Will I ever win?

   Here I go again. I am the first one to admit to being a Loser, not many would say it out loud. I lost Sheila twice, I broke Nancy's heart, I was shocked to the point of being pissed at a Gal Who is the owner of the most beautiful face You'll ever see, I really can't count without really looking hard at it how many heartbreaks I have suffered. I remember one I may not have mentioned though. I was in Deep Ellum Dallas when a Gal walks up and takes My beer away from Me and asks, "Are You always this dull?". I gave Her a cold look but She still drug Me out onto the dance floor. Once there She asked Me, "Can You dance Nasty?", well I had in the mood quick. So quick I believe Her Friends thought I had drugged Her, They escorted Her away saying She had a phone call. One of Them was giving Me a serious dirty look as They left. Hell I again was dumbfounded, I was an innocent Fool with the help of others. Life sucks aye? I write this tonight just so You can see what I live with in My life, has Anyone seen a more deserving Kid? I feel I deserve a break in life and that is exactly what I seek here. I may never achieve such a break but a Fellas gotta try right? That is just like one of My songs, 'Better try', My vocals suck on this one but it would rock Your socks off. You know I'm actually feeling pretty good tonight, which is another song of Mine 'Yesterday & Today' that is exactly what it's all about, feeling like crap one day and on top of the World the next. Speaking of heart breaks, these Gals in My past keep this Kid going forward, I never knew such Women could feel for a sorry ass Kid like Me and now that I realize this I look forward to meeting that certain Someone in My future, I just hope too Hell She does'nt shock Me too much. With that I will end. Prayers and good wishes to You all, Kelly.