Enough said

   I have cried while doing what I do here. I have contemplated suicide. I have thrown everything I own away to find Richard. And yet nothing? A Garote was thought of. Which I do know how to use too. You put Your knee in Their back and cross the wire around the neck. It will decapitate the Person You are attacking. Do not put Your fingers in the way They too will be cut off. In that manner You have no defence if done right. I may have no Military back ground, My mistake, but I study everything I can find. Like the old Gentleman in a black belt mag. said, "Let the fear cross Your face Then kick 'em in the knee" He said He fought in San Francisco with the Gangs and never lost. Hello!