Hello again

   Last night? I had a thought, it was a terrible on too. I thought that if I killed Myself all of it would end, I had the clearest insight I think I've ever had right then too. I knew that suicide was the perfect escape. But I have mentioned before My reasons for living. One has kept Me alive for a few years now, We are at War. I have had experiences in My life I have spoke of about being the baddest Mother on Earth. And I know that if all Hell broke loose on American soil I would probably win a battle or two and not even remember it. That is the way of My life. Another reason is stuff like this, I feel I need to open the eyes of the Youth in America so They can grow. When America changes the World changes.