of You that have never broken a heart due to the shock of seeing Her in love with You, I feel it constantly. And I cannot say it enough to the Kids out there, do not do drugs Freinds. Not only will they screw Your life up, they can and do kill People all the time. I almost everyday wish I never started using them Myself. When I say I'm a fucked up Human Being, I mean it. I could be worse, I could have done the ether They offered. As I have stated before, I can be doing a job I have done probabaly fifty to a hundred times, something real easy too, and smoke a joint and mess it up without realizing what the hell I'm doing. Thus is another reason not to smoke marijauna aye? I'll let Ya go with that, have a great day Folks, Kelly.

drunken blogger

   Wow! I wrote yesterdays crappy blog. Sorry for being a drunk and writing. I do admit I really have to stop drinking. I can gaurantee I am a totally bizarre drunk, I even talk to People in a bar about this and what I'm trying to accomplish by it. Goofy Kid anyhow. Sobriety is a priority for Me at this time, I can stay completely away from any narcotics, I'm not even smoking pot now, but I have a serious drinking problem. The first thing You have to do is admit to it and then do something about it. Well I guess I gotta go, so I'll C-Ya later bye.

A new beginning, today.

   I have in the past repeated Myself. Today? The end? Now hold on! He said He were through with dis 'ere blog dammitt? What da fuck Bra? All I can say is that Kelly Mc(ick)Gill has a hell of alot more to say than, "Richard Pattison is a ##$%^&*" , & so on. But again I will repeat Myself and call Myself a liar by continuing with Me simple ass blog,( until They kill Me). I wandered into, not the U.S. Marshalls, but the  U.S. Attorneys office (via a U.S. Deputy) last week, so I up My chances aye? Come on Kelly. All else I can say is, "Give a poor Boy a chance!", hell Man I am known as the Victim Folks.

The End

   I have said it before, but this is it. I have a job coming up in North Dakota, so I can't waste My time on this crap. I tell You now I will not give up though, I will do what ever it takes to bring these People down that messed My life up. I am a couple of blocks away from the U.S. Marshals office in Cheyenne here and I am on My way there when I finish with this in order to press charges on some Folks. Now if I were making this up, do You think I would go to such extremes? I am serious about what They have done to My life. While I was sitting in jail I really was thinking of ways to kill certain fools People. Bill Rowley likes to climb mountains it would be easy to wait at the top of a climb and knock it backwards with a club. Hey! If I were going to do so, I would not write about it. It is just something that I really would like to do. So I will leave You with this, If You think a fucked up life is cool, well then go ahead and fry Your brain. The End!

Kelly McGill

   Where have I been? I am sure many are asking that. Well it aint been fun that's for sure. I spent the last four months in the Laramie county jail in Cheyenne Wyoming, and I did'nt do a thing either. I know since I have started this blog that I have done nothing but complain, but this in itself explains my simple life. I last wrote on August 1st, right after I left the same library I am in right now I walked by the jailhouse and told Myself, "There's a jail I've never been in before.", Damned if I was'nt in there before midnight. I felt I deserved a few beers, and after about twelve I got the bright idea to see about talking to a mental doctor so I called the Police on Myself. They helped Me out alright and took Me to the local hospital. After being there a while I wanted to leave but was forced down and strapped down. Even when My wrist, which never healed right, was bent backwards I never really was angered. The next thing I know I am put under arrest and the officer is being told that I hit the Doctor, Wow huh? "Not guilty!", was My plea, and off to jail I went. I was released on friday because They dropped the charges finally. What a sob story aye? I will probably lose, even though I have proof on hand where the doctor says two different stories, along with the police report being different from the audio in the policecar, I am going to sue Their pants off. People like Me are destined to lose because the smart People want it that way. Read back from the beginning and You will agree, Kelly McGill is an absolute Moron at times. But I will never quit. Have a great day Folks, Kelly.