This morning.

   Do You want to know what sucks? When You are dreaming of the Woman that loves You and You wake up from the dream. That is what happened this morning. Nancy is on My mind so much I have dreams about Her all the time. I hate life when You wake up alone from such a dream. I am sure You all know what pain feels like, but I doubt if any of You can completely understand the agony of such a dream. I live with a life that is so screwed up I am really surprised I even live. I have to push on though, like I said before it might just be Tomorrow that I win it all. Enough said, this is depressing. Kelly.